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Don't Hug Me I'm Scared {Billie Eilish}
Dahlia's POV
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"You think your legs will stop shaking after a while or am I gonna need to carry you all night?" Billie questioned quietly before opening the door and gesturing for me to go in. I glared at her as I walked past her and back into the prom room. "Hey, don't look at me like that. You asked for it."
"There you two are!" Caden ran over to us quickly. "It's been two and a half hours! I thought you guys got kidnapped, where the hell have you been?!" He questioned.
"I told him y'all were probably just somewhere fucking. He wouldn't listen to me." Cadence rolled her eyes.
"Well, for all we knew, you guys could've been in the back of a god damn van halfway to New Mexico by now! Next time you two assholes wanna go fuck for two hours, you let me know first!" He yelled. "And...And did you two have sex? Are you together again?" He asked, his smile growing.
"They either had sex or got into a fistfight. I've never seen a dress on so crooked in my life." Cadence snickered as she tried to help me adjust my dress. I blushed. We tried to fix up before we left the bathroom, but apparently, we didn't do a good job.
"We're back together." I mumbled shyly.
"Took you two assholes long enough," Bea smirked as she came over, Heidi clinging to her and seemingly a little tipsy. "Don't break up again or I'm gonna whoop your asses."
"We won't." Billie smiled, lifting our intertwined hands up to her mouth and planting a kiss on mine. "Sorry we were gone for so long."
"It's fine. You missed the prom king and queen announcements though. Jacob Wesley and his punk ass girlfriend won." Cadence rolled her eyes. "You're lucky you missed the make-out session they had on the stage."
We were too busy having our own make-out session to see theirs. We really are lucky.
"Cora and Liza are shoving food in their purses and I think we're all about to head out in a few. You guys want anything?"
"Well, if they had some containers I'd ask her to get me some Mac and cheese." I sighed as I thought about it. That was really good Mac and cheese.
"Liza brought her own. I'll go tell her. You want anything, Billie?" Cadence asked.
"I'm good. I'm on a strict 'no purse food' diet." Billie smirked.
They all walked away and Billie and I walked back to our table, where the rest of our friends were.
"Hand holding. They're holding hands. It's happening! Shut the fuck up, it's happening!" Hudson whispered, frantically tapping Gigi's shoulder. He looked at us and smiled.
"I told you the nice lesbians get back together soon. My favorite couple other than me and my pretty Cadence. And Jim and Pam."
"You are so precious, do you know that?" I held my hand over my heart and pouted as I looked at him. His smiled widened.
"Yes, people tell me this a lot. I try to be humble, though. Thank you, beautiful Dahlia."
"Alright, Italy, tone it down." Billie grumbled as she yanked me away from him and made sure we sat down all the way across the table.
We sat there for about twenty minutes talking as we waited for the twins, Cora, and Liza to get back from the food table.
"So, we're gonna go to the park right? That's good with everybody?" Bea asked. We all agreed.
Instead of going to a restaurant after prom like we originally planned, we're just gonna go to the park. None of us are hungry after eating all the prom food anyway, so it'd just be a waste of money, but we still aren't ready to go home yet so we needed something to do.
"Alright, we now have a purse full of food to take with us." Cora grinned as they came back over. "We ready?"
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"Shit, I missed this." Billie mumbled before kissing me once again. I could barely breatheâWe'd been making out for a solid ten minutes now and we hadn't pulled away long enough to take a breath much this whole time. Every time I tried to pull away her lips chased mine and every time I felt like she was even thinking about pulling away, I put my hand on the back of her head to prevent her from doing so.
I missed the feeling of her soft lips pressed against mine, her tongue exploring my mouth and mine fighting her's for dominance. I missed having her hands all over meâand I do mean all over me. She couldn't seem to decide where to keep them. One minute they were gripping my ass, the next they were resting on my waist, the next they were traveling down my spine and resting on the curve of my back, then they were sliding down my stomach, gripping the material of my dress and pulling it up a little. Then they were gripping my breast and then moving further up to grab my throat, then landing on my cheek, cupping my face softly.
Wherever she put them, I didn't mind. It felt good. I really, really missed her touching me.
I felt like I was fading in and out, losing connection with the rest of the world like you do when you're talking on a phone while going through a tunnel. I was too focused on her to care about anything else.
For a few seconds here and there, I could hear crickets chirping and our friends laughing a little ways away, around the building we'd hid behind with the excuse that we needed to 'talk' again. I could hear cars driving by every now and then, I could feel the wind blowing our hair, I could feel the cold night air hitting my skin. But then all that shit would melt away and all I could think about was her lips on mine, her hands all over me, and the fact that I wanted to feel her skin on mine too.
"Fuck," I muttered when I was finally able to pull away from her for a few seconds. I had intentions of saying something else. Something along the lines of 'maybe we should get back to our friends before one of them walks around here and sees us' or 'maybe we should chill out and not get too carried away', but the second I looked at her my mind went blank. Her lips were swollen, her face was flushed, her pupils were dilated. She was panting and her eyebrows were furrowed and she was biting her lip... "Fuck." I whispered once again before bringing my lips back to hers.
