The Dixon Rule: Chapter 37
The Dixon Rule (Campus Diaries, 2)
A WEEK INTO THE NEW SEMESTER, I RUN INTO SHANEâS EXâGIRLFRIEND on the tree-lined quad. I know Shane saw her already, but this is my first Lynsey encounter in the Briar wild.
As usual, her smile holds a trace of coldness. I donât know if aloof is simply her default state or if itâs because Iâm dating her ex.
Lynsey closes the distance between us, sauntering toward me in a pair of dark-blue skinny jeans and a black tank top with lace trim. Her hair is arranged in a tight bun. I swear, this woman is elegance personified. In comparison, I feel almost juvenile in my black-and-silver Briar cheerleading uniform.
âDiana, hey.â
âHi.â I paste on a friendly smile. âHow was your first week?â
âOverwhelming,â she admits. âThis campus is a lot bigger than Liberty. I keep having to check my map.â She shows me her phone screen, which is open to a map of Briar.
âWhere do you need to be?â This time my smile isnât forced. I get it. I remember being a freshman here. I was late to every class for a solid week.
âThe Greenley building. Itâs supposed to be somewhere around here.â
âCome on, Iâll walk with you. Iâm going in that direction.â
âThanks. Do you have class?â she asks.
âCheer practice. The sports facilities and gyms are on the way to Greenley.â
We fall into stride together, dodging a group of guys in Briar football jerseys. Theyâre fans, not players, and they all whistle at me as I pass in my pleated cheer skirt. I ignore them and keep walking.
âHowâs it going with Shane?â Lynsey tips her head toward me. âHe said youâre still seeing each other.â
âWe are, yeah. And itâs going pretty great.â
More than great, in fact. Our friends-with-benefits arrangement has proven to be fruitful and resulted in some of the raunchiest sex Iâve ever had in my life. Like with Will watching us while Shane fucked me on the kitchen counter? Never thought thatâs something Iâd be doing.
âHowâs Tyreek?â I ask her.
âHeâs good.â Her tone is noncommittal.
I raise an eyebrow. âI sense some hesitation. Everything okay on that front?â
âI donât know.â She shrugs. âBU is only an hour away, but it seems like anytime I ask him to come here, he convinces me to come up to Boston instead. Itâs not super long distance, but heâll have to come during the week because Iâve still got rehearsals.â
âI canât believe youâre entered in the American Nine,â I say, unable to stop a note of grudging respect. âYou must be phenomenal.â
âI canât believe you managed to get Shane to enter one event, let alone three.â Her tone becomes rueful. âItâs nice to see him maturing. Growing into the man I always knew he could be.â
I bristle on his behalf. âWhat was he like before?â
âSelfish,â she says bluntly. âHe had a one-track mind, and that track was hockey.â
âI mean, it still is.â I shrug. âBut maybe now heâs better able to incorporate other items into his schedule.â
âYeah, well, he didnât do that with me.â Annoyance clouds her expression. âNo offense to you, but itâs frustrating, you know? Itâs like you have this fixer-upper house that youâre pouring all your time and energy into, and then when itâs beautifully renovated, you donât even get to live in it.â
Itâs difficult to keep my jaw closed. Is she seriously comparing Shane to a run-down house that she, what? Slapped a coat of paint on and made better? Bitch.
He was fine the way he was, I want to retort.
But at the same time, I have no idea what he was like in high school. Maybe he was a total bonehead and a terrible boyfriend.
âSomeone else is reaping the benefits,â she says, waving a hand toward me as she continues with her insensitive analogy. âAnd it makes you want to dip into your savings and buy that house back.â
I donât know if sheâs joking, but I laugh regardless because itâs so ridiculous. Does she truly think she can just snap her fingers and get him back?
âI donât think itâs going to be that easy.â I gesture at myself. âYou know, on account of his girlfriend.â
âIt was a joke.â
âNo,â I say evenly. âI donât think it was.â
Any lingering humor fades. âIt was a joke,â she repeats.
âReally.â
We stare at each other for a minute. Her unwavering gaze doesnât bother me. I jerk a finger toward the ivy-colored building twenty yards away.
âThatâs you right there.â
âThank you.â Lynsey takes a step forward, then stops to look over her shoulder. âI donât want Shane back, Diana.â She pauses meaningfully, a smirk forming on her pouty mouth. âIf I did, though, it wouldnât be that hard to get him.â
With that, she saunters off.
Iâm utterly fuming as I walk into the gym a few minutes later. What the hell was that? This chick actually thinks she can steal my man?
Heâs not your man.
Okay, but she doesnât know that.
And she has a boyfriend of her own! What kind of selfish-ass bitch goes around threatening to steal someoneâs boyfriend when sheâs got one at home?
Heâs not your real boyfriend.
Well, maybe he fucking should be, I silently snap at the voice in my head.
My volatile response to Lynseyâs threat gives me pause. Is that what I really want? For Shane to be my boyfriend? My mind is suddenly a jumbled mess.
The only thing Iâm certain about is that I cannot fucking stand Shaneâs ex.
I stomp into the locker room and yank open my locker, so I can shove my backpack into it. Then I take a long, calming breath.
I canât go into practice this riled up. You need a cool head when youâre performing stunts and tumbling routines where one misstep can mean a broken bone or a concussion. Not only that, but I have an added dose of pressure when it comes to this squad. Not only am I the captain, but Iâm also one of three flyers and the top girl. That means Iâm at the top of the pyramid, which is fucking terrifying. The pressure is liable to choke you alive if you let it.
As captain, I always show up early for practice so I can check in beforehand with our coach, Nayesha. So Iâm startled when I hear footsteps nearing the locker room door. A lot of them. Which is even weirder. One girl might show up thirty minutes early, but not the three that enter a moment later.
Suddenly I find myself on the receiving end of three grave expressions.
âSit down, Captain,â Audrey says.
Itâs sort of a random trio. Crystal and Audrey are friendly but not close, and Madison doesnât really interact with either of them. The only thing they have in common isâ¦
Shane.
Goddamn it, Lindley.
Is his fan club going to beat me up in the locker room for getting with him? I told Crystal during our first cheer practice this week that I was seeing Shane. It was a full-disclosure, I-need-to-be-transparent chat that I really didnât want to have but forced myself to because I knew eventually it would get around.
âSit down,â Crystal urges, and thatâs when I realize they donât actually look mad.
Theyâre concerned.
âIâm going to keep standing, if you donât mind.â
They all cross their arms in identical poses. Crystal speaks up in a firm tone.
âThis is an intervention, Diana.â