: Chapter 6
The Wicked In Me
Nibbling on her lower lip, Anabel handed Wynter a box of vials. âAre you sure you wouldnât rather give them something lethal?â
âTheyâre being loud, not threatening,â said Wynter.
Anabel looked toward the living room window that gave them a clear view of their quarreling neighbors. âBut they have claws and fangs and can shift into monstrous beasts.â
âWhatâs your point?â
âThey could kill you. They could kill us all.â She rubbed at her throat. âTheyâve probably already planned our murders step by step. Being torn apart is not a fun way to die, trust me. I once died during a wolf attack. Lycans are even bigger and deadlier than full-blooded wolves.â
âYou were attacked by a wolf?â
âIt was rabid. My guards didnât even do anything to help me. Personally, I think they let me die on purpose because they hated my father.â Anabelâs nose wrinkled. âHe tended to fly into murderous rages. Even killed my brother while caught up in one. And launching the Massacre of Novgorod didnât do his rep any favors.â
âThe Massacre ofâWait, are you talking about Ivan the Terrible?â
âWell ⦠I just called him Papa.â
Wynter gave her head a little shake. âOkay. Well. Thanks for sharing.â She tightened her grip on the box of vials. âIâll be back in half an hour. Donât worry, everything will be fine.â
Outside, Wynter casually walked down the path toward the gate. She was totally ignored by the two males yelling in each otherâs face while several lycans fanned out behind each of them. Sheâd heard enough of their disputes to know that the tallest was Diego and the other was Elias. They were also both Alphas.
Wynter tutted. âNow boys, is all that shouting really necessary?â
Diego snarled at her, his fists clenched. âThis ainât your business. Go toddle back inside.â
âNow that wasnât nice.â
âIâm not nice.â
âIâm thinking she already noticed that, asshole,â snarked Elias. He might be shorter than the other Alpha, but he was more powerfully built.
Opening the gate, Wynter began, âWhat Iâm wondering is ⦠why do you argue amongst yourselves so much when, in doing so, youâre giving the vampires what they want? I mean, they hate that you outnumber them, right? It suits them that youâre all at each otherâs throats.â
âI donât care what does or doesnât suit them fuckers,â Diego sneered.
She hummed. âI donât think thatâs true. I donât see how you could really be so indifferent to them. Iâve heard what derogatory stuff they say about lycans. Their kind hunted yours at one time, right? Their sharper senses were your downfall. There was even a period when they captured, brainwashed, and used a bunch of you as their guards. Thatâs why they still call your kind their bitches. And donât they still tease you for having weaker senses?â
Diegoâs nostrils flared. âThere a point to this conversation?â
âYes. You see, I can help you. One of my crew, Anabel, is extremely talented when it comes to potions. She makes all sorts of weird and wonderful brews. Sheâll actually be selling them as of tomorrow. Some will be designed for demons, some for vamps, some for your kind etc., etc.â Wynter pulled a vial of green liquid out of the box. âThis baby here can sharpen lycan senses.â
Elias snorted. âBullshit.â
âNo bullshit,â she said. âThe effect wouldnât be permanent, of course. It would last about three months. Either of you guys want this free sample?â
Diego gave her a brittle smile. âMy parents warned me not to accept potions from strangers.â
âIt isnât poisoned or anything. Here, Iâll prove it.â Wynter pulled off the small cork and took a sip of the minty concoction. Of course, nothing happened. âThere. See. All good.â
âDid it work?â Elias asked.
âOn me? No. This is designed to work strictly on lycans.â She looked from one Alpha to the other, a challenge in her eyes. âSo, which of you wants to try it? I guess this is where we find out whoâs the biggest, baddest Alpha aroundââ
Diego snatched the vial and knocked back the potion. For a few moments, he merely stood there, clearly dubious. Then his back snapped straight, he blinked rapidly, and shook his head hard. The tension slipped from his body, and his eyes widened. âFuck.â
Wynter smiled. âMy girlâs good, huh?â She took another from the box and offered it to Elias, who didnât hesitate to accept and drink the potion.
