Chapter 52
Ex-Husband’s Regret
A girl named Nora.
Ava
âFuckâ ine grunted shout makes me open my eyes.
Ethan was holding his shoulder, which was bleeding
âDrop the fucking gun Ethan or I swear Iâll blow your brains offâ Rowanâs angry voice penetrates
my foggy brain.
Heâs the last person I want to see right now. Mainly because Iâm ashamed. He tried warning me,
but I didnât fucking listen to him.
âI have the whole building surrounded, Ethan. Youâre outnumberedâ Rowans adds.
Just then I hear police sirens and sigh in relief.
Ethan lowers his gun, before putting it on the ground. His eyes are locked with mine. I want to
pull them away, but I canât. I want to be reminded of what a fool Iâve been this whole time.
âAva, darling look at meâ his voice pulls me from Ethanâs cold gaze. Itâs only then that I realize
that Rowan was standing in front of me. 2
Seeing his face up close brings tears to my eyes. The last words he said to me two months ago still
rings in my head.
I keep my eyes on him as he unlocks the chains. He was my anchor right now. Maybe if I focus on
him, I wonât drown in the treacherous water of pain.
âI got youâ he whispers softly, his voice full of kindness.
He hugs me to him and I have to fight back the tears that threaten to fall. My eyes collide once
again with Ethan. He was on the ground and the police were cuffing him. His wound was bleeding,
but no one seemed to care.
I watch as they take him away. My heart breaking at the loss of a future I thought we had together.
âAre you hurt?â Rowan asks me, pulling me away from his warmth.
I felt so cold now. So chilled. I not only felt the coldness on my skin, but it seeped into my
âAva?â
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I shake my head at his question. My mouth refusing to work. Refusing to say a single word Maybe if I
just pretended, everything will go away. Maybe Iâll wake up and realize it was all just a terrible.
dream
Nothing registers in my mind. I see Rowanâs mouth moving but I canât hear a thing. I see Travis
walking with a shocked Letty and Gabe walking in with some of the cops. It still doesnât register.
Nothing does.
I was numb. Or maybe I was beyond numb. I was completely broken.
Why did he do this to me? Why go through all the trouble to get to know me if he was always
planning to kill me? It didnât make any sense at all.
The more I thought about it. About us. The more I died inside.
I felt us moving. Rowanâs hand around my waist. Supporting me. I was so lost in my head and my
pain that I didnât realize we were even in a car until we hit a bump in the road.
The car ride didnât take long. We were soon parking outside the police station.
Brian greeted us and led us inside to take our statements. I donât remember all the things I said or
how long I had zoned out.
âAvaâ¦â Rowan shakes me gently.
I turn to look at him, only to find that we were in a white room. It wasnât just us, Travis, Gabe, Letty
and even Emma were all present.
Letty had a bandage wrapped around her head. I touch my own and find one too. I didnât even
know when it was done.
âThere was an ambulance at the warehouse. They checked you and put on the bandage to stop the
bleeding. Other than that, everything seemed fineâ. Rowan said as if he had read my mind.
âWhat is she doing here?â I ask, pointing at Emma.
The last thing I needed was Emma witnessing my pain.
No one answers. They all just look at me in sympathy. I look at the floor, unable to face them. I
was just about to ask all of them to leave, when the door opens.
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look back up. Ethan and Brian walk in.
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Ethan was still handcuffed, and his shoulder was bandaged. At least I think it was, since it was no
longer bleeding.
âSa, you requested to hear from Ethan and here he is. Maybe he can tell you why he fooled
everyone including our entire departmentâ Brian says tiredly.
âHe hasnât said anything?âTravis asks, pulling Letty who had tears in her eyes, closer.
I know how she must be feeling. I introduced her to Ethan, and we even hung out all three of us
together a few times. She must also feel betrayed like I was.
âNo, he refuses to say a thingâ Brian shakes his head.
I turn to face Ethan only to find him staring intently at me. His emotionless gaze sucked me in
right away.
âWhy? Why did you do this to me, Ethan?â my voice trembled as I spoke.
He stares at me. His cold gaze burned me. Gave me frostbite. I still donât know where all the
warmth he used to have went. Did he have a switch for his emotions, and he could just flip it on
and off when he wanted it? Or did none of it exist? If thatâs so then he was one hell of an actor.
âI wanted the company.â He simply said.
I was shocked that he had actually answered. I didnât expect him to
The shock is pushed back as what he said, registers. Soon, my surprise turns into confusion.
âWhat company?â I ask
I didnât have a Company. I invested in Companies, but I didnât have any of my own, like Rowan. The
only thing I had was Hope Foundation, and I donât see someone like Ethan being interested in an
organization for helping children.
âWhat company are you talking about, Ethan?â I push when he doesnât say a damn thing.
I needed to know what made him play me like that. What was so important that he would pull
such a hurtful stunt.
âI wanted your grandparentâs companyâ¦I worked so hard for it, so itâs only fair that it was given to
meâ he said leaving me more confused.
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âYouâre not making any sense.â I laugh humorlessly. âYou did that for a company that I have no nights
to If you wanted that company so bad, then you should have gone after Travis given it was
left in his nameâ
Travis giares at me, but I donât care. Everyone knows that my grandparents and father didnât leave
me a dime. I didnât even have shares in the family company like Emma did.
