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AUTHOR's POV:

As the words slipped from her mouth & the spatula from Andhkansh's hand slipped . With the thud sound his head snapped in her direction...Mandira looked in his direction only to see his red eyes. And within 1 second she bowed her head down....

Mandira's POV:

I am literally shivering, my hands clutched the end of my dupatta and my fingers started fidgeting against the fabric.

I felt his steps in my direction and my steps haltered. He stood in front of me but my eyes were fixed on the floor , didn't have the courage to look at him.

But i felt my heart dropped when i felt his fingers below my chin , forwarding it upwards...

Please Earth , swallow me in!

Andhkansh's POV:

I felt my soul left the body. I took steps in shock towards her, did I heard correct??

I made her look up holding her chin,only to look her closed eyes...

I could feel her trembling figure,her eyes closed tightly...

I bought my palm from her chin to her cheek , I am out of control...don't know how to react or what to do.... I want to listen her-

"What did you said??"

My voice brought a jolt in her body and she snapped her eyes open .

She looked at me and her throat dried...

" I - I said, I n-e-ed to leave ...."

I jerked her off and she stepped back, I felt my heart shattering, my neaurons are out of my control...i turned and threw the vass of the table on ground...

The "thud" sound came to my ears and saw her to step more back and shut her ears with her palms...

What's happening to me??

AUTHOR's POV:

She opened her eyes slowly and gasped looking at Andhkansh kneeled on the floor helding his head.

She quickly stood up and reached for him, "sir?? Sir?? What have you done...?"

He looked up only to meet her eyes, experiencing a hint of care his heart swelled up...she kneeled at his height...

She got scared watching his madness "si-r pl--ease cal..m-" he shut her lips with his index finger and held her head from both of his palms...bringing her closer. She felt the gesture so sweet that she didn't resist and joined her forehead with his. "Ira????" His voice was more a mare whisper but she looked up ... for the moment the room felt silent, none of them utter a single word...All of a sudden,

"Sir! Your-your hand is bleeding!" She gasped noticing the dripping blood from his hand as some glass pierced in his palm too...

"Its nothing!" He jerked his hand off

"Just get up ...."

He made her sit on the couch.

"Iraa..." he tried

"Chup! Bilkul chup!" She ran to bring the first aid box.

"A-ap kya samajhte hain apne apko hnn...aap jo chehenge wo karenge...mujhe rula diya , wo - wo vase phek diya...aur khudko chot pahucha li...mere baare me ek dafa nhi socha aapne??" She said while dressing his wound.

" Tumhe kyu fark padta hai??" He asked looking in her eyes.

"Huhh??"

"Kyu fark padhta hai Ira...?"He repeated sarcastically

"I-I don't know .... just as a human being i can't see this." She answered while keeping the box back but suddenly he held her wrist and she turned back -

"Itni fikr karti ho to chodh ke kyu ja rhi ho??" He asked woth those eyes which contain something unexplanable.

"Wo-...ammm actually I asked Isha to look for a girls PG which I can afford. And,I got her call that there's a room vacant , cheap and near only..." she sat beside him

"What's the problem here?? With me??" He cut her off

"It's nothing!"

"Then??"

"Just,I don't want to be a burden on you..." she was about to complete but

"Shut the fuck up... If you again call you a burden,I might end up kissing you!" He shut her up

"And I mean it!" He completed

"Calm down please, sir everyone loves their privacy ... and one day I have to leave right? So why not now? We can't be together always!"

[Little they know...their bond is for eternity!]

"I don't know anything, but I will not let you go..."

"Sir , aap samajh kyu nhi rhe hain..." she felt exhausted

"Okay, tumhari yhi marzi hai to jao,lekin ek baat batau ... tum nhi ja sakogi mujhe chodhkar  ! " he declared

Saying so , he left and closed the door with a bang sound.

"Why he said that mai nhi jaa paungi??" Mandira was stucked at his words...

