(39) |🧡◇▪︎ Broken souls ▪︎◇💛|
Long walk to your "Heart"
AUTHOR's POV:
" Divya mam?? "
"Yo-you here?" She stood up wiping her tears with eyebrows frowned....
"Andhkansh!" As Divya mentioned the name , Mandira turned her head...
"Actually, Andhkansh ... I came for Andhkansh!" Divya completed her sentence
"Act-ct-ually he is not here." She mumbled in her breath
"Ohh I had to discuss about some work."
"I am sorry- but he isn't here." She tried her best not to let her emotions out
"Alright, then I - I should leave !" She turned with a smirk and stepped out of the door but before she could go , she heard "ma'm??" As Mandira's called her name a terrifying smirk came on his lips like she already knew this...
"Yes Mandira?" She turned with a naive look ...
"Mam, but how you got this address?"
"You don't know? , It is registered in school documents." She said casually placing her pallu properly like the most obvious thing .
"Hmm" she was too broken to argue... getting no further response Divya turned to leave but as the strong wind blowed the letter flew from Mandira's powerless fingers falling directly infront of Divya's foot...
Before Mandira could think for further
step , Divya bent and picked up the letter , twitching it between her fingers...
"This." She questioned to her with topped- up eyebrows .
"It's nothing ." Mandira snatched it from her hands in a flinch holding her tears strongely...
"Tch tch tch , he done the same with you." As these words left his mouth Mandira snapped her head facing her !
"Means?"
"I am talking about Andhkansh! "
"Mere sath bhi usne aisa kiya tha..." Mandira's eyes widened and a lone tear fell from her red eyes which she holded till now....
"Kya mtlb hai aapka, mam?" She asked holding her breath
"Mujhe pata hai Mandira...ki tum Andhkansh se mohabbat karti ho---sacchi mohabbat!" Divya uttered those words which pierced through her heart and she continuously shooked her head...
"Ha ha ha hah haaa..." Divya laughed like a horror woman as the windows barged each other with the influence of wind.
"Maine bhi yahi ki thi..." she completed her sentence as her eyes darkened lying some thruth...
"Kyaa??" Only this word left Mandira's mouth.
"Mohabbat---- Andhkansh se..." she held Mandira's shoulder... to give her more clearity...
"Saala cheez hi aisi hai ki pyar ho jaye ..." Divya jerked her shoulders off
"Par mujhe bhi whi mila..." and Mandira stumbled...but her eyes never left Divya....concentrating on her each word!
"DHOKHA ! " Divya scratched her own fists screaming in the room...
"No, this can't be true ... Andhkansh sir can't do this with me...he just can't- I trust-" she closed her ears eith her palm , her knees felt weak and bumped on the ground with a thud sound...
"Your trust is already broken Mandira. Look.at.this.letter. , isn't it enough to tell you that he never loved, that he only used your innocence & he will never be back to you !" She shown the letter infront of her eyes , printing each of his cruel lines shattering his already broken heart.
"Nhi! Wo - wo zarur aayenge... aur mai aappar kyu vishwas karu " Mandira instantly questioned her remembering Divya's cruel deeds...
"Areee meri bacchi ... accha mujhpar nhi to is chitthi par to kar sakti hai na..." her eyes beemed like she is stating the ultimate thruth.
"The thruth is infront of you , accha ye bata mujhe ki agar ye sab jhuth hota so how would i get to know that you live here with Andhkansh and you love him !" As she said this , Mandira mind atarted thinking in her direction and she finds logic in her reasons....cause no one knows about her and him. Divya got a hint that now Mandira is believing on each of her facts...and a victorious smile came on her face.
"You got it? Because I loved him like you ... we were dating each other...usne mujhe sapne dikhaye , aache acche sapne dikhaye , waade aur -" she lied like a practiced one
"Aur??" Mandira was astonished as reality hit him like a sword hit her
"Then he left me! After using me , he left him...and then he got you and now he crushed your heart too."
"Hum dono ek hi nao me hain Mandira, Andhkansh ne hum dono ko hi dhoka diya but you ...you are too small to endure this Mandira." She totally mind washed each of her brain cell and keeping each of her words at place she nodded ... her heart was totally torn apart , the only person he loved after her parents too abandoned him...now she thinks Bring a mature woman Divya feels her breakage ...