Ethan sighs tiredly before proceeding to unleash chaos. âIâm not talking about the Sharpâs. Iâm
talking about your real grandparentsâ.
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â Travis booms. âDonât listen to him, Ava. Itâs probably
bullshitâ
I keep quiet not agreeing with Travis.
âItâs not bullshit. Iâm telling the fucking truthâ Ethan grits out before turning to me. âTell me deep
inside youâve never felt that they arenât your family. Tell me youâve never doubted that you are
truly a Sharpâ
I want to deny his claims, but I canât. Iâve doubted it so many times that I once thought of having a
DNA test.
The way my parents and grandparents treated me since I was a kid was just so different from how
they treated Travis and Emma. I was always an afterthought. No one important to them. My needs
and happiness always came last.
My grandparents used to buy Travis and Emma toys and treats when they came to visit. I usually
got nothing. No hugs, no kisses. I got nothing but coldness and indifference from them. I never
understood why they were like that. It made me question if I was truly one of them.
âYou canât say anything because deep inside you know the truth. You know the Sharpâs arenât
your family. Thatâs why you never felt like one of themâ Ethan concludes when I didnât say
anything.
I look away. I didnât want any of them to see the truth in my eyes. To see the biggest insecurity
Iâve had for a long time.
âSo you really didnât see us as your family?â Travis asks in a small voice.
âDoes that surprise you?â I fire back. âI was never treated as part of your family. I was always the
outcast. The one looking in at the happy family while I was out in the coldâ
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âOh please, save us the pity party you have for yourselfâ Emma interrupts, sneering.
âWhat the hell is she even doing here?â Ethan and I ask at the same time.
I look at him before quickly pulling my gaze away.
âSheâs your family, Mrs. Sharpâ Brian says as if it makes sense.
âI donât know what drugs youâre smoking, but no one in this room, except for Letty, is my family
So I would prefer if they left, especially Emmaâ
I feel Rowan tense beside me, but I donât give a damn. What I said is the truth. Family cares for you
and no one here except Letty has ever cared for me.
âCan we just get back to Ethan?â Gabe asks after a while
Ethan shrugs. âIâm going to tell you a story about a girl named Noraâ he begins
âNora came from a middle class family. Her father was a preacher and both he and his mother
were staunch christians. She was raised to follow God and the bible religiously and she did until
she met a boy. Theodore was his name, though he preferred being called Theo.â
We were all entranced already as we listened to him. I had no idea where the story was going, but
it was all intriguing.
âThey met when they were eleven and even though she tried staying away from him, she couldnât.
They started out as friends then started dating at thirteen. Nora knew that it was against every
teaching she was taught, that her parents would kill her if they found out, but she was in love and
she couldnât let go of Theo and neither could he.â
âShe thought it would be simple. Hide her relationship with Theo until they graduated high
school. She planned to apply to a college far away from home, that would give her the freedom to
be with Theo the way she wanted. It was supposed to be easy and everything was working out
well until the unthinkable happenedâ
He takes a deep breath before continuing. âNora got pregnant at only fourteen. Theo was
supportive and he was going to take responsibility because he loved Nora, but her parents found
out. Her dad in particular went ballistic. He wanted her to get rid of the baby. Nora couldnât do that
to her child, so when she refused, her parents kicked her outâ
The more he talked, the more my heart got heavy. I donât know why, but I just felt like what he
was telling us was going to change everything. I donât think Iâm ready for any more changes.
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âYou see, Theoâs parents were kind and they were also fucking rich Iâm talking about owning a
whole damn city, kind of rich. After Theo explained everything to them, they understood. They were
disappointed in their son, but they took Nora in none the less.â
âEven though they were young, they decided to keep the bab. Her pregnancy progressed well and her
parents came to their senses when they realized they could benefit from this, after they found out who
exactly got their daughter pregnantâ
Damn, what kind of parents did Nora have? I ask myself. Using your daughter simply because you
found out that they boy that got her pregnant was from a rich family was despicable.
âA few months later, the parents showed their true colours. They demanded to keep the baby.
They thought they could use their grandchild to get monthly payments for the babyâs care. Nora,
Theo and his parents refused. It caused a big fight and to make them back off, Theoâs parents
promised to make a huge donation to their struggling churchâ
I watch as Ethan narrates the story. There was still no emotion in his eyes. He was like a robot.
Just narrating facts.
âNora went into labour unexpectedly. The baby wasnât due for another month, so no one expected
her to go into labour. Theo couldnât get to the hospital in time and his parents were on a business
trip. It was a long and difficult labour. When she finally delivered, there wasnât a cry. She
immediately knew that something was wrong. Given how young tired she was, she couldnât stay
awake, that, combined with the amount of blood she lost made her lose consciousnessâ
âWhen she woke up, she was given the most painful news. Her baby didnât make it. She was a still
birth⦠You can imagine how painful it was for all of them, especially for Nora and Theo. It was the
worst kind of pain losing their baby, a baby they had been looking forward to holdingâ
I swallow. Dread filling up every square inch of my body.
âWhy are you telling us this?â I choke out in fear.
âIâm telling you this because, Nora and Theo are my parentsâ he pauses, but his next words bring
me too my knees. 1
âMore importantly, they are your parents too. Youâre the child Nora was pregnant with when she
was fourteen. Youâre the baby that supposedly died during childbirthâ 13