Chapter 321
Ex-Husband’s Regret
Chapter 0321
I stare at him, dunfounded, unable to say or do anything.
âYou love smelling good, and you lean more on scents with berries in them. As long as a perfume or
body wash has some kind of berry, youâll buy it. You donât really have a favorite food because youâll eat
anything as long as itâs delicious. You love taking really long and hot showers because it relaxes you.
You hate heights, you hate being late, and you also hate flying. You hate cockroaches; you always say
youâd rather your house be infested with spiders than those disgusting brown things⦠Shall I
continue?â
He doesnât give me a chance to answer.
âYou prefer styling your hair in ponytails and buns. You donât like makeup that much and only put it on
when you have to or are in the mood for it. You hate sleeping on your back because it reminds you of a
dead person in a casket. You hate being disorganized and also the color yellow
I raise my hand to stop him because I am completely speechless. Everything he said was the damn
truth. I canât comprehend how he knew all of this since weâve never been close. The Sharpâs wouldnât
have told him because they barely even knew me.
âHow?â I stammer, unable to wrap my head around everything.
âI told you,â
âWowâ says with a smile. âI paid attention even when you thought I didnât.â
Despite the warm air, I shiver. He takes out his jacket and places it around my shoulders.
âI also know that you love nature. According to you, it rejuvenates you. Thatâs why I brought you here,â
he says gently, and I canât stop a smile from forming on my lips.
âWell, it looks like I dressed up for nothing. If Iâd thought you were bringing me here, I would have worn
something casual.â
âNah, itâs okay. Iâm so fucking clad you dressed up; that way my eyes can feast on you,â he winks at
me, and my heart flutters.
We remain in silence just basking in each otherâs presence that is until his voice cuts through the
silence.
âIs there something you would like to know about me or do you know everything there is?â he pulls me
close to him, tucking me safely under his arm.
I lean my head against his chest, feeling the beating of his heart. âThere is one thing Iâd love to knowâ
He mock gasps and stares at. âSo there is actually something you donât know about me, Iâm shockedâ
âStop it.â I pinch his rockâhard abs, but it does nothing. He simply chuckles.
âGo aheadâ
âIs it true that you slept with a teacher back when you were in high school?â Iâve always wanted to
know.
Everyone knew of the twin brothers and their good looks. I was three years younger than them, and yet
even in junior high, they still had girls fawning over them. Gabe was a playboy, pure and simple. Rowan
was too, but that was before he and Emma started dating.
The twins had gone through most of the female population in school. It was even rumored that Rowan
had banged a teacher. Heâd been in detention and the principal had caught them with the teacher bent
over a desk and Rowan ramming into her like a bull.
I found it funny when I heard some girls talking about it in the cafeteria. They said that he didnât even
look apologetic or scared of the principal. In fact he had asked him if he would like to join them. After
that, Rowan had been a legend among the boys at school. Then he had shocked everyone when he
decided to leave the play boy persona and start dating. The lucky girl had been Emma.
He simply laughs, his voice, deep, husky and rich. It was the manly kind of laugh that I could listen to
all day long.
âYeah, itâs true,â he finally answers.
Iâm shocked. I always just thought it was a stupid rumor.
âHow the hell did that happen, and how old were you? Not that Iâm judging or anything like that.â
âI was seventeen and she was twentyâsix, I think⦠I was a hormonal boy, and Mandy was fucking hot.
Iâd always wanted to fuck someone older than me and she made it fucking easy to draw her in when
she would literally push her boobs towards my face or widening her legs while in a tiny skirt every time
she called me to her desk.â 1
Iâm impressed, but at the same time disgusted at Mandy. I mean, she was a teacher for heavenâs sake,
yet she tried seducing one of her students. Iâm a teacher, and I would never cross that line. 1
âYouâre the one that asked,â Rowan says, noticing my scrunchedâup face.
âI know, but I find it disturbing that a teacher would intentionally seduce her seventeenâyear- old pupil.â
He just shrugs, like itâs not a big deal. After that, the conversation is more laidâback. I totally enjoyed
myself. It was a dream, and I didnât want the date to end. We talked for hours about everything under
the moon.
It was like we were really good friends. The conversation flowed easily; we talked, laughed, and played
silly high school games. Everything was perfect, and I felt like I was where and with whom I was meant
to be.
When we packed our things and left, it was already late at night. I smiled all the way home, feeling like I
finally had the chance to have the life Iâve always dreamed of.
âThank you for tonight; I really had fun,â I tell Rowan as we step out of the car.
He takes my hand and walks me to the door. âMe too; I canât believe I never took you out on a date. I
plan to do it more often now.
We enter the house. The lights were still on, but Teresa was nowhere to be seen. She was probably in
either Irisâs room or the guest room across from it.
I stop and just look at the place. I always thought that Rowan built it and designed it with Emma in
mind. I didnât mind how the house looked; I just hated the interior because it was something Emma
liked, not me.
âWhat is it?â he asks when he notices that Iâve stopped.
âNothingâ
âAva, please, if something is bothering you, tell me,â he all but pleads.
Sighing tiredly, I face him. âI just never loved the interior of the house. This was supposed to be our
home, yet I always felt like I didnât belong because everything, down to the color scheme, was Emmaâs
favorite. I always felt like I was leaving in her shadow. Like I was living in a house meant to be hersâ
He crosses a few steps and comes to where I was standing. I watch him as he cups my cheeks.
âIâm sorry you felt that way.â He breathes, his forehead touching mine. âTomorrow Iâll call an interior
designer to change everything, or if you want, you can do it yourself. We can move to my condo while
they repaint the house, and then after weâll get rid of everything else that you donât want and buy new
ones that fit your taste.â
I stare at him, stunned. âReally? Youâre okay with that?â
âAbsoâfuckingâlutely. Iâll do anything to make you happy including tearing the whole god- damn house
down if thatâs what you wantâ
Damn, how the hell am I supposed to react to that?