King of Greed: Chapter 21
King of Greed (Kings of Sin, 3)
No matter how solid the rock, waves would eventually erode it through sheer persistence. It was a law of nature, unstoppable and inevitable.
I feared the same phenomenon was happening with me and Dominic.
Every run-in crashed against my defenses; every conversation, no matter how short, chipped at my willpower.
I was nowhere close to forgiving him, but I didnât run in the opposite direction when I saw him either. I couldnât decide whether that meant I was coming to terms with our divorce or if I was in danger of sliding back into his orbit.
Either way, I needed to regroup and figure out how to deal with his continued presence. Even if I left Buzios, heâd be there in New York. We had mutual friends, and our chances of running into each other were high. I couldnât brush him off forever. It was too stressful.
âA drink for your thoughts,â Marcelo quipped, handing me a mini coconut shell.
âThatâs dangerous. Iâve had three already.â Nevertheless, I accepted his offer. Batidas de cocoâmade with coconut milk, sweetened condensed milk, coconut water, and cachaçaâwere simply too good to resist.
Plus, it was Marceloâs last day in Buzios before he had to return to work, so we were having a last hurrah at our favorite beachfront bar. I was sad he was leaving so soon, but I couldnât count on my brother to stay by my side forever. One of the reasons Iâd left Dominic and the city was to find my autonomy again, and that meant independence from everyone, not just my husband.
Ex-husband, a voice that sounded suspiciously like Sloaneâs corrected.
I downed my drink.
âYou sure youâre going to be okay here by yourself?â Marcelo asked.
âMomâs apartment in Rio is empty if you want to head there instead. Sheâs in Tulum. Or Hawaii. Or L.A.â He shook his head. âActually, I donât know where the hell she is.â
âHey, whoâs the older sibling here?â I nudged his ankle with my foot.
âIâll be fine. Iâm not ready to give up the beach life yet.â Other than the uncertainty cast by Dominicâs arrival, Buzios was paradise. I was tanned and toned from hours of surfing, swimming, and sailing. My arms were stacked with beaded bracelets Iâd created at a jewelry making workshop, and my physical tension had gradually melted thanks to daily beach yoga.
Iâd spent the past two weeks picking up new hobbies I wasnât necessarily good at but enjoyedâhello, drawingâand reaffirming the things I didnât enjoy, like trying to keep up with twenty-year-olds at the bar.
For once, I was living for myself, at my own pace, and I loved it.
âMm-hmm. Looks like someone else isnât ready for you to give it up either.â Marcelo nodded at someone behind me. âIncoming.â
I turned, my heart skipping a beat before I saw the brown hair and professionally whitened teeth.
âHey. Alessandra, right?â Ignacio, my diving instructor from Thursday, walked over with a wide smile. âTudo bom? Howâs it going?â
âGood. How are you?â I replied in Portuguese. I chalked the pinch in my chest up to alcohol, not disappointment.
âCanât complain.â He cast a curious glance at Marcelo, who held out his hand.
âMarcelo. Iâm Alessandraâs brother.â
We made the requisite small talk before Marcelo excused himself to use the restroom. He ignored my glare on his way past. âHeâs not bad looking,â
he whispered. âHave fun.â
Great. Now my own brother was trying to pimp me out to a semi-stranger.
âSo, how long are you staying in Buzios?â Ignacio asked.
âProbably for another week. I havenât decided.â I brushed a strand of hair out of my eye.
He nodded and flicked a glance at my left hand. I expected him to back off when he saw my ring until I remembered I didnât have a ring anymore.
My chest pinched again.
âIf you need anyone to show you the best hidden gems in town, Iâm your guy.â Ignacio leaned closer and dropped his voice to a conspiratorial whisper. âIâve been coming here since I was kid. I have it all mapped out.â
I didnât mention that Iâd visited Buzios almost every other year since I was a kid too. âYeah? What kind of spots?â I teased.
He was too young for me, but a little harmless flirting never hurt anyone. Besides, I needed the reminder that other men existed as romantic potentials besides Dominic. He wasnât the end-all be-all. Not by a long shot.
Ignacioâs smile widened. âWell, thereâs this secret beachâ¦â We flirted for a while without mentioning Marceloâs extended absence. It was light, pressure-free, and exactly what I needed. We werenât interested in starting a relationship or even hooking up, though I strongly suspected Ignacio wouldnât say no to sex. We were simply having fun.
The music shifted from mellow pop to an upbeat samba song. The other bar patrons erupted into cheers. Chairs and tables were pushed aside to make room for a dance floor, and the afternoonâs lazy contentment morphed into raucous debauchery.
I shook my head when Ignacio held out his hand. âIâm too tipsy to dance. Iâll look like an idiot.â
âCome on! Drunken dancing is the best kind of dancing.â He gestured around the bar. âLook at everyone here. Do you think theyâll judge you?â
Oh, what the hell. If I had to make a fool of myself, I might as well do it on vacation.
