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Chapter 123

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Don't Hug Me I'm Scared {Billie Eilish}

A/N: I am SO sorry about the lack of updates! It's been a stressful & honestly shitty few days & I had writer's block. Usually it doesn't matter bc I have tons of drafts saved but I didn't this time. Gonna be writing like crazy & hopefully updating like crazy too to make up for it 🖤 Although im honestly not sure how much I'll be updating because im gonna be going on a vacation with my family on Thursday (hopefully) but I'll still try!

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**Wednesday, May 29th**

**The play**

Dahlia's POV

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"I can't believe my brother is graduating in two days!" I grunted as I lifted a large box of clothes onto the table. "And Julia! And Ori! I'm losing all my friends!"

"Well, most of your friends are juniors, but go off," Caden mumbled as he began putting name tags on all the clothes so that people could know which costume was there's. "I can't wait to see them all graduate. Friday is the absolute last day of school. The second the seniors graduate, we're officially gonna be seniors!" He grinned.

"I thought you were sad about that? What happened to you wanting to stay in junior year forever?" I smirked.

"Fuck that. I'm ready to get out this bitch." He laughed. I shrugged my shoulders and went to hang the costumes he'd already tagged on the rack across from us.

We're currently backstage, sorting the costumes before tonight. I'm really excited to be honest. I mean, we've all worked really hard on this play! I want it to be absolutely fucking perfect.

Everyone seems to be pretty confident. The costumes look really good, everybody seems to know their lines, everybody knows their cues, the props are amazing, and we sold all the tickets! The auditorium is gonna be jam-packed and I'm super excited for everybody to see what we've done.

I was really thinking about not joining any clubs next year, seeing as I kind of sucked at being in the ones I was in this year, and of course, I don't want this bullshit to happen all over again next year. But I don't know. I might just give drama club another chance!

"I cannot believe we're about to be seniors," I shook my head, grinning. "We're about to be on some real grown bitch shit."

"Yeah, I'm excited to do the senior prank and shit." He smirked. "I can't wait for it to be perfectly legal for me to key somebody's car and throw thumbtacks all over the gym floor and put hot sauce in all the staff's coffee!"

"Um, Caden, I don't think—"

"It's gonna be so much fun!" He yelled, cutting me off. I just shrugged my shoulders and went back to what I was doing, not wanting to kill his dreams just yet.

We finished with the clothes about thirty minutes later, and after we were done with them we decided to go sit in the front row and watch everyone run through their lines.

Billie had saved me a seat between her and Kit. I smiled as I greeted them both before turning to look at Kit. "Aren't you supposed to be moving today?" I raised my brows.

Everything went well with her and Julia and today's the day they officially got the keys to the house and could start moving in.

She shrugged and sent me a lazy smile. "I've got my goons moving my shit in for me."

"Your goons?" I tilted my head, chuckling.

"My auntie's two wannabe boyfriends. They're both tryna impress her or some shit, and being nice to me is one of the ways they're trying to do it. They offered to move all my shit for me, free of charge."

"Nice." I nodded.

"It's show night! You should have your facial expressions down by now! Why are you delivering that line and looking happy?! You need to look like you are going through it!" Cadence screamed through the pink, diamond-encrusted megaphone that some dumbass gave her as she came to stand in front of us. When she was done yelling at everyone on the stage for all kinds of different reasons, she looked at us and smiled, pointing at her megaphone. "Pretty cool, right?"

"I hope you drop it in the bottom of an ocean." Billie grumbled.

Cadence flipped her off before shoving her over so that she could squeeze into the tiny seat with her, turning to grin at me after she did. "This is going to be the best play this school has ever put on!"

"I'm sure it will be. We've all worked super hard!" I smiled. "Mrs. East said that Principal Myers is gonna be sitting front row, so I can't wait to see his face when he sees how good we've done."

"I can't wait to see his bastard ass face either," She grumbled. "He better not ever pull this shit again. This is the last time I ever try to pull a whole play together in one month."

***

**Two hours before the play**

"—And she was literally flirting with Liza right in front of me so then I was like, ugh, hello? That's my girlfriend, you know? And she just looked at me like I was stupid and went right back to what she was doing and then somehow it came up that you're my sister and she had the audacity to say some slick shit so I— " Cora followed me literally everywhere I went, talking at the speed of lightning about some girl Liza had befriended which she didn't seem to like.

As interested as I was in hearing about my sister's problems, I really didn't have the time. The play is happening in just a few hours and every time I think I've got everything that I needed to get done done, something else pops up.

