chapter 17

"M...ma..." I wasn't even sure what ever I'm experiencing and whatever is happening is really true or not? I just hope all this what ever I'm in - a dream or illusion or anything- I want it to never end.I saw a beautiful and gorgeous lady, with so beautiful wings that they just made me mesmerised. I just couldn't say more than a syllable. Her long and beautiful dress, a dress having a colour that I have never seen, I think no one could have, it was bright as blue Lake with shimmering gold reflection and shadow of greenery. Even though I was little when she left us, when I became the reason for leaving I couldn't even think I could see her again. Taking elegant steps towards us she came till us, the hall was all silently watching her, even they couldn't take their eyes off. Now that's what a real Queen should be, mere here presence wants everyone to summit before her. "My child, you have grown up fine." Her melodious voice broke the trance in whichever I was. I just couldn't help but nod in response. "How?" I asked her, how could she be here, how could she never come to us if she could, how could she leave us when she could stay."I couldn't stay with you,dear. It is fate. It was already decided." She softly said. Her voice held pain."But why?" I was on verge of tears by now. How could she left us by ourself."You are the Queen. Every time a Queen is born the mother can only stay till she gets her inner Angel. When Diya opened up in yourself, we knew it was our time to leave." I don't understand anything. What I saw and what all told me was totally different from what my mom was saying. Suraj, Mia and Siya told me that they couldn't save me last time. And I too saw that I disappeared some long time back. If that was true and if my Mom is or was the Queen then how this all things happened? And about Shivam and Yash? There were so many questions that were roaming around my mind."Child, be calm. Please or you would...." That was the last line i heard before I collapsed.***My eyes opened quickly and the bright sunlight made its way making my eyelids to close instantly.What's happening? After a few movement I again opened my eyes and looked around. I was in my room, the same with the bed and window, my accest still surrounding me, the sound of the waves making its way to my ear.Wasn't I at palace? Was all that a dream? Yes, it was all a dream, right? I couldn't be a Queen and all!"You really are Queen, Dhwani." I heard the similar voice. My head jerked up to come face to face with Suraj. "Are you really here?" I asked. My mouth moved in its own accord but I couldn't hear my voice. If what I dreamt was true I should have my voice back!" Yes, I'm really here." Suraj answered and gave me a look. "I couldn't speak." "It's because you came back to Earth." He simply stated coming towards me and sat at the edge of the bed. "What do you mean by, 'coming back to earth?' " "Dhwani, be calm. You need to realx..""No! Just shut the hell up!" I yelled, though I couldn't speak, I knew he could hear me. I don't want to be calm. Suddenly anger blew inside me, and that anger isn't good. My anger have always cost the life of my love one. And that's what is happening.I saw my wings that came out to kill whosoever is being the cause of my anger. Suraj was looking at me with wide eyes and the door of my bedroom jerked opened. I knew it should be Shivam and Yash. But I was least interested. All I want was the answer. Answer to all my questions."Diya,it's not the time to show your anger. Dhwani isn't in the state to fetch this all up. You know why all this happened. Let Dhwani rest, we aren't her enemy. She would not be happy when she realise what she did in her anger again." Slowly I could feel myself calming down. When I was fully fine I looked up to see the trio staring me. "I'm fine now. I just need some time. Leave me alone." I used sign language to say this and all of them nodded. Though I didn't wanted Suraj to leave me but I think it will be good for me being alone right now. I may kill anyone, and I don't want to hurt the one I love the most. I saw Suraj looking at me, he knew the inner turmoil that was going inside my heart. But he knew what is best for me right now. I too could feel his ache when I told him to leave. He wanted to stay by my side. But...They left and closed the door after them.I stayed quite for a while and then, "Diya?" I called in hope may be she could answer my questions. I really want to figure it all by my own."I know what you want to know. First and foremost, You are the Queen. And about the mother, she was the Queen before us. Everytime you were born, we ended up dying because we have to save our love one's. This was the first time you were born from a Queen's womb." I was listening to her carefully. Each and every word. What does it mean by first time I was born from a Queen's womb. Does that mean I have lived more than one life? What about Suraj? I have seen myself vanishing  before, from the hands of suraj."So, have I killed someone before too, like I have killed one , and took the life of someone in this life." The thought of my father dying in front of me flashed in front of me. "You haven't killed him. You weren't the cause." Diya immediately said making me still. "What do you mean, I wasn't the cause? I remember myself holding him with wings and then in a flash he was lying on the floor." "And your wings, they were controlled by me. And if I say, we didn't killed him, then believe me, it wasn't us. And if we have killed before,it was for our people, for their safety and if we had lost our life that was too for them. Don't blame yourself now. You will remember everything eventually." Her voice determined and serious."What about me being the Queen?""We will talk about it later. You need to rest. We need Suraj right now. He is our mate." I agreed with her. I was still feeling the same and at that exact moment my wish came true. And I saw Suraj walking towards me.  All I need right now is to embrace him in my arm.___________________________Hey guys, I know it has been a while ... How are you all? Will wait for your review!Support the story with your favourite sticker! 🙈Will update soon!Till then Miss me 😉😉