Diary Of The Fall

Day 1

Today I'm happy

A smile is emblazoned on my face

Laughing at stuff that isn't even that funny

Everything is perfect

Things couldn't be any better

Day 2

Today I'm fine

I bring a smile whenever it is necessary

But not often enough

Just enough for others to see

Day 3

Today I'm not too well

I'm feeling so tired

I probably didn't the sleep too well last night

I should get to bed early tonight

Day 4

Today I'm really sad

I'm not even sure why

All I want is to cuddle in bed

That would be just perfect right now

Day 5

Today isn't any better

I wonder how others can't see

As I fall deeper into the abyss

Just wanting someone to pull me out

As I let out a silent scream

Day 6

Tomorrow will be better

I promise

I'll give it my best try

You're probably already tired

Of hearing me say that all the time

But I'm really trying my best

Day 7

Today I'm okay

Or at least I pretend to be

I have a smile painted on my face

But within

All I feel is like crying

No one seems to notice any difference

And that's okay

Day 8

Today I feel empty inside

Everything is pointless

Nothing matters any more

It's all the same

No one truly cares

Why should I?

Day 9

Today is the same as any other day

I am alone with myself

I'm falling apart

But no one can save me now

Not that anyone would want to