I'm so ready to just get this whole thing over with. I'm not even going on stage but I'm nervous as shit. My anxiety is through the roof and I feel like I'm about to pass out yet again.

"—After I said that, Liza got all mad and shit and she was all 'Oh my god, why would you say something so rude to my new friend who's clearly more important to me than you are despite the fact that you're my girlfriend?!' I mean, she didn't actually say that, but that's what it seemed like she was saying because why would she even care about that stupid bitch more than me? Why'd she care how that bitch felt? And Liza didn't say anything to her ass when she was talking all that shit about me! I mean, she literally stood there and said—"

I'm pretty sure six hundred people are showing up tonight and I'm so fucking shook about that. Who the fuck would've thunk it? Who would've thunk it?! Six hundred people showing up to a school play.

I guess that's not that many considering how many people go to our school. Everyone in the play invited all their family and friends and then of course we sold tickets to everyone willing to buy them. But six hundred people is a lot of people to be performing in front of!

And what if I accidentally help someone change into the wrong outfit?! What if I send someone onto the stage looking like an absolute idiot because I gave them the wrong costume?! It'll be all my fault! Cadence will be pissed, Mrs. East will be pissed, the audience will be pissed—

"—And after a while, I was just done with the whole fucking thing so I was like 'okay, since you guys are such good friends I guess you won't mind if I dip then!' And Liza had the audacity to get an attitude and she was all like 'actually we don't mind at all because you've been a bitch the whole time you were here' and I was embarrassed as fuck because why would she say that shit in front of that stupid bitch—"

"Girl, can't you wait to tell me about this some other time?" I turned to her, raising a brow. She crossed her arms over her chest and scoffed. "I'm sorry, are my problems not important to you?!"

"I didn't say—"

"Oh my god, there's a rip in my pants!" Some guy screamed at the top of his lungs. I sighed and let out a groan. "We'll talk about this later." I told her before running off.

***

"Break a leg, baby!" I grinned after helping Billie get her shirt on. She sent me a look. "Now why would you say that shit? You know I break my bones pretty easily."

"You know what the fuck I meant," I grumbled before pecking her on the lips. "Now you go out there and act your ass off!"

"I don't have any lines and I'm literally only on stage for like a minute—"

"I said what I said!" I yelled before shoving her toward the stage.

The play is just about to start and I can already hear the audience. They're pretty loud, but I'm sure they'll get quiet when it starts.

I'm nervous as fuck, but I can't be nearly as nervous as Cadence is. She's been ranting to anybody within listening distance about how our actors can't seem to control their facial expressions.

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god! It's happening! It's starting! It's happening!" She screeched, running over to me and grabbing my arm before jumping up and down.

"Annie!

Annie!

It's okay. Everything's gonna be all right.

There, there.

It was only a dream, Molly. It's all right.

How am I supposed to get any sleep?

It was only a dream. Everything's all right.

Molly shouldn't be in this room.

She's a baby. She cries all the time.

She wets the bed.

I do not!

You're the one who shouldn't be in here!

Brat, stop! We're gonna get in trouble.

Go, Duffy! Go!

Oh, my goodness! Oh, my goodness!

Cut it out!

I mean it! Do you want Miss Hannigan to come in?

Go back to bed.

Now. Or you'll have me to deal with."

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!" She screamed every time somebody said a line. As ridiculous as I knew it looked, I couldn't help but to join in with her. Soon enough, Hudson and Ori joined in with us too.

"Dude, who the hell is that kid that's playing Rooster? He looks like he's slow!" Some rude ass bitch yelled from the crowd.

I'm pretty sure that was Jacob Wesley's voice. That fucking bastard.

Some people shushed him and tried to continue watching the play, and Madison continued on delivering his lines and acted as if he didn't hear a thing, which me and Cadence were so proud of.

Jacob continued yelling out things as the play progressed, though, and finally, some guy stood up from his seat and yelled at him. "Dude! Shut the fuck up, don't you see there's a play going on here?!" He yelled at the top of his lungs.

I guess it was a nice gesture, but it didn't help a damn thing. He'd yelled louder than Jacob had been, which shocked some of the people on the stage which caused a small delay in the delivery of their lines.

Billie's time on stage was up, so she ran backstage and kissed me before shaking her head. "Why did Jasper have to invite him? And why the hell did he have to sit front row?" She rolled her eyes.

"I don't know, I just hope—"

"You two kids need to sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up!" Some old lady stood up and yelled, cutting off the loud argument that Jacob and that guy had gotten into.

"Aye, yo! Somebody tell the old bitch to sit down! I can't see!"

"Don't be fucking rude! Is that how you'd treat your granny?!"