I laughed when Ignacio dragged me onto the dance floor and spun me until I was dizzy. We werenât exactly sambaing, but I didnât care. I was enjoying myself too much.
âOof!â I slammed into him on my last spin.
âCareful.â Ignacio steadied me, his laughter blending with the music.
âNo more drinks for you today.â
âIâm notââ My sentence abruptly cut off when I glimpsed a flash of distinctive blond hair.
In the breath between my heart stopping and restarting, Dominic shouldered his way between me and Ignacio and pinned the other man with a stare so cold it sent shivers down my spine.
To his credit, Ignacio didnât back down. âHey man, whatâs the deal?â
His tone was friendly, but wariness filled his expression. âWe were dancing.â
âAnd now youâre not,â Dominic said, his tone deadly calm. Ignacioâs eyes narrowed. âDo we have a problem?â
âNo.â I answered for my ex-husband. âDominic was just leaving.
Werenât you?â
He didnât budge.
Anger washed away the remainder of my buzz. âIf you donât leave us alone right now,â I said quietly, âI will never talk to you again.â
It was the first ultimatum Iâd ever issued, and I meant every word. I usually wasnât this dramatic, but I refused to let Dominic barge in like a jealous rhino every time he saw me with another man. Heâd lost the right to any opinions on my personal life weeks ago.
His eyes snapped to mine. Shock flitted through them, followed by a quick flash of betrayal, then hurt.
I would be lying if I said his reaction didnât pull on at least one heartstring. Despite everything thatâd happened between us, I didnât want to actively hurt him, but I couldnât let him walk all over me either.
My conviction mustâve been scrawled all over my face, because after what felt like an eternity, Dominic turned and walked away without a word.
However, the moment was already ruined. No matter how hard I tried to laugh, dance, and focus on Ignacio again, my mind was stuck on the man who held more shares of my attention than he should. He was gone but still there, his gaze a warm weight on my skin, his presence a black hole that drew every inch of awareness toward him.
I couldnât take it anymore. I lasted one more song before I made an excuse about needing another drink and left Ignacio on the dance floor.
I stormed toward the bar, where Dominic sat like a king surveying his empire. I stopped inches away from him and jabbed a finger at his chest.
âEnough.â
His eyebrows rose. âI didnât do anything.â
âYouâre here. â
âItâs public property, amor. I have as much right to be here as you do.â
âYou know what I mean. And stop calling me amor.â My heart threatened to pound out of my chest. âItâs notâ¦Iâm notâ¦â
âYouâre not what?â Dominicâs voice dipped a decibel.
âIâm not your wife anymore.â I shouldnât have drunk so much.
My head swam, and my palms were clammy with sweat.
âNo.â He didnât take his eyes off mine. âBut youâre still my love. That hasnât changed.â
Damn him. Damn him to hell.
He said the right thing every timeâ¦when he cared enough to say it. His confession after Mondayâs dinner had been stuck on a permanent loop in my head for the past week.
Thatâs all I ask. A chance for us to talk and get to know each other as we are.
I knew better than to fall for it, but sometimes, resisting him was like a falling stone trying to resist the pull of gravity.
My phone vibrated against my hip. I wrenched my gaze from his, eager for a distraction while my pulse pounded at triple speed. It spiked even more when I saw who was calling, but I pressed accept anyway. Anything was better than being alone with Dominic. We might be surrounded by people, but when he was there, no one else existed.
I turned away from him and pressed my phone tight against my ear.
âMom? Is everything okay?â
The last time my mother called me out of the blue like this, sheâd lost her passport and missed her flight to New York after partying too hard at some billionaireâs chateau in Europe. She had been the guest of honor at a major fashion event in the city the following day, and Iâd scrambled to get her an emergency passport a nd a new flight so she could make the event. If it hadnât been for the Davenport name, I might not have succeeded.
âEverythingâs wonderful,â she trilled. âIn fact, I have amazing news, darling. Are you ready?â
Disbelief coasted through me when she delivered her bombshell. I shouldnât have been surprised, but the timing was absurd, even for her.
âThis Tuesday? Are you kidding?â
âWhy would I kid about something like that? This is a big deal! Of course, you and Marcelo need to be there. Youâre family, and family is nonnegotiable.â
âYes, butââ
âOops, I have to go. Bernard is waiting for me in the hot tub.â She giggled, which was a deeply disconcerting sound coming from oneâs fifty-seven-year-old parent. âSee you soon! Donât forget to moisturize and hydrate. You want to look good for the big day.â
âMom, you canâtââ
Dead silence interrupted my protest. Sheâd hung up.
âWhat is it?â Dominic asked when I faced him again. A frown was etched in his brow; my end of the conversation was enough to indicate something was wrong.
I was too stunned to hold on to my earlier anger or do anything except tell the truth.
âMy momâs getting married again.â I looked up, seeing my stupefaction reflected in his eyes. âThe wedding is in three days.â