"You are right Divya mam! How - how can he do this? Kyu - aakhir kyu, aisi kya galti thi meri... kyu unhone hamare sath bewafai ki , KYYYUUUUU!" She let go of her tears and clunged into her arms.... wailing too badly...
"Shhh, shhaannt mera baccha!" She caressed her hairs after burning down her happy life...
After a few minutes, she held her chin and made her look her ...
"Listen to me carefully... mita do usse apne dil se ... don't take this baggage with you, allright? " she said with determination making her nod...
"Then what should i do mam?"
"First, don't cry...be like me - strong ! Nikaldo usse apne dimag se apne dil se..." she held her shoulders tightly like controling over her soul...
"He is a big red flag, trust me Mandira! He don't deserve your pure love...eraze him from your life, your memory ." She poured every drop of poison in her mind about Andhkansh!
"Aur aise kaise , kaise pyaar karliya tumne? Do you know anything about him, about his family, education, background , about him! " At her question she bend her down and shooked it in negative direction...
"N-o-oo" it was a thruth Andhkansh never gave her any information about himself which Divya used very well...
" He is a mystery... Mandira!" And with that she used her brahmastra-
"Write him a message Mandira! Nikaldo apni badhaas.... mera - apna- aur har us ladki ka hisab lelo jiske sath Andhkansh ne aisa kiya ho...go for it Mandira...you can, you have to ! "
Mandira stood up and went towards the window, she looked up in the sky and wiped her tears ... her eyes brimming with flames like some wild fire us burning in her... hatrage! was the word he felt for him... but something was yet left...something which will be the destruction of everything, of two lives - two souls- two hearts....what is going to happen? Will Mandira and Andhkansh will come to an end and why Andhkansh wrote the letter!
ããããããããããã
AUTHOR's POV:
"To ab tak kaha the??" Vikram ji asked his son sipping a cup of coffee...
"Indore , dad!" Andhkansh replied
" ooh interesting!"
"What you were doing there?"
"Working as a professor , dad." His eyes widened as he kept the coffee on the table.
"Professor??" He asked awkwardly
"Hmm professor in a school..." he completed his answer
"Yeh, i know you are quite good in teaching science and all..."
"But it seems wierd , son of the great Vikram Bedi ; working as a mare professor. " he huffed out
" I felt joy in that dad...and for my students specially-" he was about to say Mandira's name but stopped in between.
"But everything has an end beta , you have grown up enough and its time to hold this legacy son! Ab tum is virasat ke haqdaar ho aur ye virasat apne agle raja ke bina nhi chal sakti..." Vikram ji stated the ultimate fact infront of him.
"Don't beat the bushes dad, say satright!"
" Take over my heritage Andhkansh."
He declared at him.
"I want you to become the head of my business, atleast take over my Brazil's industry , meri zimmedariyan apne kandho pe uthalo Andhkansh. " he proposed
"You know dad, I am not interested in BEDI's empire..." he tried to change the topic scrunching his nose...
"What are you saying Andh??-"before the father could complete, he spoke up.
"Why can't you give this burden to Aman ?" He asked keeping his suggestion...
"Because he is not made for this !" He blasted out...
" Aman abhi bhi baccha hai , he needs time to understand everything but look at you - you are sensible and perfect for this...Universe choosen you as the heir of BEDI's legacy Andhkansh, log sapne dekhte hain iske and you have their dreams ..." He said strictly...
"I need time dad, i will think for it!"
"Okay bata, as I told you before but please think wisely - "
"Aur ab tum kahi nhi jaa rhe ho -" Vikram ji crossed his hands signaling him no way to go back...
"Jaana to padega dad! " At his declaration of going back fear gripped his still weak body
"But whyyy??" He asked instantly cause of the fear of loosing him again.
"Kuch bahut zaruri kaam hai dad, actually behad zaruri...ek baar wo ho jayega , then everything will be sotted !"
"Aisa kya hai Indore me--" Before he could complete he beemed out with a small smile and uttered-
"Indore mera pyaar hai dad...aur waha ek bahut zaruri chiz chuti hui hai meri - wo leke aani hai ! "
HIS IRA !
