The Dixon Rule: Chapter 32
The Dixon Rule (Campus Diaries, 2)
âMY MAKEUP IS DONE. DEAD. BURY IT AND DELIVER THE EULOGY.â I SIGH at my reflection in the mirror.
I suppose my face didnât stand a chance, considering it just witnessed the most emotional wedding ceremony of all time. And the rampant emotions didnât even come from the bride and groom! Sure, Gigi had tears in her eyes when she recited her vows, and I swear I heard Ryderâs voice crack several times, but the real emotional floodgates were opened by Gigiâs parents, who both cried the entire time. Garrett Graham battling tears when he handed his daughter over to Ryder was probably the sweetest thing Iâve ever seen.
âTrust me, all of our makeup is ruined,â Mya Bell says wryly. My gorgeous, statuesque coâmaid of honor joins me at the full-length mirror, dragging a delicate finger over her smudged mascara.
âSeriously, I need a touch-up if weâre going to take photos at the reception.â This comes from the most beautiful woman in the world: Alexandra Tucker.
With her glossy dark hair, big brown eyes, and flawless, symmetrical features, sheâs a perfect ten. Itâs crazy that Iâm just standing here, you know, next to a supermodel. Whenever I see these influencer models online, I assume every part of their appearance has been filtered to high heaven. With Alex, I was confident she couldnât be that different in person since Iâve seen her walk runways and thatâs hard to filter, but I swear sheâs even better in the flesh. Standing here beside her, I canât find a single flaw.
And when they say lightning doesnât strike twice, well, jokeâs on them. It does. Because Alexâs older sister, Jamie, is drop-dead gorgeous too. Jamie inherited their dadâs red hair, and her features are a bit softer than Alexâs, but I honestly wouldnât want to be in the position to choose whoâs more beautiful. Itâs impossible.
Jamie stands across the room chatting with her mom, Sabrina. Theyâre both lawyers. That Tucker gene pool is something else. Beauty and brains.
Molly Fitzgerald nearly knocks the two women over. Sheâs bouncing with excitement after nailing her very first flower-girl assignment. Mollyâs mother, Summer, finally catches her and says, âI like the energy. But maybe we can bring it down to a five?â
âYes, because youâre perfectly capable of controlling your energy levels,â Brenna Jensen drawls at the impeccably dressed blond. Neither woman was in the wedding party, but as close friends of the family, theyâre able to take advantage of the bridal suite.
There are a lot of beautiful women in this room. It makes me a little self-conscious. I guess Mya shares the sentiment because she pulls me aside and whispers, âAm I the only one intimidated here?â
âNope.â
Sheâs still eyeing Alex Tucker. âOkay, good. Because this is kind of surreal.â
It is. And it only gets more surreal when we arrive at the reception, which is being held outdoors on the manicured country club grounds. The entire area is adorned with delicate fairy lights that twinkle like stars in the early evening sky. Even the weather is apparently enamored with the Grahams because it bestowed them with the perfect evening. A clear, warm night without a drop of moisture in the air.
The head table sits under a wooden pergola decorated with white flowers and trailing green vines. The rest of the tables, covered in ivory silk linens and floral centerpieces in hues of sage and white, surround a gleaming dance floor.
I walk in on Beckettâs arm. Heâs back from Australia, looking tanned, handsome, and completely fuckable in his black suit. We take our seats at the bridal party table, all our gazes focusing on the head table where Gigi and Ryder sit like royalty with her parents. Since Ryder is parentless, Hannah sits on one side of him while Garrett sits next to Gigi.
Iâm gratified that I donât have to give a speech; Mya takes on the onus of charming the five hundred guests in attendance. Iâm not usually scared of public speaking, but this is way too intimidating. Hockey royalty. Supermodels. Media personalities that Garrett has worked with and befriended over the years. Letâs be honestâthis wedding is for the parents. But Gigi loves hers enough to give them this gift after eloping, and Ryder loves her enough to give her whatever she wants.
I sit beside Shane, whose appreciative eyes rake over me. âYou look so good,â he mutters in my ear.
âSo do you.â
Seriously, he fills out that suit like nobodyâs business. Iâve been watching him work out all summer, and it shows. Heâs broader than he was last year. His pecs are more defined. Biceps are huge. Ass feels more muscular when Iâm digging my fingers into it while he fucks meâ
âStop thinking dirty thoughts.â His clean-shaven cheek caresses my chin as he speaks at my ear again. He knows me too well.
The post-dinner speeches go on and on and on and on. Every single one of Gigiâs six godparents insists on coming up to the dais to say something. Ryderâs half brother and best man, Owen McKay, delivers a touching speech that has everybody crying. Thereâs no fixing this makeup. This is my life now.
Over dinner, I chat with Mya, talk to Blake Logan about her freshman schedule at Briar, and bicker with Shane.
âI canât believe this is a thing.â Mya flicks her french-tipped fingers between us.