Every now and then she'd let out a little moan, a soft whimper, a satisfied groan, or a small gasp. The sound always traveled from my ears, through my body, and right into my core.
I kept thinking about what we did in that damn bathroom and desperately wishing that we could do it once again. I'm still a little soreâshe fucked me like six timesâbut I don't give a shit.
"Dahlia," She pulled away from me for a second to whisper. "Dahlia. Dahlia. Dahlia, baby. Dahliaâ" Every time she pulled away I followed her lips closely until she finally pushed my chest a little.
I shook my head a little as I realized she wanted me to stop and tried to catch my breath as I searched her eyes. "W-What? What's wrong?"
"UghâI think theyâ" She looked flustered as she tried to find her words. She pointed weakly in the direction that we'd come from and now that we weren't busy making out, my senses were finally starting to come back to me.
"âPublic place! We can be here if we want and if you have a problem with it then you can leave!"
I groaned as I heard the yelling. I rested my forehead on Billie's shoulder, not wanting to deal with it but knowing that we'd have to.
"I'm gonna beat her fucking ass," Billie growled before grabbing my hand and dragging me behind her. "No, you're not! Billie, we're together now and that's all that matters, we don't need any fist fights breaking out on prom night. Just chill and let me handle her, okay?"
"No."
"Billie, I swear to god if you touch her I'm gonna be so mad," I warned her. "Let me deal with her."
"I'll give you two minutes to say whatever it is you wanna say to her." She muttered.
When we rounded the building and got closer to our group of friends, we noticed them squaring off with Luna, Jaylen, and their rat ass friends.
"What the fuck is happening?" I asked quickly as I went to stand in front of Luna.
"That bitch and her stupid ass friends came out of nowhere on some bullshit, that's what happened." Cadence spat.
My eyes flickered down to Luna's hand and I caught sight of the ring she was wearing. Not my fucking ring. Billie gave me my ring back when we were in the car.
She smirked as she saw me looking at it and lifted her hand up. "Still upset about this, huh?" I'm guessing she didn't notice that Billie was behind me, a little hidden by the rest of our friends.
"How much did you spend getting that shit made? And why does it still look cheap?" I raised a brow.
"The fuck are you talking about?"
I lifted my hand up, smirking as I showed her the ring on my finger. "This one is real," I informed her. "And you're absolutely pathetic."
"No, you're pathetic." She spat. "You think Billie actually gives a damn about you? When are you gonna get it through your thick skull, Dahlia? You're just a fucking replacement. Billie loves me and she has since way before you came along."
"You're so fucking hung up on the past, it's ridiculous! Get over it, Luna!" I rolled my eyes.
"The past? You think what we had is in the past? No, it's only getting started! Why do you think she ran back to me the first time you two had a big fight and broke up? She will always run back to me, no matter what. She loves me, Dahlia. Not you!"
"Wrong." Billie said as she made her presence known. Luna crossed her arms over her chest and shook her head. "Why are you always pulling some fuck shit at school dances, Luna? I don't know why you're obsessed with me, but it's fucking annoying. Duplicating my baby's ring? Are you kidding me?" She raised her brows.
"Looks better on me anyway," Luna shrugged. "Come on, Billie. This is stupid. You need to stop playing these stupid ass games and just admit that you want me back. You're not over me! You'll never be over me! Stop being a pussy and dump Dahlia so we can get back to how we were before."
"This bitch is dumb stupid." I heard Julia mumble.
"Tell your fat friend to shut the fuck up and mind her business!" Luna spat.
"She's not fat, she's pregnant, you stupid bitch!" Heidi piped up.
"Oh, so you're the slut who got knocked up?" Luna chuckled, raising a brow. "Yikes. Guess that's what happens when you can't keep your legs closed, huh?"
"That's it!" Billie yelled. I shoved her back as she lunged for Luna and stood between them, making sure she couldn't get to her. "Let me handle this, Billie. I think this is between me and her. We're gonna talk about it, and you're gonna let me handle it all by myself like the big girl I am." I told her sternly.
I turned to Luna and grabbed her by her arm, yanking her away from everyone else and dragging her toward the corner of the building, where Billie and I had just come from. "We'll be back!" I shouted.
"Let me go!" Luna spat, trying to pry my fingers off of her. When we finally made it around the corner I shoved her quickly, letting her go. "We can either talk this out like civil young adultsâ" I started. She shoved me back and I fell down.
Or not.
I narrowed my eyes as I got up and got into her face. "Lunaâ"
"Billie and I would still be together if it wasn't for you!" She shouted.
"I didn't break you two up! You guys were over long before I came into the picture! You're literally just mad because Billie moved the fuck on from you!"
