chapter 5

.•♫ Story of Colours ♫•.×÷×÷×÷×÷×÷×ＪＵＬＹ"How do you know?" I ask him. "I mean.. Forget it. Cmon, I will give you a piggy ride." He says suddenly and I narrow my eyes. Is he for real? "Aish!! Don't be silly. You are in pain and I studied here. So, don't worry.. No one's gonna say anything." He says and spins me around. "I mean.." I was cut when he carried me in his arms. Didn't he say Piggy ride? "It's not a piggy ride, Roshan?" I say and raise my eyebrows. "Well.. It's for me. You know, in India.. We call this a Piggy ride. Yeah, right.." He says completely avoiding me and everyone. "You need a chance to hold me, Roshan.." Which I don't say. I know I know I'm running away from the truth.. But, he can't have feelings for a clumsy and silly girl like me. "Ahh!! Look.. Who we have today!" Says some guy and Roshan smiles at him. "Hey!! Whatsup Viyaan?" Roshan says and he doesn't put me down. Instead he talks with that guy as if I don't exist in his arms. "It's been a while, Rosh. But.. Seems like you are busy." He looks at me then, at Roshan. Rosh? Boring name. Jerk guy suits him, Some guy. "Well, she is.. My best friend." He says and I wide my eyes. When did this happen? "Ohh!! She studies here?" He asks and I was about to answer but Roshan answers it. "Yeah!! A new student." "Woah! Nice.. But, she doesn't seem Indian. Where are you from?" He asks 'me' but again, the 'Jerk guy' answers it. "From California. Any issues?" Roshan says and I chuckle a little. Is he possessive towards me? That too unnecessarily?Okay! I am fucked up with this guy. "Yeah! Then.. Will catch up later?" "Ya; See you.." Finally, the conversation ends and he walks still carrying me in his arms. "Roshan?" I call him and he looks at me quietly. What if I ask him now? Like... If he is crushing on me? No No.. I really don't think so. How can he love me in just one week? I will get embarrassed if he says No. "Nothing.." I say and look away. He puts me down when we enter inside my classroom. Everyone just watches us and I look down. "Well, I will see you in the evening. Bye Juli." He says and tucks my hair behind the ear. I don't know why but I loved this princess treatment. If I had known Indian boys are like this... Then for sure, I would've prayed to God daily.Jesus Christ!! Am I falling for this guy? I better shouldn't.÷×÷×÷×÷×÷×÷×÷×÷×÷The whole day was blurred by listening to the same lectures while having cramps. I wanted to eat some ice cream and chocolate lava. And again, why am I feeling paranoid about my strains today? "That's because everyone is giving you the unnecessary 'attention'." My brain says. Exactly!! It's because of Roshan carrying me. "Hey?" A girl's voice snaps me to look at her but she slams me to the wall. Okay, that was sudden. "You are having periods? Your stains are visible." She whispers in my ear and chuckles out. I immediately turn around just to see red spots. "Fuck you, July!" Without helping me out, she gives a fly kiss and I sit down. What now? I don't even have my mobile. Not like I can carry them. They are prohibited. Suddenly, I saw a familiar face.Roshan?What the hell he is doing here? Just stop it, July. You aren't a CBI officer. He's your savior. Yes, I called out his name and he comes running towards me. I explain everything to him and he looks very concerned now. He said, he came for a football match. But, he left that behind just for me. And he came with a brown bag. He handed me the bag and I thanked him. Literally, this guy has a lot of patience. After that incident, everything changed between us. Because, the next day..  I heard him complaining to our headmistress about the school's behaviour towards me. Even, the same girl who warned about my stains and didn't help me out.. Apologized me. I got two friends who helped me in my grades and I helped them to improve English. I participated in badminton and won an important match. And every credit goes to this special person of mine, Roshan. So, I tired to help him with his football game. Yeah! I was an athlete in California. And, not to forget.. My brother plays football. All this while I gotta know, he feels something for me too. Yeah! You heard it. That was a shocking and perplexing situation. But why will he love me? This question haunts me. I know.. I am just being paranoid, but again.. I just can't assume him loving me or catching up with feelings. Maybe, he sees me like a best friend as he mentioned. But again, why me? I am such a careless girl. What's even there to love about me? And, I started to look for one bad thing about him.. But, I didn't find anything. He was good from heart and mind. "When you are good from the heart then, your soul will be the best." This quote is written for him. And, I am falling for this perfect guy. But, there are many bad things about me which he don't know. I over think.. Very badly. I am paranoid.. All the time. I am insecure about myself.. Very brilliantly. I get zoned out.. Very frequently. I am bad at having communication skills. That's my all time favorite thing. So, how can he love me? Jezz! He shouldn't love me. But, I'll love him forever. Period. Just help me out, Jesus. ×÷×÷×÷×÷×÷×A/ N -Hello My lovies! How are y'all? Fine right!? So.. Why don't you give reviews and ratings? Dude, don't be a ghost reader. (At least for this cute kawai girl) lol. Jk Jk. If you want you can. No forcibly. Just y'all, stay healthy and safe. See ya tomorrow. ✨♛