Chapter 1801: Just A Shell Of A Body
You Hit My Heart
Chapter 1801: Just a Shell of a Body
Afterwards, she noticed that the women who used to be seen with Felix
suddenly disappeared overnight. And this renowned playboy, who
always had women around him, now only had her.
She admitted that he was skilled and knew how to please her in that
aspect, making her experience pleasurable and even addictive.
Often, he didn't need to ask, she herself wanted it. So, she was willing
to maintain this kind of relationship with him.
This kind of thing was like opening Pandora's box-it was unstoppable.
She never revealed her emotions. For the past four years, she truly
treated him as a "bedmate.â
But in reality, as time passed, imperceptibly, she had long since moved
her feelings and given her heart to him.
So, when he expressed his desire to have a child, she agreed.
When she saw him in danger and instinctively shielded him from a
bullet, it was simply her body and mind responding without any ulterior
motive.
All along.
What she was concerned about were the unresolved hidden dangers
from the past, the person in front of her, Rayan, and the lurking
danger...
She didn't want to drag Felix down because she herself didn't know
what her future held.
Cloud grabbed Vicki by the collar. "Why don't you continue speaking?
Have you changed your views? Do you think Felix is a good person?
You married him not to seek revenge on the Saunders family but
because you truly love him?"
In fact, he already had the answer in his heart. He just refused to
accept it.
Vicki straightforwardly replied, "Yes, I love him."
Cloud's expression suddenly darkened, his face turning cold like
remaining ashes. He gripped Vicki's collar, trembling even, and asked,
"Then what am I? What am I in your heart?"
Vicki took a deep breath. "We can't go back to the past. Ever since you
insisted on escaping, we haven't been able to go back, Rayan."
She looked at him with sincere eyes. "I liked you, you know. I've always
liked you. When we were in the orphanage, you were my only family.
The line between familial love and romantic love is thin. I don't deny
that during the time I was imprisoned, you were all I thought about. You
saved me, you were a light in my life."
"I did everything for you. Vicki, ask yourself, when I killed Xiao Zhen, I
was already eighteen years old. I was sentenced to ten years for
intentional murder. You know very well that I did it for you. Why couldn't
you wait for me?"
He questioned her with a pained heart.
"I didn't wait for you? Rayan?" Vicki's eyes filled with a hint of pain. "I'm
not grateful to you? I know very well that you saved me. You killed Xiao
Zhen, and I was an accomplice. I wasn't yet eighteen, so I was given
probation. Killing, no matter how evil Xiao Zhen was, is still a crime. If
you had served your sentence, you would have been free by now,
breathing the air of freedom with a clear conscience. I would have
waited for you. I would have been with you when you got out. We
wouldn't be like this today. We would have continued on together, just
like when we were children!â
Cloud's eyes reddened with anger. "How can I rest assured with you
out there alone? I escaped to protect you. What did I do wrong?"
âYou were wrong, very wrong! Rayan, these are not reasons to agree to
the other party's conditions. They got you out of prison, but what was
the price you paid? You sold yourself to OGW like a dog. How many
things have you done against your conscience? How much blood is on
your hands? This isn't you, Rayan. No, Cloud. You even abandoned
your own country, your own name. You even joined forces with Athena.
You have changed, you have lost yourself. How can you still expect me
to retain my original intentions?" Vicki hit Cloud's heart with each word,
revealing the past.
Back then, Rayan had been sentenced to ten years for intentional
murder, initially a twenty-year sentence. But due to the grave crimes of
Xiao Zhen, the court had shown leniency. He went to prison, and she
felt immense pain. Because he did it for her.
She had thought about waiting for him, even telling him that if he
behaved well in prison, he could be released three years early. At that
time, she was in her twenties, still young, and they had a lifetime ahead
of them.
But he ultimately took the wrong path. The mysterious organization
Rohomes noticed his abilities, and they proposed an exchange. He
agreed. Escaping meant that he would be blacklisted in Pascaylia. So,
he had to changehis name and identity. Rayan became Cloud.
This wasn't what she wanted. It shouldn't have been like this.
After he disappeared, she desperately worked on strengthening herself.
Later, she met Christian and became a valuable assistant to the Ballard
family. If Rayan had waited for her, by then, she had the ability to
legally bring him out of prison.
Unfortunately, it was all too late.
They had drifted further and further apart.
He had lost himself.
And she, her original intentions had grown cold, eventually falling in
love with someone else.
âI'm not wrong!" Cloud's eyes burned with anger. "I joined OGW
because I realized that we had no power, no authority, and could only
be bullied. I couldn't bear to see you being bullied by others. Even if I
had to walk the path of darkness to the end, I wanted to have the power
to protect you. And I did. Now, I lead the entire OGW. I can have
whatever I want, as easily as flipping my hand.â
Vicki looked at him with disappointment, shaking her head gently. "In
that case, there's nothing more to say. I know that you must have a
special mission coming to Khebury. Is kidnapping Anderson related to
the warlords?"
"Yes," Cloud brushed Vicki's cheek and slid his hand down.
Suddenly, with a tearing sound, he forcefully tore open her clothes,
revealing a large expanse of beautiful skin on her chest. Healthy colors,
textures from regular exercise, lines that were well-defined, causing
one's blood to surge.
"Just as long as I obtain this, complete the final mission, I can leave
OGW. I will make it happen,â he said, his eyes filled with desire, unable
to look away from her.
âI want to take back everything that is rightfully mine, including you,
Vicki."
He reached out, brushing his fingers along the contours of her skin. âI
want you. I want you right now. You belong to me, you should have
always belonged to me!"
He bent down like a madman, biting and nibbling at her neck, trying to
cover up the traces left by Felix.
Vicki lay there, looking at the ceiling, completely motionless.
She calmly said, "My body is just a shell. If you want it, take it. It was
my debt to you in the first place, and I used my body to repay it."
Those words were like a bucket of cold water, poured directly over him.
The intense heat that had driven him mad suddenly cooled down,
turning as cold as ashes. The pleasure from his body was only
temporary. What he wanted was not just her body. If it was just for that,
when they were in the orphanage, he could have claimed her for
himself. Back then, she had been willing. He didn't steal forbidden fruit.
He had remained faithful. Everything he did was to protect her heart.
But now, what was he doing?