âI know, right?â Shane drawls. âSheâs really punching up.â
âOh, fuck off. Youâre the one whoâs punching. Iâm so out of your league, itâs not even funny.â
âTruth,â Beckett says, raising his champagne glass.
The neighboring tables are even more boisterous than our own. The entire Briar hockey program is here, menâs and womenâs teams. Champagne flows freely, the clinking of crystal glasses and loud bursts of laughter echoing all around us.
There was a string quartet playing gentle classical music during dinner, but now a live band takes the stage. Gigi and Ryder stand up, and I can see the resignation in Ryderâs blue eyes as the six-foot-five, ten-inch-dick groom is forced to be the center of attention again.
A gazebo draped in billowing fabrics serves as the backdrop for the newlywedsâ first dance. Itâs spectacular. Gigiâs aunt knocked this wedding out of the park and into outer space.
As they dance under the moonlit sky, surrounded by the soft glow of fairy lights, Gigi and Ryder only have eyes for each other.
And just when I think I canât cry any harder, their dance ends and Hannah Graham steps onto the stage. Sheâs utterly stunning in a slate-gray gown that hugs her body, the material shimmering with every step. She exudes pure grace, and the hush that falls over the room brings goose bumps to my flesh.
As the first notes of the piano fill the air, Hannah starts to sing. To this day, Iâll never understand why she chose to focus on songwriting instead of performing. Her voice is so beautiful. Rich and emotive, each note piercing right into your soul. I barely pay attention to the lyrics, although Blake whispers to me that itâs an old lullaby Hannah used to sing to the twins when they were little. Gigi is bawling, and even her brother, Wyatt, has tears in his eyes.
This wedding is next level.
Hannahâs final notes linger in the air. Thereâs a moment of dead silence before the guests erupt in applause.
And then the party starts.
The dance floor has the same strands of fairy lights suspended above it, creating a starlit canopy. I laugh in delight when Shane pulls me to my feet before I can even ask him to dance.
âIâve converted you!â I accuse.
He links our fingers and tugs me toward the floor. âI have a confession to make,â he says ruefully. âIâve always liked dancing.â
âSeriously? And you still put up such a big fight?â
âI said dancing, not this ballroom torture youâre putting me through. Iâm just saying, I enjoy dancing in general. Chugging champagne, busting loose at a wedding. Itâs fucking great.â
Heâs right. Thereâs nothing I love more than a good wedding. And an intoxicating beat. And the feel of Shaneâs big hands running over my body. Thereâs nothing sexual about his touch, though. It feels nice.
âI canât wait to have one of these,â he confesses.
I blink. âA wedding?â
âYup.â
âYeah, okay. Sure.â
âIâm serious.â His eyes are bright and earnest.
âYou want a wedding,â I say skeptically.
âA big one,â Shane confirms. âBigger is better.â He winks. âThatâs what Iâve heard anyway.â
I give him a little shove, but he just pulls me closer again. I donât mind the slow dance. Yeah, I donât mind having his muscular body against mine one iota.
âAnd when do you plan on having this wedding?â I ask him.
That gets me a shrug. âHonestly, the sooner the better. I always wanted to get married young. Wouldnât mind being a young dad, either.â
My eyebrows shoot up. âReally.â
âSure. As long as it doesnât interfere with hockey, why not.â
I grin at him. âYouâre naive if you think that wonât interfere with hockey. These things you say you wantâa wife, kids. They need to come first, you get that, right? How do you expect to juggle that with your NHL career?â
He frowns. âLots of NHL players have wives and families and still play the game.â
âWould they walk out of a game if their wife needed them?â I challenge.
âThatâs a loaded question. Depends on what she needed.â
âSheâs giving birth.â
Shane shrugs. âRussell Doolie missed the birth of his first child because of a playoffs game. His wife was cool with itâsheâs the one who told him to finish out the series.â
âFair enough. Then I guess you need to make sure you marry someone whoâs okay with making those sacrifices. Not many women would be.â
He gives me a curious look. âWould you?â
âI donât know,â I answer truthfully. Then I shrug. âBut it doesnât really matter because I donât plan on having kids till my early thirties. Do you know how much work those things are?â
Shane snickers. Weâre interrupted a moment later by Beckett, who grabs Shane and whisks him away to do celebratory shots with the entire menâs hockey team.
Iâm suddenly reminded of the wedding I went to with Percy last year. As much as I loathe even having his name inside my brain, because it triggers my anxiety, the memory lingers. A friend from high school got married, and I brought Percy as my plus-one. He barely said a word to anyone the whole time and kept a deadly grip on my hand or a possessive arm around my shoulders whenever anyone with a penis tried to talk to me. I broke up with him not long after that. I was starting to notice that behavior happening far too often for my liking.
Unlike Percy, Shane doesnât care who I talk to or dance with. For the next hour, everyone goes wild on the dance floor. The hockey boys are just the right amount of tipsy, though I imagine theyâll be properly drunk once more of the older folks start heading out and itâs only us youngâuns closing down the country club.