His physical reaction was much the same as Diegoâs. âJesus Christ.â
âYou can call those freebies,â she told them. âLike I said, the effects will last about three months. You want more after that? Well, I can be persuaded to sell them to your two packs at a discount, what with us being neighbors and all. I can even be persuaded to ensure that Anabel doesnât create a sense-sharpening potion for vampires. That way, youâll have an edge on them.â
Diego narrowed his eyes. âAnd what do you want in return?â
She shrugged. âItâs really pretty simple. Stop arguing outside my home. I realize that neither of you want to cross the otherâs territorial lines and that this strip of land here is the only neutral ground between your turfs, but itâs also my home now. And Anabel ⦠she can be a little jumpy. Most things make her nervous. Including all the yelling. If you keep that up, sheâll stop making those babies. And who could blame her for that?â
Elias twisted his mouth. âWeâd get a discount, and sheâd agree not to make potions like this for the vamps?â
Wynter dipped her chin. âYup.â
Elias finally nodded. âWeâre gonna want more of those.â
One of the lycans behind Elias sidled up to him. âItâs that good?â
âItâs that good,â Elias confirmed.
âAs I said, theyâll be on sale as of tomorrow.â She cut her gaze to a female near Diego. âNice nail art. Iâll bet it comes right off after you shift, though, right?â
âObviously,â she said, though not too rudely.
âAnother of my crew whips up her own bespelled cosmetics and stuff,â Wynter told her. âShe makes nail polish that will not only actually stay on when you shift but still be perfectly intact when you shift back.â
Her lips parted. âYouâre shitting me.â
Wynter smiled. âNope. She made it for herself. She can shapeshift, so if you see a small black cat with painted claws, thatâll be Delilah.â Really, Delilah could shift into a cat of any size, but she mostly used the form of a domestic cat ⦠unless deep in battle. âSheâll be selling her products tomorrow, too.â
âWhere?â
âHere. Baked goods will also be up for purchase, thanks to Hattie. Xavierâs the best at tarot card readings, if youâre interested in those. And me? Well, if you have a weapon youâd like to be made a little more ⦠interesting than it already is, bring it to me. Weâll be running a sort of one-stop-shop. You should check it out. Now, I gotta go, I have some more free samples to give out. You all enjoy the rest of your day.â
Wynter sought out leaders of several speciesâminus those whoâd refused to employ her or her crewâand offered them free samples of potions that would appeal to them, telling them all about the upcoming one-stop shop. Each interaction went pretty well, since the leaders all tried the samples and were impressed by the effects.
The box of vials empty, she headed back home. She was approaching the corner of her street when she noticed Maxim.
Spotting her, he altered his course and made a beeline for her. âPriestess.â
âWynter is fine. How are you, Maxim?â
âIâm well, thank you. Cain would like to see you.â
Being sent for like this couldnât be good. But even as her stomach sank, her hormones perversely fanned themselves.
âFollow me,â Maxim added. âIâll escort you to him.â
Trying not to feel like she was walking the damn plank, she trailed after him as he led her through the bailey and toward the Keep. Curiosity dimmed her nervousness. Sheâd wondered just what it would be like inside. Wondered what sort of home would appeal to someone like Cain.
Passing two guards, she and Maxim strode through the thick wooden doors. As they walked through the arched halls of the castle, she saw that it was a fusion of both the old and the new. She wouldnât have thought the two styles would go well together, but it somehow worked.
Even with the modern amenities and state-of-the-art features, the place still had an Old World feel with the carved columns, ornamental arches, beautiful flooring, and the domed, frescoed ceilings. The Keep also boasted an impressive collection of paintings, sculptures, ceramics, and other artwork.
Maxim led her outside, across a courtyard, and through tall iron gates that made her think of a cemetery. âStay on the path. Itâs important.â
âOkay.â She trailed behind him once more, and then they were in a garden that was like no garden sheâd ever seen before. It was gothic and brooding.
Flowers were everywhere in shades of black, scarlet red, and burgundy, including Black Dahlia and Bleeding Heart Dicentra. There were also some night-blooming plants that she knew would glow and give off intoxicating scents after dark.
She recognized some ancient herbs that were often used in forbidden magick spells. There were also lots of vines on the wall ruins that were scattered around. It wasnât until one of the vines moved that she realized not all were vines. Some were snakes.
Choosing to ignore that little nugget, she continued admiring her surroundings as she wandered down the twisted path. She particularly liked the moss-covered urns and gargoyles that bordered a bog-like pond. A complicated rockery caught her eye, and she realized that all the rocks were actually skull-shaped.
Finally, she and Maxim reached a little nook. Seated on a wrought-iron bench, Cain locked his dark eyes on her. Her insides again did that twisting thing, and warmth bloomed low. The damn immortal stirred up everything feminine inside her.
It wasnât only his looks that did it for her. She was self-aware enough to know that what really rung her bell was that Cain wore power. Embodied it. It was in the depths of his eyes, the timbre of his voice, every single sensual move he made. And, well, sheâd always had a weakness for dangerous men. It would no doubt one day be her downfall.