"Can't you get it in Maharashtra ?? Or any corner of the world??" He asked lifting up his eyebrows sensing something strange...
"No dad, that innocence, wo khubsurati , that purity, the gift of universe , cannot exist anywhere in the world !" He said standing up from the couch
" MY IRAA !" He replayed her smile, glowy face and features as a small smile took place on his lips...he is missing her!
"Andhkansh! This isn't my son...you are totally changed ." Vikram ji chuckled a little looking at his son who is not like before...
"Da-" Andhkansh was about to say something when they heard a call...
"Andhkansh beta , come downstairs ."
"Hnn maa.." he ran downstairs grabbing a chance to run away from his dad's talks...
"What happened maa?" He asked holding Sonakshi's hands...
"Meet her bata , he is Aradhna Kashyap." As he looked in the pointed direction a sense of discomfort finds him , he again looked at his mother but then approached her -
"Hello, nice to meet you Ms.Kashyap!"
"Same here, Andhkansh-" before she could complete he cut her
"Bedi, Me.Bedi!"
No one can take his name ! Sirf usko adhikaar hai iska...
"Yeh ,Mr.Bedi..." she corrected herself as Sonakshi mummered something and pulled Andhkansh's arms back...
"Andhkansh ye tu kya kar rha hai ..." she whispered slowly...
"Whhaattt maa??"
"Areee, baat kar na usse ..." Andhkansh thought this a general meeting but now his brain runs behind the reason of this meeting that her mother planned!
"I am really sorry Ms.kashyap but I may appreciate if you leave me and my mother alone for a personaltalk." He turned and said not less than a command! He doesn't know to request to anyone...
" I hope you won't mind it !"
"No. No. Mr.Bedi that's Alright!"
"Glad to know that..." with that she left BEDI's mansion and Andhkansh turned towards his mother...
"Maaa-" he huffed out
"Kya maa... aaakhir kya hnn??" She uttered taking a chair on the dining table...
"What was that maa?" He asked about her intentions.
" Mai kuch nhi jaanti , mai bhi to ek maa hu na...aakhir kya mang rhi hu mai hnn?? Bas ek aachi ladki dhund le , acche khaandan ki , I want your life to be settled...mujhe bhi saas banna hai , tere bacche dekhne hain Ansh!" She thrown out all of her emotions looking at another direction...
"Sona - sona...my sona ...kaha tum bacho pe bahuch gyi abhi to tera baccha hi baccha hai !" He bent down in front of her holding her palms in his...
"Koi baccha nhi hai tu, khud ko dekha hai is saal 27 ka ho jayega...fir kaun shaadi karegi tujhse??" She jerked of his hands...throwing tantrums
"Koi to ladki hogi , jo meree liye bani hoga..." she said standing on his foot and grabbing an apple from the dining table...
"Aur Sona , tu hi to kehti hai jodiyan bhagwaan banata hai...and there must be some girl who will love a man like me ..." he chew a bite...
"Love?? Do you know what love means?" Sonakshi ji asked patting his head...
He shooked his head and asked to tease her...
"To Sona, tu hi bata de...Pyaar kya hota hai??"
"Pyaar to wo latt hai Ansh " she said with a smile; a beautifulone... which grew his attention
"Jo chahne se bhi nhi chootti... It is selfless- passion-compassion-devotion! Ishq se khushiyan bhi hai dukh bhi...yahi dard bhi deta hai aur sukoon bhi! Aisa lagta hai ki duniyan me tum us insaan ke liye pyaar ki har had paar kar sakte ho.." As she completed the apple fall from his hand, as the voice echoed in his ears , someone's image started replaying on his mind...Ira ! His Ira !
"You can die for any efforts to see just a smile on her face...aur jab koi usse dard pahuchata hai to lagta hai ki duniyan tabha kardu uske liyeee..."
The same he dis for Ira...
"Samjha pagal , bas ek lafz hai with clean depth...itna aasaan nhi hota hai ishq me padna...barbaad ho jayega!"
With taht she completed her description about pure love but it was not the end for Andhkansh!
"So, how will i get to know that I am in love?" He asked instead of leaving the place... Sonakshi's facial structure changed cause she sensed Andhkansh never took interest in such discussions!