But now itâs nearing midnight, and the crowd still hasnât dissipated. If anything, the older guests are as drunk as the young ones. Iâve lost count of how much champagne Iâve drunk, and a part of me wonders if Iâm mishearing it when I stumble onto Shane and Garrett near the bar discussing Fling or Forever. But itâs no secret that Gigiâs dad is a fan of the show.
âHeâs so snakey,â Garrett is saying.
âYeah, but he didnât deserve to be mugged off.â
I make an exasperated noise as I glare at the two men. âJust because Donovan is a Brit doesnât mean you are! Stop using British slang. Itâs embarrassing.â
Shane is defiant. âSo youâre okay with Donovan cracking on with Ky?â
âOh my God, Iâm not defending Donovan! Leni is a national treasure. Iâm just saying, stop being weird!â
Shane flicks an eyebrow up at Garrett. âAnd she considers herself a superfan.â
âIâm leaving now.â I roll my eyes and wander off to find someone normal to talk to. I scan the guests mingling on the well-manicured lawn and spot Ryder standing at the edge of the dance floor.
I join him, following his gaze to see Gigi dancing with friends. She is absolutely radiant. Glowing. Her reception dress is a floor-length satin number that clings to her body like a second skin. Her hair is loose, dark waves streaming down her shoulders.
I give Ryder a pat on the arm. âDo I need to give you the whole speech, or does it go without saying?â
He glances over wryly. âWhat, hurt her and Iâll kill you?â
âOkay, so you know it already.â
âTrust me, Iâve gotten it from every single uncle, aunt, cousin. Her dad, obviouslyââ
âObviously.â
âAnd even Hannah gave the speech, although hers was accompanied by a hug so I donât know if I should take it seriously.â
âOh, you should. Sheâll cut a bitch.â
Ryder chuckles.
Before my next foray onto the dance floor, I chug some water, use the bathroom, and then return to the throng of bodies. While Shane dances with Mya, I dance with Beckett, then Will, then Gigiâs twin brother, who flashes his lady-killer smile at me.
âHey, beautiful,â he says easily, wrapping his arm around my waist. His dark-green eyes narrow in appreciation as they roam my gown-clad body.
Wyatt has sex eyes. He always manages to look seductive, even when heâs not flirting.
âHey, hottie,â I respond as I rest both palms on his broad shoulders.
Itâs a shame that Gigi has a strict hands-off rule when it comes to her brother. When I met her freshman year, she made that stance clear. Her exact words were, âUnless you can see yourself marrying him, you will not be going to bed with him.â
I couldâve tested that rule over the years, but despite the obvious chemistry between us, Wyatt and I never went there. Because while I might have fun with him for a night, I absolutely cannot see myself marrying him. Heâs too laid-back. Not only would I eat him alive but I suspect his go-with-the-flow attitude would eventually drive me up the wall.
Wyatt and I get to dance for all of one minute before Shane cuts in.
âAre you going to pee on me now to mark your territory?â I mock as I loop my arms around his neck.
Shane cups my ass to bring me flush against his body. Weâre not dancing so much as standing there with our bodies pressed together.
âSo you and Wyatt Graham,â he starts.
âWhat about us?â I play dumb.
âDid you ever sleep with him?â
I raise a brow at him. âWhat would you do if I said yes?â
Shane grinds his lower body against mine, his chin dropping onto my shoulder so he can whisper in my ear. âIâd take you home and drill you so hard that you wonât remember a time when my dick wasnât in you.â
Jesus.
I swallow the sudden rush of moisture that fills my mouth.
âSo did you?â He searches my face.
âNo,â I admit. Then, just to rile him up, I add, âBut maybe I should. Maybe Iâll go home with him tonight.â
A growl sounds in my ear.
âWhat?â I say innocently.
Shane skims his hand up my bare arm, lightly grazing the side of my breast, and cups my cheek with his palm. His fingertips tease the side of my jaw.
âNo man is allowed to touch you but me, Dixon.â His voice is low. Thick with desire. âAnd if one tries, Iâll rip his fucking hands off.â
A hot shiver rolls through me. Itâs strange, because earlier I was thinking how unattractive Percyâs possessiveness was, how the behavior led to our breakup. And yet Shaneâs growly threat doesnât make me bat an eye. Lindley doesnât scare me.
But the way Iâm starting to feel about him does.
Re: Inappropriate Noises
Brenda,
I would like to lodge a formal complaint against my upstairs neighbors, Red Birch residents 2A and 2B. I am citing the noise ordinances outlined in Section 3 Paragraph 2 of the Meadow Hill Homeownersâ Handbook.
In the last two weeks, I have heard noises in the form of vocal expression (moaning, whimpering) inappropriate language (expletives such as âfuckâ and âgoddamnâ), and structural disturbances (loud thumping against walls, excessive bedspring squeaking).
As per S3 P2, the recourse for such conduct should result in a fine, as Iâm sure you are aware. Please address in the next HOA meeting. I am available most evenings and weekends if you would like to discuss further.
Sincerely,
Niall Gentry
Red Birch, 1B