Andhkansh's POV:

I closed the door behind me... I want to shatter the world! Want to leave everything! Want - want to destroy myself...... Why God ?? Aakhir kyuuu??? Is feeling ka kya mtlb hai! Uska jaana ... why its affecting me ??? Just why????

I left in the bathroom and opened the shower, started rubbing my hairs under water droplets.

Itne saalo se aisa kabhi nhi hua! I made my heart that stone not even to feel a thing. But Ira....she comes in my life,we bind up and now when she has to go...I don't know what's stopping me to let her go.

"Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed under the shower hitting my fist on the wall.

But at last, I have to let her go...agar zyada der ho jayegi to shayad mai usse kabhi jaane nhi de paunga!

Ofcourse, kahi jaane ke liye kahi se nikalna padta hain.

Mandira's POV:

It was night time, the whole thing he planned just ruined like the shattered pieces of glass. I broomed the whole room , picking every glass carefully.

After completing the work , i looked at the clock and it hit me that he also didn't eat anything since afternoon.

Now, i am in front of his room... 2 plates in my hand , i can't knock as my hands are buzy but i called out slowly "si-rr??"

But there was no response... then i noticed the door was not locked so i opened it using my leg and closed it with the help of my elbow once i entered.

I kept the plates on the side table and turned towards him. I was about to scream but kept my palm over my mouth cause he is sitting on the chair naked! I - I mean half naked.... he was only in his cargos down. But his well - build up body... was shining under dim light.

I moved closer only to notice his shiny abs whenever the drop from his hair falls on his chest traveling towards his abs... shut the fuck up Ira...kuch to sharam kar?? He is your professor and you are ogling at him!

But we can't betray the thruth that he is handsome! Actually maybe handsome is a very small word for him.

I bended a little to side a hair strand on his forehead but as my fingers reached his forehead...his fingers held my wrist and gave me a harsh pull , In result...i landed on his lap.

I gasp keeping my hands on his shoulders.

"What were you doing??" He asked me with atraight face

"I - I was no- thin-g!"

"Ohhh I told you many times that good girls don't lie...Right??" He backed off my hair and snuggled into my neck.

"S-i-r??" I shivered with his touch

"I think i asked you something..."

"Your hair must be disturbing you so i just tried to help."

"And what you were doing in my room." His lips touched my neck and my breath hitched

"For-" i shuttered not able to speak

"Ammmmm For-" i tried again

"For?????"

"D-i-n-n-e-r!" I finally whispered

"Dinner???" He asked teasingly

"You didn't had lunch so you must be hungry right??"

"I am not hungry!" He finally backed off

"Please..." I insist

"Here's your plate." I forwarded

"Sit!" He said keeping the plate aside

"Whaatttt??"

"I said on my lap now!" his commanding voice again,ofcourse i can't deny.

"Now you can eat." He said gawking at my lips

"Aise?" I asked sitting on his lap

"Hmmmm, I want to see you closely. Fir jaane kab mauka mile??"

"Aap aisa kyu keh rhe hain,milungi na mai school me!"

"Can you feed me??" He cut me off

"Huhh??" I gasped

"Please!" And i melted

He took the bite and intentionally touched my fingers with his lips and i felt a current ran down my spine...

For the whole eating session, no one spoke a word... i was feeding him and eating in between too... meanwhile his gaze fixed on me and hands around my waist holding me tighter.

Now we were completed with the dinner.

"Siirr??" I asked but his head was snuggled in the crook of my neck...helding me tighter.

"Hmm?" He hummed and his breath touched my neck

"I think it's time to sleep Right??" I said

"Yeahhh , lets sleep ." Finally ! But he captured me more closely...that my breast hit her broad bare chest.

"I - I was talking about , like , you sleep in this room and i will sleep in my room." I felt myself up in the air.

"No ! You will sleep like this with me. That's all!"

"Buttt-"

"You will go tomorrow. The last time please..." i couldn't avoid his puppy eyes.

