Chapter 42
Ex-Husband’s Regret
Weâre done
Rowan
I watch as Emma excuses herself and stands up. I wouldnât have bothered with her if it wasnât for
the fact that she walks out minutes after Ava.
My gut was telling me to follow her. I couldnât get over the words Ava spoke to me about Emma. It
was fucking with my head and I needed answers. Especially after how Emma has been behaving.
The excitiment she had about coming here was now gone. I bet my fucking company itâs because
we learned that the function was hosted by Ava. That Ava wasnât a loser as she had thought.
None of the others had a problem except for her. Gabe had even asked a couple of ladies for a
fucking dance. As for Travis despite the mournful looks he gave Letty, he seemed fine being here.
Especially after Letty joined us at our table.
Slowly I stand up. I donât say anything even when the others give me weird looks.
I walk outside to find Ava and Emma standing face to face.
They were so focused on each other that I donât think they even noticed me.
âDo you think that just because youâre the founder of Hope foundation youâre now something?â
Emma asks Ava.
I hear as Ava sighs tiredly. âI donât have the time or energy to deal with you, Emma so could you step
aside?â
As I watched both of them something told me that Iâve been wrong all this time. That everything I
believed has been nothing but a fucking lie.
âYouâre nothing Ava. I keep telling you and nothing will change that. Having money wonât change the
fact that we all hate you Rowan especiallyâ Emma sneers but Ava isnât affected.
âAre you done? Because all I hear is the same bullshit youâve been spouting since you came back she
pauses before continuing. âNow if youâll excuse me, Iâm done with your nonsense
She goes to bypass her but Emma grabs her hand in a not so gentle manner. I was sure that it would
leave a damn bruise. I go to move but Ava rips her arm from Emmaâs
âRowan is mine, Ava stay the fuck away from him, Donât start thinking that youâre now his equal
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I couldnât see Emmaâs face since her back was turned to me. I could see Avaâs though and she was
starting to get pissed.
She throws her hand up in the air. âHow many times do I have to tell you Iâm not after Rowan? What will
it take to get it through your thick skull that Iâm over him? You can keep him for all I
care. I donât fucking want himâ
At her words, something uncomfortable settles inside me.
âI donât believe you! I saw him follow you to the balcony. You ruined my relationship with him. once, I
wonât let it happen again. Iâll do everything in my power to make sure you dont succeedâ Emmaâs voice
was hard as she spoke.
âIs that the reason why you lied to him? Why you continue pretending youâre the victim and Iâm the
villain? Did you even tell him that both times you accused me of hurting you, youâre the one that
brought drama to my house?â
My hands fist. I didnât know that. Emma had told me that Ava is the one that sought her out and like the
fool Iâm starting to believe I am, I believed her.
âIt doesnât matter. He only needed to know what I told him. Canât you see, Ava? Rowan will always take
my side against you. He will always believe me over you because he loves me while you mean nothing
to himâ she answers with pride in her voice.
I close my eyes against the truth. I wanted Ava to be wrong but she wasnât. How many times have I
believed others over her? How many times have I punished her for something someone lied
about?
The weight of just how unfair I might have been starts to set in. I hated that there was that possibilty.
Ava snorts, making me open my eyes. âItâs sad really. That you have to stoop so low just to keep him
You say you love him yet youâre manipulating him, lying to him What kind of love is that? His love for
you may be genuine but I doubt yours is. If it were then you wouldnât be using such dirty tricks on himâ
Before Emma can say anything, Ava continues.
What do you think will happen when Rowan find out you lied to him? When he finds out the things you
said about Noah?â
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My entire body freezes at the mention of my sonâs name. I wanted to know what was said, because
if there is one thing I will never tolerate, itâs anyone bad mouthing Noah.
âHeâll never find out, you know why? Because heâll believe whatever I tell him. Thatâs how much
he trusts meâ
âA trust youâve broken countless of times.â Ava lets out a breath. âRowan is my least favorite
person and I would gladly push him off a cliff for what he has put me through, but he doesnât deserve to
be blindsided by the woman he loves. The woman he has faithfully loved for years. Itâs
unfair to himâ 1
With that she again goes to step around Emma but she grabs her hand again.
âLet me go or I swear Iâll have my men kick you out like I did with Christine and Brendaâ Ava
wams, a dangerous tone in her voice.
I step out of the shadows. It was time for Emma and I to have a little chat.
âThat wonât be necessary. I promise I will deal with herâ
They both turn to me. Ava gets out of Emmaâs hold and leaves without giving us a second glance.
Emma is frozen. Looking like a deer caught in headlights.
âHow long have you been standing there?â she asks, her voice trembling.
âLong enough to know that youâve been lying to meâ I snarl, completely pissed off. âNow I want you to
tell me the truth right now, dare lie to me Emma and I fucking swear you wonât like itâ
She swallows before hesitantly nodding.
âDid Ava slap you two weeks ago?â I ask, my jaw clenched.
âYes?â
âWhy?â
She doesnât say anything. Just stares at the ground. Itâs fucking funny how she had a lot to say to Ava,
but now she was all of a sudden mute.
âFucking answer me Emma!â I boom, startling.
She had to realize I wasnât a boy anymore I wasnât the same guy that would ignore her flaws because
he loved her.
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âBâbecauseâ¦â she doesnât finish the sentence. Her mouth clamps shut and she looks at me with tears
filling her eyes.
âI donât like to waiting. Itâs either you answer me or I go find out the truth from Ava and trust me you
donât want that. I want to hear the truth from your fucking mouthâ
I see her throat move as she swallows hard. She was now cowering, but it didnt faze me
âIâI told her to keep Noah on a leash. That I wonât let him destroy my relationship with and if I had
to I would make you ship the brat off to a boarding school just so heâs away from usâ she was shaking
as the words poured out of her.
Stumbling, I try taking a steadying breath. Unable to believe what I was hearing. I believed her. I
supported her. I even went to Avaâs house and spewed all that shit because I was angry on her behalf,
when in truth she had lied to me.
The only truth she told was about the slap and even that she manipulated me in order to have her. I
now see why Ava slapped her. She was just as protective over Noah as I was.
Where the fuck did things go wrong? Emma has always been nice. She was the most kindhearted girl I
ever met. She didnât have a mean bone in her body. Thatâs why everybody loved her.
The woman standing before me was the complete opposite of the girl I knew and loved. Sheâs
malicious, envious and bitter. Characters I would have never associated with Emma.
âWeâre doneâ I manage to say through my clenched jaw.
âWâwhat?â she stammers, disbelief in her voice.
âItâs only because of the history we shared that I wonât make you pay, but no one and I mean no one
gets away with fucking with my son.â 2
âPlease donât do this, Rowanâ she cries trying to grab me. âThis is supposed to be our second. chanceâ
She throws herself at me but I gently entangle her from my body.
âMaybe and maybe notâ I tell her before walking away.
I hear her crying and calling my name but I donât turn back This time her tears donât move me
This was the best decision for us. Not only because of what she did, but also because my head was a
fucking mess
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I didnât want to hurt her but I also knew that would be inevitable with my current mental state. I
couldnât claim I loved her while thoughts of my exâwife occupied my entire head. I couldnât claim I
wanted to be with her when the thought of Ava with someone else manages to push me over the
edge. 1
I thought I didnât have any feelings for Ava, but what if I was fucking wrong this whole time?