Chapter 319
Ex-Husband’s Regret
Chapter 0319
The drive wasnât that long, and apart from having a small chat here and there, we remained silent. For
the first time since I can remember, the silence between us was comfortable.
On the rare occasions that we drove together, Rowan would do his best to ignore me, while I tried my
best to engage him in a conversation. It would always leave the atmosphere feeling awkward and
weird.
âWhy are you smiling?â I ask him when he gets out to help me out of the car.
His smile should be a weapon of mass distraction for women. Sure, heâs hot, but when Rowan smiles,
it just elevates his looks to another level.
âCanât I be happy that Iâm taking my woman out?â he asks, his head tilted to the side. (2)
For some reason, I giggle. Iâm not the kind of woman to giggle. Iâve never giggled in my entire life. In
fact, I used to find it repulsive when a grown ass woman did it, yet I was doing it.
âIâm sorry, I donât know why the hell I giggled.â I apologize while trying to pull myself together
He takes my hand, and I wrap it around his bicep. The intimacy between us is wild. Sometimes I pinch
myself just to make sure that Iâm not dreaming.
âYou donât have to apologize⦠It actually suits you, and I like it.â
Iâm really not convinced, but I smile anyway.
We make our way to the entrance of the restaurant. Just like I guessed, the place was extravagant, and
it screamed money. I internally laughed; I knew it. Rowan really didnât have a clue about my likes and
dislikes.
âMr. Wood, your table is ready,â the hostess says the minute she spots us.
Rowan just gives her a nod, and she begins walking, leading us to our table. I ignore the heads that
turn to look at us. Rowan was famous, and according to Letty, so was I because of my foundation. I
hate fame, and as much as I had looked forward to this date, the excitement was starting to dwindle.
The hostess leaves after serving us wine, promising that a waiter will be by to take our orders.
âHave I told you that you look stunning tonight?â he asks, breaking the silence.
I grin at him. âNo, you havenât.â
âWell, you do, Ava. You look really stunning. I canât keep my eyes off you.â
My friends were right about this dress, because I see the heat and hunger in his eyes. I also see
I get what he said that day, but come on! Does he know how hard it is to sleep by his side every night
and wake up to him kissing me, or every time he grabs my waist and pulls me flush against his body,
yet every time things begin to get heated, he steps back?
Heâs killing me slowly, and I donât even know whether he realizes it or not.
âThank you,â I smile, taking a sip of my wine.
My eyes scan the place. Sure, it was a really lovely place if you liked fancy places, but it isnât for me. I
just didnât know how to tell him that. 1
âAva?â His voice pulls me back to the present, and I look at him.
âYeah?â
âYou spaced out.â
âSorry about that.â
I try to remain focused, but I just canât. Gosh, I feel so fucking terrible. Here I am on a date with him. A
date Iâve been looking forward to, yet I canât help but wish that I was somewhere else. (3
His soft laughter forces me to look at him. He was leaning against the chair with one hand on the table.
He looked smug and had a smirk plastered on his face. Tilting my head, I focus on him, wondering
what he found amusing.
âWhat?â I ask in irritation. âWhatâs so funny?â
Instead of answering, he stands up and gives me his hand. I look at him confused, wondering if he has
lost his damn mind.
âCome on, Ava, we have somewhere to be,â he tells me almost impatiently.
âWhat about the dinner?â I asked.
âWhat about it? You really think I donât know that you hate these kinds of fancy places? This was just a
decoy; I wanted to see whether you would tell me or suffer through itâ 2
I stare at him, not really sure I heard him right. He already knew that I hated it here? I donât know
whether I should be impressed or pissed off at him right now. I was leaning more on being pissed. He
should have just said so from the beginning.
âCome on, our real date awaits,â he says, taking my hand and pulling me up. Before leaving, he grabs
my purse and shoves it under his arm.
âWhat about the reservation?â I ask as we walk out.
âDonât worry about that⦠Gabe and I own the place, and the hostess knew that I wasnât
He helps me get in before rounding the car and getting in himself. After weâre both buckled in, he starts
the car, and I turn to face him.
âWhat do you plan for tonight, Youâve got me really intrigued,â I tell him
âYou really are impatient,â he mutters with a chuckle. âJust relax, Iâve got everything planned out, youâll
love it.â
I would be lying if I said I wasnât giddy, because I was. After the initial shock of how he played me back
at the restaurant, I was okay, to be honest. Glad that he knew that one detail about me. Though, I still
donât know how he knew that since he has never taken me anywhere.
We make small talk. My eyes widen when we stop at a driveâthrough. 1
âSeriously?â I ask in excitement.
âDefinitely,â he smiles, making my heart skip a bit. âWhat would you like?â
I give him my order, and he repeats it to the server. Once we get our order, we drive away. I was so
excited. This was shaping out to be a good evening.
âYou know Iâm surprised,â I begin. âI never really saw you as the kind to have a burger and fries at a
driveâthrough. You always seemed like the wine and dine sort of person.â
He gives me a sideways look. âThat goes to show that you donât really know me as much as you think.
Give me greasy food any day, any time. In fact, it is pretty much all I ate the first couple of months after
you and I separated and before I hired Teresa.â
I canât help laughing. Itâs really funny to imagine Rowan eating burgers and fries every day. âIf it wasnât
for the fact that I went to the gym every day, I would have a fucking pot belly.â
The image of that just makes me laugh even more. I canât imagine him without his well- defined abs.
âThank God for gyms then, or I would miss all the sexiness I get to see every time you take your
clothes off,â I tease.
His voice is husky as he laughs. Heavens, this is what I always wanted. To see Rowan happy around
me. It was finally coming true, and Iâm glad that I was able to see this day. âWe are here,â he tells me
after a couple more minutes of driving.