"Atleast let me wash my hands ! "

"You can clean it with the wipes."

Oh my God! This man...not ready to leave me for a single moment.

In the same position he lifted me up in his arms and settled me on the bed , my eyes widened when he lifted up the fabric of my dupatta which covered my chest. He kept his head on my chest and my breath stopped. I should stop him but i don't want to ! I chuckled when he lifted the dupatta and covered his face...now his face was beneath the dupatta directly on my chest.

I was to exhausted , even to say a single word.

We both slept in each other arms and drowned into the pool of dreams.

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In the morning:

I opened my eyes and i felt a weightage on me. I rubbed my eyes a little and saw he was still in the same position...lying on my breasts like a small baby... i patted his cheeks but he was in deep sleep. Slowly i tried to make him side, but he wiggled a little and in the process his lips brushed over my bare cleavage. Shiver ran down my spine and i felt statued !

After what which felt like an eternity, i succeeded , leaving him sleeping.

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I entered his room and saw him drying his hairs...

"Sir??"

"Yess!"

"I am going!" I said firmly

Andhkansh's POV:

My heart sanks when i saw his suitcase in his hand ...

Is she really leaving???

"Itni jaldi jaa rhi ho ??"

"Hnn woh , unhone jaldi bulaya hai nhi to room kisi aur ko dedenge..." i am going to miss that voice

"Ohh!"

"Hmmm..."

"Thik hai to mai chalti hu... aapke sath rehna was the best experience sir...I can never forget any of the moment. You helped me when i needed the most, when i was homeless you gave me roof over my head! Thankyou for everything...."

Mai ab ye nhi jhel paunga Iraaa....

"Hnnn wo aapka rent." She forwarded me the envelope

"Mai ye nhi le sakta..."

"But why???" She asked with a sad smile

"Bas nhi le sakta, keep it for useful moments. " i stopped her

"Sir , i can't go without giving the rent...aur hamari baat hui thi na ki mai tabhi rhungi jab rent dungi!" She insisted

"You have already paid your rent." I declared

"How come ??" She frowned

"By behaving like a good girl,scoring good marks...helping me in house hold works and most importantly- to take care of me! To not make me feel lonely ! " to give me that touch of love...

"This money is nothing in front of that." I smiled helding her cheeks

"Byeee sir!" She forwarded her hand to handshake and i - i backed off my head seeing her professional behaviour.

"Fuck it!" I said and joined my palm with her only to pull her into a tight hug , i wrapped my arms around her...no barriers between us and i got my jannat.

AUTHOR's POV:

Mandira felt the peacefulness in his arms...she threw her whole weight on him and hugged him tightly , his hands roaming on her back while his lips in the crook of her neck and her hands going in his nape, with wiggling figure.

For about 4-5 minutes, they didn't detached ,actually they just don't want to... they were same fully attached... giving in to each other. Both can feel each other's breath to each other...

Their bodies were entangled but their souls were devine. Minds roaming in the past beautiful memories ... the eyes which were glimmery all these days were now filled with tears.

As her drop of tear fell on his neck, they both came in real world.

"It-s ti-me to go !" She smiled slightly

"Yeahhh!" He said hardly

Mandira's POV:

I turned as my tears flow with the air...I dragged my suitcase's wheels on the marble floor and stepping towards the door.

Isi darwaze se mai us din unke sath me andar aayi thi... I knew i had to leave one day but i never ever thought that it would be this hard.

Andhkansh's POV:

I turned my head down as i heard the rolling sound of wheels..... this feels like a dream...my heart beating is getting hard... but my breath is like to stop anytime... my nails dugging into my fist. I am not able to identify the cause!

Before her, i always was alone! I never cared anyone who walk away from me but not with her! Why I don't want her to leave me...

Mandira's POV:

My tears are not stopping, first ì was happy to go to a new place but why I feel an involuntary pull towards him.

My mind has accepted this move but my heart couldn't, just couldn't!

