Chapter Seven
Never Hide
âWhy have a cake at all?â I joked to Clarissa as we stepped inside the bakery, my mind still on Skyâs insane suggestion earlier.
The bakery was mostly quiet, with a few patrons sitting near the back of the shop, their eyes glued to their laptops. Iâd been to this bakery before, quite a few times, and I always appreciated how laidback the place was. Even the music that played over the speakers sounded like it was made for the sole purpose of getting people to relax.
And the pastries? Incredible.
In fact, they were so incredible that Iâd avoided coming into this shop on an empty stomach, in fear of abandoning all self-control. Although today, I felt like Iâd be able to indulge my desire to fill up on their chocolate chip muffins or grab one of their delicious yet calorie-filled coffees to go.
âItâs like he has no idea what a wedding is supposed to be,â Clarissa joked back. âOh my God. Sky is seriously one of the funniest people I know.â
âIâm standing right here.â Sky frowned, glancing around the shop. âAnd you two are being ridiculous. You shouldnât have to have a cake at your wedding if you donât even like cake to begin with.â
âYouâre forgetting the first rule about weddings, Sky,â I spoke, walking over toward him.
âThe first rule of weddings?â
âYep.â I nodded. âThe very first rule? Your wedding isnât about you. If you wanted a wedding that was all about you, you could just get married in your backyard while youâre grilling something on the BBQ.â
âYeah, you could. Whatâs wrong with a wedding like that?â
âIn theory? Nothing,â I answered. âBut thatâs not what most brides want. Most brides want something memorable, something magical. They want something that their friends will talk about for the next five years--â
âSomething memorable? Something magical?â The head baker, Harriet, appeared from behind the counter with a warm smile on her face. âThat sounds like youâre looking for a slice of my double chocolate cake.â She beamed in my direction. âAh, Raven! So lovely to see you again.â
âYouâre on a first name basis with the employees here?â Clarissa asked. âIs this like your favorite place or something?â
âOr something,â I replied, not feeling like explaining to her that the bakery was the place I came to if I wanted to escape on my lunch hour, eager to get away from certain clients at work.
Eager to get a moment to myself, to breathe, when clients didnât know whether they wanted lilac ribbons or citrus ribbons.
Eager to take a break outside of the building when clients were trying to match their wall decorations to cake flavors.
Eager to step away from my clients when they were acting just like Clarissa.
However, instead of letting my dear friend know that she was edging nearer and nearer to full blown Bridezilla status, I smiled back at Harriet. âHey, Harriet! We were wondering if we could try some of your cupcake samples. Something to go along with the cake we ordered.â
âOoh, a wedding! Did someone finally sweep you off your feet?â Harriet asked before she looked over at Sky. She paused for a moment, then gave an approving nod. âI like him. He seems sturdy. Heâll be good to have as your husband during a time of great trouble.â
âOh, heâs not -- weâre not...â I struggled to string a sentence together, way too flustered by Harrietâs assumption.
âItâs my wedding,â Clarissa chimed in as she raised her hand. âIâm the one getting married. Me.â
âWell, then, congratulations.â Harriet smiled again. âHow about you all have a seat in that booth over there and Iâll bring you a few of our usual suspects?â
âSounds perfect,â I replied.
âAnd for you, Raven, Iâll bring you a muffin. On the house.â
âThat really wonât be necessary--â
âTake the muffin, take the muffin! Youâre still single. Thereâs no need to be on some diet just to keep a man around,â Harriet continued as she turned back toward the kitchen. âIâll be right out with everything, just you wait.â
* * *
Harriet had been right to bring me a muffin.
Because the longer I sat at this booth, the more it looked like I was going to need that muffin to get through the rest of this afternoon. I sat quietly while Clarissa did her own thing. Sky sat next to me, and Clarissa sat across from us.
