Chapter Twenty-two
Never Hide
I wanted to pull back from Sky.
I wanted to cancel the rest of our dates. I wanted to delete his number out of my phone and move on with my life. Hell, I wanted to go to Neon City and forget he ever existed as I danced the night away with Briar and Laurel.
But I knew that I couldnât do that to him. Because I loved him.
And because Sky wasnât my ex, no matter how much my brain was telling me to run away and never look back. It wasnât fair to him for me to treat him like heâd already betrayed me, and it wasnât fair to me to miss out on a wonderful relationship because I was still holding onto the past.
And so, I decided to go in the opposite direction, doubling down on giving my all to Sky.
It was awkward at first as I tried to deal with my instincts telling me to avoid him at all costs, while my heart only wanted to get even closer to him. But eventually, I found my rhythm with Sky again, and I was hoping that he hadnât noticed my hot and cold behavior.
Sky and I were lying beside each other in his bed, my head resting against his chest. Weâd just finished having sex, which was always amazing, even when I was conflicted.
âWhat are you thinking about?â I asked, eager to know what was on his mind.
Maybe I shouldnât have asked that. For all I knew, he was working up the courage to end things with me, right before he walked down the aisle with Irene tomorrow--
No.
I needed to shut thoughts like that down before I fell too far down the rabbit hole.
âI want you to meet my father.â
âWhat?â I couldnât hide the surprise in my voice. âAre you sure thatâs a good idea?â
âI think he just needs to meet you,â he said, his tone a little distant. âAnd I think once he sees how incredible you are, heâs going to change his mind.â
âI donât know about that,â I commented. âHonestly, Sky, if he wants you to be with Irene, then he wants you to be with Irene. Besides, didnât you say that this was about merging the businesses, too?â
âIt is.â
âRight, so why would he ever want you to be with me?â I asked. âItâs not like I come from money or anything. Being with me wonât do anything for your business--â
âBeing with you would make me happy.â He smiled. âShouldnât that count for something?â
âIt should.â I sighed before smiling up at him. âFine. Iâll meet your dad. But I swear to God, if he says anything homophobic, Iâm walking out. But first, Iâll throw whatever Iâm drinking in his face.â
âUnderstood.â He lightly chuckled, gliding his fingertips along my shoulders.
* * *
Skyâs father looked just like him.
It was like staring in a funhouse mirror, except the reflection was mostly the same, just noticeably older with gray hair and a slightly wrinkled expression.
Edward, Sky, and I were at a steak place on Main Street, and even though Sky and I had just arrived a few minutes ago, I couldnât wait to leave. Edward was mostly quiet, staring over at me as his son carried the bulk of the conversation.
âAnyway, thatâs why I wanted you to meet Raven,â Sky went on. âI thought that if you two got to know each other, youâd realize that everyone here is on the same team.â
âI come in peace,â I joked.
Edward just furrowed his brow, as if I was speaking in an alien language.
âDid you want something to drink, Raven?â Sky asked as he handed me the drink menu, complete with various selections of expensive wines.
âI think Iâll pass,â I replied as I waved off the menu.
âYou donât drink?â Edward finally spoke to me.
âOh no, I drink. Just not when Iâm meeting someone new for the first time.â
âWhy not?â His eyes were on me, his stare unmoving. âAre you afraid youâll let people know how you really feel? Do you have to live your life in hiding, keeping everything that you want to say far, far away from your mouth?â
âI wouldnât say that Iâm hiding anything--â
âDid you know who my son was? When you first met? Is that why you took such an interest in him?â
âDad.â Skyâs tone was a warning.
âIâm sorry, son. I didnât mean to interrogate,â Edward said. âI just wanted to make sure that your friend is on the up and up. There are people out there who would take advantage of someone like you, Sky, and try to use them up for all the money in their wallets.â
âI actually own my own business,â I chimed in. âAnd I do pretty well for myself, too.â
Edward let out a harsh noise which sounded like it mightâve been his attempt at laughter. âYou do pretty well for yourself, do you? Would I recognize your name from the latest Fortune 500 list of CEOs?â
Ouch.
âDad. Stop,â Sky warned again. âRaven didnât know who I was, not until I told him.â
âFine. Iâll yield, Iâll yield.â Edward held up his hands before setting them back down on the table. âAnd Iâm sure youâre right, son. Iâm sure⦠Raven⦠is as good a person as any other.â
Even though he had just paid me a very general compliment, it still sounded like he thought Iâd crawled out of a swamp somewhere with the sole intention of sinking my claws into his son.
And as the night went on, I had a feeling that he was never going to change his opinion about me, despite having met me.