I felt my life will end if i will go away from.

Aisa lag rha tha ki ,

Kuch bahut bada chut rha hai! Which i don't want!

What is this feeling Allah paak ... Am I doing something wrong???

I turned a little and saw him looking down. I remembered his words " tum nhi ja sako gi!" And i am not able to step out... My heart bea increasing rapidly but my breath haltering ... my neurons are getting dead . My tears are unstoppable .

Andhkansh's POV:

Her steps forwarding slowly and i looked up in her direction but she didn't bother to turn... she was so close to the main door.

I am feeling like my oxygen supply will stop and my wind pipe is choking...

I just found out that - she is my breath! She has become my lifeline now !

•Its impossible for me to live now without her...

Mandira's POV:

What is this feeling?? Why I found it too difficult to take this decision. Why I want him to stop me??

"Mujhe rok lo sir, ek baar roklijiye....shayad mai ruk jaungi ek baar koshish kariye...mujhe mat jane dijiye ! Allahpaak ek ishaara de dijiye mujhe "

Andhkansh's POV :

I can't let my Iraa go !

AUTHOR's POV:

All of a sudden when Andhkansh was about to step towards her...something happend in his chest and he found his breath choking , he was not able to breathe.

The last words left his mouth

" Irrraaaaaa!"

He screamed before giving in and throwing his body to the floor.

As the loud scream reached her ears , she snapped her head back and her eyes widened seeing him on the ground...

"Sssiiiiiirrrrr!" Leaving the suitcase behind she ran towards him...in the process the suitcase fell on the ground ...as the suitcase came in contact with the floor...with the same speed Mandira kneeled on the floor for Andhkansh.

"Whaatttt happened sir??" She held his hand

"Ar- are you okay??" Only panic was there on her face

"Mai- paani leke aati hu!" She stood up but he held her

"Nhi Ira please, mujhse dur mat jao....mai jee nhi paunga."

"S-i-r??" Tears started shedding her eyes hearing his words

"I beg you Iraa....don't please! Mujhse dur mat jao !"

He beg kneeling in front of her.

"Mai - mai khi nhi jarhi!" She shooked her head and kneeled in front of him to make him calm

"Huhh??" He snapped his head up

"Hmmm ! Mai aapko chodhke kahi nhi jaungi Andhkansh sir ! " she held her hands giving him the promise which can never be broken.

"Tum sach keh rhi ho??" He held her palm tighter seeking for hope.

"Hnnn i am not going to leave you...mai yhi hu aapke kareeb aapke paas ! "

"I just realized ki mujhe tumhari aadat si pad gyi hai...aisi aadat jo lat banti ja rhi hai jiska- jiska chutna namumkin hai...mai apne din ki shuruaar tumhare bina soch bhi nhi sakta..." he started saying everything , keeping his heart in front of her...looking in her eyes.

"I - I ??" She tried but only her tears could speak.

"I tried Iraa i tried a lot to not stop you...I know you have your own life and have to live it ! But I am very selfish ...only and only for you..."

"I know..." she chuckled a little with heavy teary eyes..

"Being very selfish, I am asking you...Will you stay- for me??" A tear slipped from his eyes in these past years

"I willl!" She smiled clearing his face , swaping his tears away.

"Ek baar aur kaho..." he asked touching her cheeks

"I will stay happily with you ! " she declared

"I need you Ira...will you be with me?" He said kissing her forehead

" I will!"

With that he embraced her closely in a strong hug and she snuggled her body into his... their tear mixed with each other and with that the emotional Sunday ended with a happy ending of the day !

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(A/N - Now what path their relation will cover when they don't have any idea of their feelings...neither they are confessing...nor they want to detach!

Only one person can shatter this pure feeling of love- VILLAIN! Now the villain will turn the game all over. )

Guys wattpad discarded my book cover so in hurry i had to make a new one. Tell me how's it?? So i will change it per you!

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