"You will feel home in her arms ! The peace after long hours of work...the trust to live with her till eternity!" As she completed her sentence he was on a ride to another universe , no one knows which....
"Andhkansh??" She jerked his arm to bring him in reality...
Andhkansh's POV:
This ultimately means that - that
I am in love with Ira....
I was feeling to say this that day but today this is confirmed- I love her, I am in love with my Ira... maa ne jaise bataya wo sab ho rha hai mere sath ... I am feeling incomplete, life is feeling incomplete without her...that means that thing I needed till now is her!
Mai aaj tak sochta rha ki mohabbat jaisi koi cheez mere liye bani hi nhi hai, but - but but I was wrong ! Totally wrong... I loved my own student...
Maybe she also loves me...but what if she didn't....no no what am I thinking??
I chuckled at myself looking at the mirror...
Log shi kehte hai pyaar me ladke chu*iye hi ho jaate hain!
Take a grip Andhkansh!
She will ! She will love me too and she is mine...only and only mine...
Now , I just have to go and tell her , maa ko unki bahu mil jayegi ... You know what?? I will call her now and tell everything....
With tahht determination and courage i looked for my phone but it wasn't there...
"Where's my phone...?"
"Poorvi, you saw my phone?" I asked her on the couch
"Yes bhai, its here!" She grabbed it from the side table and handed me
As I picked it up i saw a message popped on my watsapp and as i saw the name, my Ira....
My inner lungs are screaming and my heart is dancing just glancing at her name...
I am trying to call her from all long 3 days but no one, especially maa is not leaving me alone....
She deserves to know me which she didn't till now...my reality! But now i will tell her everything-
As I picked up my phone... And shit! Shit!
It switched offffff.....
I passed a glare to her and she grinned widely... ufff! My siblings...
I kept it on my power bank to charge it...
It's ok just 5 or 10 minutes more Ira...
Aur fir mai tumse apne dil ki baat kahunga kyunki mai kal tak ka intazar nhi kar sakta or this heart will die by beating this fast!
ãããããããããããã
I picked up my phone and detached it from the power bank ... my fingers clicked intensely on the screen as i unlocked it...my eyes glimming with excitement and nervousness!
No Andhkansh, you have to-
Why I am afraid! I am a Bedi ; fear is not included in my genetics... yes i am going to face this!
I opened the call icon but then i remembered her message and a selective smile can be seen on my face.
I decided first to open her message, how bad I can be! I didn't talk to her properly and understanding my situation she wrote me a message...
That's my Ira...
I opened the message with a charming smile but the smile came as it appeared...
My fingers left my phone as my soul did the same with my body....
" No! I - I am dreaming , this , this is not true....ye sach nhi ho sakta..."
I correctly cross checked the message , no. , name , what if someone is pranking with me but no...it's her! Its is Ira's message...
=================================
"I am also writing this message to break your heart apart, I wanna confirm today that if you think i have any feelings for you than you are wrong!
Its your MISUNDERSTANDING..so resolve it ! Maine hamesha se aapko sirf ek sir ki tareh dekha but you - i can't explain also what you did with me... you changed my clothes, hugged and kissed me tooo...i didn't said anything but today i will say , i hate your touch ! I feel uncomfortable with you....and it was wrong . You don't have edicates to behave with your student!
Aapne meri masumiat ka fayda uthaya hai sir ... mai aapko zindagi bhar maaf nhi kar paungi lekin saza bhi nhi de sakti .... bas ek vinti kar rhi hu ; aap kabhi waapas mat aana.... and dare to call or message me again ! our roads are apart! Aakhir mai bas Allah se yehi dua karungi ki puri zindagi mera aapse saamna na karwaye..."
I HATE YOU !
Mandira
===============================
The world shattered around me,
How dare she say,
OUR ROADS ARE APART!
When I just realized my ultimate love for her....
¤Bahut hi dukh bhare chapter and only 1 ch is left guys...ð¥º
¤What do you think will be his next step!
¤Is he going to go back and clear differences or something else!
¤Who did this conspiracy or this is done by Andhkansh!
¤Comment your opinions ¡
Thankyou so much
Love you all
ðð§¡ðð§¡ðð§¡ð