Her inner monster eyed him but didnât move. Not quite hiding from him, but wanting to watch him without being sensed ⦠like a tiger might observe its prey from the underbrush.
âThe Bloodrose Priestess, as you requested,â said Maxim.
She felt her eyelid twitch. âReally, Wynter is fine.â
Cain nodded at him. âThank you, Maxim.â
The aide left the way heâd come, and then she and the Ancient were alone. Apart from the many serpents nearby, that was.
âThis place is amazing,â she said.
Cain tilted his head. âMost donât use the word âamazingâ when they describe my garden.â
âThen theyâre not really seeing it.â They were probably too distracted by the obvious danger, because many of the snakes here were highly venomous.
He hummed. âHow are you liking Devilâs Cradle so far?â
âIt has exceeded my expectations.â
He stared at her intently and ⦠Gah, she didnât like it. Nor did she like the way her skin heated or her hormones were playing fucking hopscotch. Not much rattled Wynter, but this chemistry spooked the shit out of her. It made her feel vulnerable and off-balance.
He sort of ⦠uncurled as he stood, sensuous as the snakes surrounding him, and prowled toward her. She cursed her pulse for quickening, for responding to all that latent strength and contained power. She felt both threatened and turned on at the same time. So much sexual tension thickened the air she was surprised it didnât hurt to breathe it in.
His nostrils flared as he stood before her. âI like the smell of your magick. Jasmine and black pepper. It hums with chaos. So much potential for destruction.â His gaze flitted over her face, broody and far too perceptive. âYou like the taste of all that darkness, donât you?â
To be truthful, yes, she did. She liked what she could do. She liked how easily she could do it.
âWould you remove deathâs mark from your magick if you could?â
She licked the inside of her lower lip. âAnyone would if they could, right?â
His mouth hitched up. âSuch an evasive answer. Youâre rather fond of giving those.â He paused. âSo, you threatened to hex Grouchâs shop?â
Blinking, she almost drew back. âI didnât threaten him in any way. He accused me of meaning to hex his shop.â
âHmm, not according to him.â
âHeâs really saying that?â
âTo all whoâll stand still long enough to listen,â Cain confirmed.
âKnowing it would eventually get back to you, and that youâd summon me to deal with it, right?â Motherfucker.
She was not getting punished for something she didnât do. But that might well happen, and she might have to grin and bear it, because she couldnât leave this place yet. The problem was ⦠she didnât believe the entity inside her would stand for that shit.
Really, she wasnât so sure that sheâd successfully manage it either. It wasnât in her nature to stand down, admit defeat, or allow herself to be intimidatedâhence why she again held his gaze steadily.
âAh, thereâs that hunter stare again,â he said, an almost imperceptible note of amusement in his tone. Like she was a puppy barking at a Rottweiler stupidly thinking she stood a chance against it.
âThe what stare?â
He twirled a strand of her hair around his finger. It wasnât a flirtatious moveâshe sensed that right off. No, there was a challenging glint in his eyes. He was testing her, pushing her, trying to make her uncomfortable.
âWhen we last spoke, you watched me with the stare of a hunter,â he said. âYou saw the level of danger in front of you, but you remained calm. Collected. At ease. Youâre doing it again now. And like last time, youâre also ready to lunge at a momentâs notice. Even knowing that Iâm far more powerful than you, youâd still strike first if you thought I meant you harm, wouldnât you?â
âI have no idea why that makes you smile.â And damn if that smile didnât make her best parts tingle.
âYou wonât need to act in your own defense today, little witch. You said you didnât threaten Grouch. I believe you. After all, you wouldnât lie to me, would you?â His gaze dipped to her mouth, which promptly dried up.
Why yes, yes, she would lie to him if it was necessary. But she couldnât admit that, so she gave him a different truth that sort of answered his question. âI own my shit. If I had made any such threat, I wouldnât have denied it.â
âNo?â
âNo.â
Cain studied the witchâs face, caught the glimmer of secrets in her eyes. âHmm, Iâm not sure I believe that.â Oh, she might very well be a person who would confess to and take responsibility for her actions, but he didnât doubt for a moment that sheâd bullshit him if she felt the situation warranted it. She was fearless enough to take that riskâhe knew that from the glimpse heâd gotten of the core of her being.