I was about three bites into it while I watched Clarissa go back and forth between cupcake samples. Apparently, she didnât want to get her hands messy, because she was using a fork to eat cupcakes. Sheâd dip her fork into a chocolate cupcake before quickly veering back to a vanilla cupcake. Sheâd then sigh before dipping her fork into a caramel cupcake, then make a dissatisfied face before bringing her fork up to a red velvet cupcake--
âClarissa, come on. It canât be that hard,â Sky suggested, sitting right beside me. âJust pick whichever one you think tastes the best. Isnât that how this is supposed to work?â
âItâs not that simple, Sky!â Clarissa rolled her eyes in his direction. âIf the way the cupcakes taste doesnât go with the walls, itâs going to throw everything off!â
âWell, if itâs that important, you should probably get Trentâs input--â
âTrent! Shit!â Clarissa shouted, hastily getting up from the booth. âI forgot that his great aunt has that gluten allergy. I need to ask the baker if she can make us a batch of gluten-free cupcake samples.â
âI donât know if thatâs possible...â I started.
But Clarissa was already out of earshot, and I knew that continuing with what I was saying was a lost cause.
âSo, this is what you do?â Sky asked as he glanced over at me.
âAre you talking about the muffin eating? Or the wedding planning?â I took another small bite of my muffin, not caring about his potential judgment.
âThe muffin eating,â he chuckled. âYou donât really look like a muffin guy.â
âI donât know what that means, Sky.â
âI just mean⦠you lookâ¦â He leaned back toward the cushion of the booth. âI donât know how to say this without sounding⦠you know⦠but you look good.â
âGood?â
âYeah, you look like you⦠when youâre naked⦠youâd probably still look good⦠that wayâ¦â Skyâs face went red after he spoke, and he immediately looked away from me.
What the hell?
Was Sky hitting on me? Or was he just an awkward-as-hell compliment giver?
I quickly shook off his unexpected compliment, not interested in deciphering his actions any further than that. I didnât have time for Sky right now, especially if heâd just had a weird slip of the tongue.
I needed to figure out this cupcake situation, and I needed to figure it out fast if I was ever going to get out of this bakery before it was closing time.
âHere,â I said as I handed Sky a chocolate cupcake that Clarissa hadnât touched yet.
âAre we allowed to touch the samples, too?â His question seemed earnest.
I couldnât help but laugh in response. âHow else are we supposed to have an opinion?â
âI donât think Clarissa really wants us to have opinions,â Sky replied. âI think she just wants us to reinforce her opinions. Sometimes, it feels like she already knows what she wants to do, and weâre just propping her up.â
âWelcome to wedding planning,â I quipped as I dipped my fork into my own cupcake sample.
Apparently, I didnât want cupcake all over my hands either.
It looked like a swirl of strawberry mixed with a swirl of vanilla. Once the bite of cupcake had landed on my lips, my eyes widened with surprise.
âOh my God. This is one of the best things Iâve ever tasted,â I murmured, holding my fork up toward Sky, who was seated next to me. âSky, you have to try this--â
Before Iâd even finished my sentence, I noticed that there was now a small piece of cake slowly tumbling down his right cheek.
I didnât know how, but in my excitement about the cake, I mustâve accidentally flung it from my fork and right into Skyâs face.
I found myself laughing as I watched the piece of cupcake tumble onto the table.
âSorry! Iâm so sorry!â I apologized through my laughter. âI had no idea that was going to happen! I promise!â
âYouâre not acting very sorry, Raven,â Sky remarked, a smirk playing at the sides of his mouth.
âIâm sorry! I promise!â I tried to apologize again; this time only barely able to contain my amusement. âHere, let me get a napkin and clean that up--â
In that same moment, I felt something soft and sticky tumbling down the right side of my own face.
Skyâs smirk had turned into a full-blown chuckle as his eyes met mine. âYou know what? That is pretty funny.â
âDid you just throw cake at my face?â I let out a faux indignant scoff.
âYou started it.â
âYeah? And Iâll finish it, too!â I joked before I dipped my fork back into my sample cupcake.
I aimed right for Skyâs face, which is when I noticed that he was doing the same.
And again, Sky and I seemed to be in a staring contest, our fingers pressing the tines of our respective forks back, as if we were waiting on orders to launch an attack.
âDonât. You. Dare,â he instructed.
âPeace was never an option for us, Sky,â I answered, letting go of my forkâs tines, sending a small sampling of cake right onto his face.
