Chapter 304
Ex-Husband’s Regret
Ava
âIs it okay if Corrine and I come by the day after tomorrow?â Letty asks.
She had called a few minutes ago. Iâd been surprised, but happy that she had. The last time she was
here, we talked, and I got why Iâd become her friend despite her relationship with Travis.
She was a fun person to be around. Apart from that, she was also really sweet and nice. I had taken to
her immediately, glad to have her in my life.
I move around the kitchen with Iris in my arms. She had refused to take her afternoon nap, and
because of that, she was now very cranky. Whenever I tried putting her down, she would fall into a fit of
crying until I picked her up again.
âAva?â
I hesitated for a moment. The last time I saw Corrine was at the hospital. She hasnât contacted me or
come by to see me. I didnât understand, especially since she was supposed to be one of my closest
friends.
âWill that be alright with her?â I inquire, unsure of myself. âItâs just that we havenât seen each other
since that day at the hospital.â
âThatâs because she was giving you time to settle and get used to the new normal,â she replies. âSo, is
Wednesday okay with you?â
âYeah, sure. Itâs not like I have anything to do or anywhere to go,â I reply, trying to hide the bitterness
and sarcasm from my tone.
Every day, it gets harder and harder to stay at home. I wasnât built to sit around and do nothing. Even
when I had Noah, I still had my studies and my afternoon job at the grocery store to keep me occupied.
âItâs settled then⦠Weâll be there. We have a lot to catch up on.â
That catches my attention. Maybe theyâll tell me something that will give me a hint on how my life has
been for the past four years.
For a minute, Iâm tempted to ask her if she knows what Rowan could be hiding. I decided against it,
though. If anyone is going to tell me the truth, then it will be Rowan. Iâd rather hear it from the horseâs
mouth.
âFine. See you then.â
I hang up and put the phone down. I look down at the bundle of joy in my arms, hoping that
âCome on Angel, please go to sleep⦠My hands are getting tired here, not to mention numb.â
Her forehead creases, and she simply continues staring at me, her full lips twisted. If I am not wrong,
then I would think that she was offended. Displeased by my words.
Sighing, I continue moving, swinging her gently in my arms. I start singing, hoping that a combination of
all those will lull her to sleep. She was just closing her eyes when the door opened. âAva!â Rowan
shouts my name, making Iris snap her eyes open. Her face twists right before she lets out a big wail.
âSon of a bitch!â I snap when her cries get louder. I transfer her to my shoulder, holding her there while
gently patting her back, hoping to calm her d o n.
âWhat is it?â Rowan appears at the door before rushing towards. âI heard you cuss.
âWhat happened is that she was almost asleep when you woke her up with your shout!â I glare at him,
releasing all my pent-up frustrations into that one look.
It wasnât just that he woke Iris up; itâs also because of what Ethan told me and the fact that I know deep
down heâs hiding something from me.
My mind has been driving me crazy as it continues to come up with all the worst possible scenarios. I
donât want to lose what we have, but something inside me tells me that there is a chance of that once I
learn what heâs keeping from me. âIâm sorry, I didnât know,â he states softly. I push my raging thoughts
away. Maybe I was just being paranoid. Maybe Iâm mistaken. The love in his eyes draws me in like a
moth to a flame. It hypnotizes me, making me forget even my own damn name. The look in his eyes
promises me everything that Iâve always desired. Love, passion, warmth, peace, and happiness. It
promises me the world, and a part of me just wants to forget about everything else and drown in it.
Drown in his lies.
âItâs okay,â I whisper, stepping away from him and breaking the spell that he had woven around me.
He stares at me. I shift, just so I can avoid his piercing gaze.
âBy the way, I invited Gabe for dinnerâ
Itâs only then that I notice Gabe standing near the door. His gaze, similar to his brotherâs, was piercing.
As if he were trying to assess something.
âHi,â I simply say, not really sure how to be around him since Gabe and I have never been close. We
werenât enemies, but we werenât friends either.
He simply nods in acknowledgment of my greeting. He and Rowan had different personalities despite
being twins, but they had some similar traits. Both were men of very few words.
âIâm just going to go to her room and try to put her down.â Iris had stopped crying. What remained were
her hiccupps.
They both nod as I excuse myself.
Iâd just left the room when I heard them. At first, I didnât mean to eavesdrop, but that was until Gabeâs
sentence got my attention.
âYap, Ethan definitely mentioned something. Do you think he told her the truth?â
What the hell? So I was right. Rowan was hiding something from me.