âI like your soul,â he said. âIâve never before touched one that has so much to give. It beats with grit, inner strength, guts, and drive. It isnât stained with foul emotions like so many I own or have rights to. It might be undead, but itâs not a flickering candle thatâs close to burning out. Itâs a roaring fire. Black fire.â
âYou talk about it like itâs a pretty, shiny new toy.â
Hmm, maybe he did. Cain liked to collect rare thingsâart, books, objects. Heâd never had rights to an undead soul before, nor one that held so much promise. âIâm sure itâll be a fun toy to play with.â
She frowned. âWhat does that mean?â
Oh, sheâd find out soon enough.
âThereâs nothing special about my soul,â she said. âIâd bet most of them are âroaring fires.â You have people coming to you all the time to make deals, so youâre used to seeing the souls of those who are greedy or envious or chronically dissatisfied. Youâve forgotten that thereâs more to people than that.â
âNot all those who bargain their soul do so for selfish reasons. Some wish to save the life of a loved one, find safety for those they care for, or perhaps locate a person who has gone missing from their lives. Desperation is a powerful feeling. It can make a person do all sorts of things theyâd never otherwise do.â
Biting her lip, she conceded his point with an incline of her head.
Seeing her teeth digging into that fleshy lower lip, he was tempted to tug it free with his thumb and then replace her teeth with his own. His body tightened at the thought.
It felt good to really want something. More, it felt good to feel that thereâd be some satisfaction in having it. After eons of nothing being out of your reach, you ceased to yearn for things with any true intensity because there was no real gratification to be had from always getting what you desired. But Wynter ⦠he fucking burned for her.
And he would have her.
Heâd need to be careful with this one, though. She was sharp. Too sharp. He had more secrets than he knew what to do with.
âDo you ever get people asking to have their soul returned to them?â she asked.
âYes. Some find that whatever they sold their soul for wasnât quite as gratifying as theyâd expected. That particularly happens with fame. Once they tire of its price, they come crawling back to me looking to wangle out of their contract, fairly oozing regret. A wasteful emotion, really.â
âYou donât have any regrets at all?â
âThey tend to eat at a person. If youâre going to live an eternally long life, you canât afford to have regrets. Theyâd drive you insane.â
âSome might say you are insane.â
He felt his mouth twitch. âOh, they might. They do. They may even be right.â
âYou donât sound too concerned about that.â
He chuckled. âOn an entirely different note ⦠the sole male in your coven, is he your lover?â
A line formed between her brows, and she shook her head.
Satisfied gripped his gut. âGood.â
âIs it?â
âYes. I donât like it when things are in my way.â
Wynter stilled as the implications of that sank in. Her body was totally up for dancing the horizontal tango with him. But nothing about that would be wise.
He moved closer, boldly pushing into her personal space. âJust so there are no misunderstandings, I want you. I want your taste in my mouth. I want my cock in your body. I want my fingers in your mind.â
âMy mind?â she echoed.
âWhen youâve lived as long as I have, very little can surprise you. Even less can pique your interest. People become too easy for you to read. Too predictable to be entertaining. But you ⦠youâre difficult to get a handle on. Even now, nothing in your expression is telling me what youâre thinking. Itâs incredibly frustrating. I want to be up here,â he added, tapping her temple.
Yeah, well, she didnât want him up there. As for spending a night in his bed ⦠that idea held way too much appeal for her liking. She embraced her sexuality; she wasnât afraid to explore or admit to her desiresâthere was a certain power in that, really. But this wasnât a man whoâd quite simply fuck her. He was far too dominant, far too used to control, for it to be that simple. âIâm not interested in warming your bed.â
âYouâre interested. Oh, you donât look it. I donât see any trace of arousal on your face.â He very gently tapped her cheek with his finger. âBut I can read your body much better than I can read your expressions. You let people see only what you want them to see, donât you? It makes me wonder what else youâre hiding.â
She was hiding that sheâd reached the unfortunate conclusion that she was fucked in the head. Wynter wasnât used to being at a disadvantage. Her magick was a force that was almost as dark and deadly as the monster inside herâboth those things made her very good at killing. Plus, she was trained to take down any breed of preternatural, and she was confident in her ability to take care of herself.
But as she stood in front of this immortal, she knew that none of it meant anything. He could overpower her in an instant. And that only made her want him more. So it was officialâshe was indeed fucked in the goddamn head.
âYouâll be attending the festivities tomorrow evening, yes?â
She nodded. âYes.â
âGood. Weâll talk more about this, then. Or maybe weâll skip the talking.â
She went still as something seemed to stroke over her very being. Something old and dark and powerful. And the sensation ⦠it was like nothing sheâd ever before experienced. It was as if every nerve-ending went up in flames. Little bumps swept over her skin, and cold fingers danced down her spine.