Sky playfully lunged at me, pinning my wrists above my head while he held me against the boothâs shiny, red seating. I knew that in this position no one wouldâve been able to see us, at least not any of the other patrons in the bakery.
Which was a good revelation, since it turned out that Sky was hard.
It took me a moment to realize what was pressing against the crotch of my jeans, as I briefly wondered if Sky carried his wallet in a somewhat interesting way.
But once it hit me that his hardened cock was right above mine, I was struck with a sense of confusion that quickly spread like wildfire through my veins.
Sky was straight, wasnât he?
Him being hard didnât make any sense, unless he was already turned on about something else before weâd started our impromptu cake fight. But why would he have started something like that when he had to know about the bulge in his pants?
Maybe he didnât know.
Maybe halfway through our playing around, heâd gotten hard and it hadnât even hit him yet.
Not wanting to make things weird, I pretended not to notice the way his cock seemed to strain against the fabric of his pants. Instead, I slightly adjusted the position of my hips underneath his own, trying to stealthily move them away from his crotch so he wouldnât have to be embarrassed about getting hard in public.
âUm, Sky? You might want toâ¦â I didnât know how to finish the phrase, so I just quietly tilted my head down toward his pants area.
âYouâre beautiful.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre beautiful,â he continued. âDo you have any idea how beautiful you are?â
âSkyâ¦â I felt like Iâd been rendered speechless by his words. âI⦠I donâtâ¦â
He interrupted my response by bending down even further, not stopping until his mouth was pressed against my cheek, and his tongue was licking the sample right off my skin.
I shivered beneath him, my own cock starting to harden.
Sky moved his mouth away from my skin and came back up to look into my eyes. Without saying a word, he brought his lips back down toward mine, our mouths almost grazing each otherâ¦
Almost.
âWhat the hell? I asked for a gluten-free sampler for the cupcakes, and the chef back there told me that if I wanted something gluten-free, I shouldâve requested that weeks ago. Can you believe that? I thought bakeries were supposed to be accommodating!â Clarissa whined.
As she spoke, Sky moved several feet away from me, almost sitting at the opposite end of the booth. âThat really sucks, Clarissa. Sorry you donât get to try more cupcakes.â
I wanted to laugh at his obvious sarcasm, but I was way too unnerved by what had just happened between us.
What had just happened between us?
Sky had called me beautiful. He had held my wrists above my head. He was hard.
If I didnât know any better -- and I didnât -- I wouldâve guessed that Sky wasnât 100% straight. I also wouldâve guessed that he wanted to get to know me as more than a friend, and that he wanted us to stay a secret.
Which wasnât going to happen.
I wasnât interested in being another straight guyâs toy that he could take out of his closet whenever he wanted to play, but as soon as things got too real, heâd stuff me right back into the closet, without a second thought.
âWhat do you think I should do, Raven? I should file a formal complaint, right? Maybe write a bad review on Yelp?â Clarissa asked.
âI think you should just choose from the samples you already tried, Clarissa,â I replied. âAnd I think if you ask Harriet nicely, she can have a gluten-free version of the cupcakes for you by the day of your wedding.â
âFine.â Clarissa looked upset, as if sheâd been looking forward to raising hell inside the bakery. âIn that case, I think Iâll go with the vanilla cupcakes with the buttercream frosting.â
âThatâs a really good choice,â I assured her. âI think itâll go perfectly with the decorations and everything.â
âYeah, it looks like youâre a fan,â she chuckled, grabbing a napkin off the table, and offering it to me. âWhat happened to your face? Thereâs cake bits everywhere.â
âNothing,â I lied as I started to wipe the rest of the evidence off my cheek.
As I finished wiping my face, I caught Sky staring at me out of the corner of my eye.
I wanted to tell him to relax, that I wasnât going to suddenly tell Clarissa that he wasnât 100% straight, that I wasnât going to suddenly run to the press and tell anyone whoâd listen that he had called me beautiful, that he had been hard, that he had pinned my wrists above my head.
Once I was done with the napkin, I looked between Clarissa and Sky, offering them both one of my biggest and brightest fake smiles. âReady to head out?â