Chapter 268
Ex-Husband’s Regret
Chapter 268
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In case you havenât noticed, his feelings arenât mutual,â she says, âYou will not stand in his way of
Winning Ava, end that is a warning. We coddled you without realizing weâre turning you into an entitled
brat, That ends today. Youâre thirty, for heavenâs sake, grow the fuck up.â
Both Travis and I stare at Mom in shock. She has never, and I mean, never cursed.
With that, she leaves the room. We hear her footsteps, and she climbs up the stairs before a door bangs
in the distance.
I turn to Travis. Heâs my big brother. Heâs always had my back against Ava.
âPlease tell me you donât think and feel the same as mom,â I plead as tears fill my eyes.
He couldnât also be against me. He has always been my pillar of strength. I donât know what Iâd do if he
also turned his back on me.
but mom is right
Iâm sorry, Emma, Youâre a grownâup. You have a child and responsibilities, yet youâre chasing a man
who no longer wants you. Youâre still living in the past, not realizing that everyone else has moved on
and moved forward. You have to let go of Rowan. His heart no longer beats for youâ
Getting angry at his words, I shove him hard. âHow would you know that? How do you know he doesnât
love me? I know he does. Deep down, I know he loves me.â
âI know because heâs my best friend,â he pauses, and then continues gently. âHe himself also told me
that he loves Ava. He wants her.â
My heart shatters, and I begin to shake my head. I try wiping the tears from my face, but they just keep
falling down.
This canât be happening. Rowan canât love Ava. I was back. Everything was supposed to fall into place.
We were supposed to continue where we left off. He was supposed to be with me. To want me. To love
me. Not Ava. Never Ava.
I
âYouâre lying.â I whisper.
âIâm not,â he says, trying to pull me into his arms, but I step back. âDeep down, you know Iâm not lying.
Youâve felt the shift in him, but youâre fighting it because you donât want to accept that he no longer
wants.â
Why the hell did it feel like my heart was breaking? Like my soul was being ripped apart? The pain this
time was much worse than it was when I found out Rowan had slept with Ava.
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Back then, It hurt, but I knew deep down that he still loved me. That I was always his choice. This time,
Though, âs different. Iâm not his choice. Instead, he is choosing the woman who tore us apart in the first
place
I turn around and begin walking out of the door. Travis calls my name, but I ignore him. He was the last
person I wanted to talk to today,
I immediately call Molly. She picks up immediately.
âWhatâs wrong, babes?â she asks, sensing my emotional state.
âTravis.â I stammer his name, âHe told me that Rowan doesnât want me.â
I hear her sigh on the other end. âI told you this before, but you wouldnât believe me. From what youâve
told me, I tried telling you that his concern for Ava went much deeper than just worrying over the mother
of his son.â
I hated hearing her confirm this, I didnât want Ava with Rowan. She broke us apart. I canât simply let her
win. I canât let her take Rowan from me.
âSo, what can I do?â I ask anxiously, running my hand through my hair. âHow do I get him back?â
âThere is nothing you can do, Emma. Just let him go. His heart no longer belongs to you,â she says
kindly, but Iâm not having it. Seems like she was also on the Rowan and Ava ship.
âThat is not a fucking solution!â I fling my phone across the front yard and watch it as it smashes against
the fountain.
I felt like I was going crazy. Like my world was being turned upside down all over again. I felt so alone.
Angrily, I wipe my tears. Iâm not giving up on Rowan, but for now I needed to let out my frustrations.
There
is only man for that job. Calvin.