Cain hummed. âIâd wondered if your soul might be unresponsive, what with it being undead, but it isnât. Far from it. When we last talked, you asked if my being able to touch your soul meant I could cause you pain. I can. But I can also make you come harder than you ever have in your life. Thereâs nothing more sensitive than the soul. Itâs just one big erogenous zone.â He gave her a pointed look. âThink on that.â He turned his back on herâa silent dismissal.
Shaken in more ways than one, she took the hint and left, following the winding, twisting path. She didnât speak as Maxim escorted her out of the Keep, her thoughts a massive jumble.
Sheâd known Cain wanted her, so his declaration hadnât come as some great shock. It hadnât been entirely expected, though, either. When a being was as other as Cain, you couldnât really âexpectâ anything of them.
Damn, she still felt a little tingly from when heâd stroked her soul.
Stroked. Her. Soul.
Now that she knew exactly what heâd meant by how sensitive a personâs soul was, she was hoping thereâd never be a time that heâd decide to demonstrate what kind of intense physical pain he could now inflict on her.
I can also make you come harder than you ever have in your life.
Well, she wasnât going to think about that.
After crossing the bailey, she headed straight home. Her entire crew was scattered around the living room, drinking tea and looking a little drained. They were no doubt tired from how hard theyâd worked to get prepped for their âshopâ opening tomorrow. Not that it was stopping Delilah and Anabel from sniping at each other.
âWhatâs going on?â asked Wynter.
âSheââAnabel jabbed a finger in Delilahâs directionâ âis blaming me for the wolf attack I told you about. Sheâs saying it was my fault that I died that day.â
âIf you hadnât stepped foot on his territory, it wouldnât have happened,â said Delilah. âYou could have stayed away. But oh no. You pulled a Little Red Riding Hood, and you paid the price. Simple.â
Anabelâs lips parted. âPaid the price? I was eight years old. Have some compassion.â
âIt interferes with my choices.â
âIt should. Maybe if you let it, you wouldnât have started brewing your precious karma potions and then you wouldnât have a bounty on your head.â
âI donât know what you all have against my acting on behalf of karma. My familyâs been doing it since our line first began. Itâs in my blood, and Iâm proud of it.â
âI donât know how you can possibly be proud of being a descendant of the Black Annis, even if it does mean you can shapeshift into a monstrous saber-toothed cat. That crone was evil.â
âShe was brilliant.â
âShe ate children.â
âWell, we donât talk about that.â
Wynter lifted a hand. âAll right, just stop. I shouldnât need to point out that this conversation is heading nowhere.â She blew out a breath.
Xavier studied her. âYou look kind of flustered. Whatâs wrong?â
âNothing,â said Wynter. âJust annoyed with Grouch.â
âThe blacksmith who pointed a sword at your neck?â he asked.
She nodded. âOne and the same. Heâs telling everyone that Iâm going to hex his shop. It got back to Cain, who then had Maxim escort me to him.â
âYou went to see Cain?â
âNot willingly.â
Xavier studied her face and then grinned. âHe made a play, didnât he?â
Damn the perceptive bastard. âNoââ
âHe did.â Xavier let out a teasing chuckle. âI doubt he even believed Grouch. He wanted you there so he could hit on you.â
Delilah leaned forward in her seat. âXavierâs right, isnât he?â
Wynter grunted.
Anabel rubbed at her arm. âThis isnât good. Not at all. What are you going to do?â
Wynter knew what she should doâstay the hell away from this person who could possibly ferret out her secrets. Besides, she didnât want to be an immortalâs toy. But ⦠heâd like the chase. She saw that in him. Saw that he wouldnât easily give up. And she couldnât delude herself into believing that sheâd manage to hold out against him.
Would it be better to give in, enjoy one night, and then move on? Maybe. She really didnât know.
âIâll tell ya what youâre gonna do, Wyn,â began Delilah. âYouâre gonna let yourself have this. Gonna let yourself have him, to be more exact.â
âDelââ
âYou need to get laid, okay. Let him do the laying. Iâm thinking heâll be good at it.â
âLetâs justââ
âNo, no hemming and hawing. Trust your Aunty Delilah, this is what you need. Itâs what your body needs. Tomorrow, youâre going to primp yourself up and choose an outfit that flashes some camel toeââ
âAnd Iâm walking away now,â said Wynter, spinning on her heel.
âWhatâs camel toe?â asked Hattie.
Xavier burst out laughing.