King of Greed: Chapter 6
King of Greed (Kings of Sin, 3)
I want a divorce.
The words swirled around us like a cloud of poisonous fumes.
Theoretically, I understood what they meant, but I couldnât comprehend them.
Divorce meant breaking up. Breaking up meant separating. And separating was simply impossible. It was something that happened to other people, not to us.
Her wedding ring burned a hole in my pocket.
âI canât believe I married someone who likes mint chocolate chip,â I said as Alessandra hoovered down a bowl of her favorite ice cream. âYou know youâre basically eating toothpaste, right?â
â Delicious toothpaste.â Her mischievous smile hit me right in the gut.
Weâd been married exactly one week, two days, and twelve hours, and I still couldnât believe she was mine. âYou knew about my taste in dessert before our wedding, so you canât complain now. Iâm afraid youâre stuck with me and my mint chocolate forever.â
Forever.
The concept seemed laughable a year ago. Nothing lasted f orever.
People, places, relationshipsâ¦everything had an expiration date.
But for the first time in my life, I allowed myself to believe someone when they said they would stay.
My hand found hers and laced our fingers together. âPromise?â Her face softened. We were technically supposed to be watching the latest action blockbuster, but the explosions were mere background noise at this point. âI promise.â
A door slammed in the hallway, and the memory fizzled as quickly as it arose.
The buzzing in my ears returned. âYou donât mean that.â
Alessandra simply stared at me, her eyes bright with unshed tears but her face set with quiet determination.
Christ, why was my tie so damned tight? I couldnât breathe properly.
I reached up to loosen it, but my fingers found nothing except damp cotton. No tie, only a vise around my neck and a fist strangling my lungs.
âYou never told me.â I dropped my arm, wondering where the hell we went wrong. âYou never said a thing about any of this until now.â
Had I missed more dates than I shouldâve these past few years? Yes.
Did Alessandra and I talk as much as we used to? No. But that was the nature of building an empire, and I thought we understood each other. Weâd been together for so long; we didnât need to constantly reassure each other of our relationship.
âI shouldâve.â Alessandra looked away. âThat was my fault. I kept it all to myself when I shouldâve told you how I was feeling. Itâs not just about one trip or dinner. Itâs not even about a dozen trips and dinners. Itâs about what missing them represents.â Her eyes met mine again, and my heart twisted at the hurt I saw in them. Had I really been so blind Iâd missed how unhappy sheâd been all this time? âYouâve made it clear, time and again, that Iâm not a priority.â
âThatâs not true.â
âIsnât it?â She gave me a sad smile. âDo you know what I asked myself every night when you were staying late at the office again? I wondered, if there was an emergency at work and at home at the same time, who you would choose. Me or your investors?â
The buzzing intensified. âYou know I would choose you.â âThatâs the thing. I donât.â A tear slipped down her cheek.
âBecause you havenât chosen me. Not in a very, very long time.â
Silence fell between us, punctuated by my rapid breaths and the deafening ticks of the clock in the corner. Any response I mightâve had was crushed beneath the weight of her tears.
Poverty. Failure. Sabotage. Iâd endured plenty over the years and survived, but seeing Alessandra cry was the one thing that could bring me to my knees. Every damn time.
âIâve made so many excuses for you, both to my friends and to myself, but I canât do it anymore.â Her voice dropped to a whisper. âWeâve been holding on to something that doesnât exist anymore, and we need to let go.
Weâll both be happier.â
Every syllable chipped away at the composure Iâd spent a decade constructing. An army of emotions stormed through meâanger, shame, and a fierce desperation that I hadnât felt since I was a teenager fighting to get out of my godforsaken hometown. I wasnât supposed to feel any of those things anymore, dammit.
I was a goddamn CEO, not a helpless boy with no family and no money to his name. But when faced with the prospect of losing Alessandraâ¦
Panic seized my chest. âYou honestly think weâll be happier if we divorce? That Iâll be happier without you? This is us. â The word ripped from my throat, raw and loaded with emotion. âVocê e eu. Para sempre.â
You and me. Forever.
Alessandraâs quiet sob ripped at my heart. I reached for her, and when she shrank back, the rip turned into a full-blown chasm. âDonât make this any harder than it has to be.â The words were barely audible. âPlease.â
My hand dropped to my side as the fist squeezed tighter around my lungs. I didnât know how we got here, but I damn well wasnât walking away without a fight.
âI fucked up yesterday,â I said. âAnd Iâve fucked up many more times before that. But Iâm still your husband, and youâre still my wife.â
She closed her eyes, her tears now a quiet, steady stream running down her face. âDomâ¦â
âWeâll work this out.â The thought of living without her was incomprehensible, like asking a heart to stop beating or the stars to give up the night. âI promise.â
We had to.
Maybe I havenât expressed it as much as I should have, but Alessandra was an indelible part of me. She had been since the moment I laid eyes on her eleven years ago, though I hadnât known it at the time.
Without her, there was no me.