"Yeah, exactly! She was never supposed to fucking move on! She never did, not until you came along and fucked what we had up. Before you came along, Billie and I would break up and makeup and break up again, over and over and over, but I always knew she'd come running back to me in the end! If you weren't around then Billie wouldn't be distracted by you and she'd eventually agree to get back together with me just like she always used to do. I had her right where I wanted her, Dahlia, and you ruined that. She was just like a fucking puppy, I had her practically fucking trained and you just had to come along and ruinâ"
I shook my head and punched her in the mouth as hard as I could. I didn't give her the opportunity to retaliate as I shoved her into the hard brick wall behind her, not caring that she hit her head as I did. I punched her again for good measure too. "Yikes," I mumbled. "Guess that's what happens when you can't keep your mouth closed, huh?" I tilted my head, mocking her.
She shoved me away from her and tried to punch me back but I stepped out of the way quickly. I grabbed her by her throat and the back of her hair and stuck a leg out to trip her, slamming her face first onto the concrete, her hand flying up to her mouth immediately after. I could already see the blood pouring out of it as I climbed on top of her.
"Get the fuck off of me!" She yelled as I pushed her face into the gravel. She let out a few yelps as I began pushing her face back and forth, scraping it on the harsh ground.
When I got tired of that, I turned her around so that she was lying on her back and straddled her, grabbing both of her hands and pinning them above her head with one of my own hands and using the other one to squeeze her throat. She tried to struggle, but it wasn't all that difficult to restrain her.
I stared at the blood pouring out of her mouth and from the scrapes on her cheek for a few moments before letting my eyes travel back up to hers.
"Luna, you know you're too damn weak to be trying to fight somebody. This is seriously too easy." I shook my head. "I've had about enough of you, little bitch. I'm not trying to fight you, I'm not trying to have any drama with you. Not tonight."
"Well thenâ"
"Shut the fuck up when I'm talking, bitch!" I ordered. "Billie is over you. She doesn't want your ass back and she's with me now. That's my girl, and I don't appreciate you fucking with my girl. She's mine. Mine, mine, mine. Keyword; mine! Get it through your thick fucking skull right the fuck now because I won't tell you again."
"I've been playing these childish ass games with you for too long and this is getting ridiculous. I let you disrespect me too many times and this is the last straw. Billie and I just got back together after three whole ass motherfucking months of us being broken up and I'll be damned if I let some raggedy little bitch like you try to get in the middle of us!"
"I've been trying to avoid confrontation, I've been trying to be cool with everything and let everything slide, I've been trying to be mature and handle shit the right way, but that's over and done with now. I'm not playing with you anymore, bitch. Let me find out you've been looking at my girl, talking to my girl, trying to get back with my girl, thinking about my girl, dreaming about my girl, or even dreaming of thinking about my girl. I will end your whole fucking life, don't try me. I'd kill for that bitch, I swear on my entire life."
I shook my head and sighed as I got off of her, yanking her up by her hair and shoving her face first into the wall. She fell down once again, her eyes widening as I stood over her. "You think Billie can be scary?" I snickered. "You have no idea what I'm capable of. I'm begging you to try some dumb shit again."
She stood up slowly, watching me carefully and put her hands up in defense. "O-Okay, so you don't want me to be with her? Fine. You be with me."
"Are you fucking stupid?"
"If I can't have her then I want you. You're tough. You're not scared of me. I like that. We canâ"
I punched her once again, knocking her right back down. I kicked her in the side as hard as I could for good measure. "Why the fuck would I ever want you? Why would anybody want you, Luna? You're a slimy little snake who doesn't even know what she wants. You think I'd ever even consider being with you instead of Billie?"
"Let me go back to my friends." She tried to sound like she wasn't scared, but she failed.
"Sure thing, babe." I smiled, pulling her up again. I held on tightly to her wrist as I glared into her eyes. "I hope you know that if I see you around Billie again I will gut you like a fish. If you try this shit again I will end your life. If you try to get with Billie again I will ruin you. If you disrespect me again by even thinking that you have a chance with me, I'll end you. You hear me?"
"L-Let me go."
"We'll walk back together." I wrapped my arm around her waist and held her close to my side, not allowing her to get away no matter how much she squirmed. Eventually, she stopped trying.
We walked around the building again and headed over to our friends, me with a large smile on my face and her with bruises forming on hers...And I think I knocked out a tooth. Yikes.
"HolyâWhat the fuck did you do to her?!" Jaylen screeched as she ran over to us, shoving me away.
I shrugged. "We talked about things. Settled it."
I walked back over to Billie who looked just as shocked as everyone else. "If I ever see you talking to her again, if I ever see you hanging around her again..." I chuckled and narrowed my eyes at her. "I'm gonna beat the living shit out of her. And it's over."
"Well, yes ma'am."
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A/N: alright so nobody panic but
This is the last chapter I'm posting for a day or three. Idk how long but I need a lil break lmao. I gotta write some more and I also wanna have a day to just chill and binge watch some shit. ð¤
It won't be a long ass break tho so no worries.