"My grandma's old ass wouldn't be at a play in the first place so I don't fucking know!"

"I may be old, but I can still whoop your little ass, I know that!

"Oh no, ma'am. You better sit down before you fall down! That cheap-ass cane you got ain't supporting shit!"

"If you wanna buy me another one then go ahead!" She screamed. The people around her let out loud gasps as she almost fell down to the ground after getting too excited.

"Y'all see? I told y'all. And if her old ass hadn't stood up and gotten involved in a conversation that wasn't her business in the first place, that never would've happened."

"Shut the fuck up guys, seriously! I'm trying to hear the play!"

"Let's see how much shit you'll be able to talk when I shove my cane down your throat!" The old lady yelled. The people around her held her back as she tried to get to the guy she'd been arguing with, so she opted to throw her cane full force at him instead. He ducked and the cane slapped a random girl in the face.

"Oh, no bitch!" She yelled. "I was just trying to sit here and watch the damn play—"

"Language, Lilian!" What seemed to be the girl's mother slapped her arm.

"Oh my fucking god, everybody shut up!" Cadence yelled through her megaphone. The people on stage stopped talking and looked at her and she quickly shook her head. "Not you guys! Everyone on the stage, continue!" She whisper yelled.

"These people are wildin' for real." Kit's voice made us all jump. I turned to look at her and saw her munching on a bag of Doritos. "What are you doing back here? You're supposed to be out in the crowd!" I laughed.

She merely shrugged. "Bitches was tryna fuck right in this auditorium. I got tired of swatting them off so I decided to come back here."

"Life must be so hard for you." Ori grumbled.

"I try not to complain too much, but—" She smirked, shrugging her shoulders again.

"Maybe this is why we don't do plays that often." I mumbled after noticing that people were still arguing, although they were at least doing it quietly now.

***

"Mr. Warbucks, for a Republican, you are sinfully handsome.

I go absolutely weak in the knees over men like you.

My God, is that thing real?

Just sign the papers.

Would you like to see the bedroom, my billiard ball?"

We were a good bit through the play when the chaos ensued. One moment everything was fine and dandy. People had stopped their petty little arguments long ago and had actually gotten pretty interested in the play. Everyone was delivering their lines perfectly and putting on an amazing performance.

The next moment, I was being shoved out of the way of the stage entrance and onto the ground.

"What the fuck?!" I heard Billie yell as she squatted down to help me up. I heard the audience gasping loudly and Cadence began screaming about how this wasn't a part of the play and everything was about to be ruined.

I stood up and turned to look at the stage again, gasping as I noticed that Rufus was up there, seemingly intoxicated. I also noticed that he'd apparently snatched Cadence's megaphone because he was holding it in his left hand.

"I'm supposed to be in the play now! I—I'm basically an extra, but someone else is supposed to be playing my part tonight because of an incident in the bathroom which sent me to the hospital and—but I'm back!" He slurred.

I sighed and squeezed my eyes shut. I literally can't believe he's doing this. This play was supposed to be great and I think he just ruined it. Just like that.

"What the fucking fuck?!" Cadence screamed. "Well, if he's gonna fucking play his part then he better know his few fucking lines!" She raged.

"I don't think I want to play my part, though! I think I'd rather take the time I make a speech...Perform a monologue, if you will." He cackled loudly, swaying in his spot as he did.

"You bastard!" Cadence screamed. "Stay on script!"

"Okay, okay!" He screamed back. "Ugh, what's my line?" He laughed.

Cadence let out a loud sigh. He stood there for a few seconds, looking dumb as hell, but he remembered his lines and began saying them.

The people on the stage slowly started back acting, obviously wary because at this point, what the actual fuck was happening? But they went on with the play despite how weird this all was, and the crowd was endlessly murmuring, trying to figure out what the hell was going on, but they started back paying attention too.

Rufus was delivering his lines as he was supposed to for only about two minutes, and he was doing pretty well to be intoxicated, but then he froze when it was time to do his next line.

An awkward silence filled the stage as everyone waited for him to go ahead and say what he needed to say. He broke the silence a few seconds after it started by letting out a loud laugh and shaking his head.

"My life is pretty much ruined, and I'm up here doing some stupid play!" He yelled. He shook his head and let out another chuckle before reaching into his pants and pulling out a gun. Everyone let out a loud gasp and everyone seemed to freeze for a second before all hell broke loose.

"I'm not fucking going out like this! Get his ass!" One of the girls on stage yelled before sprinting toward him. Before his slow ass could even react, almost everybody on stage and half the audience members in the first few rows were coming at him.

He was tackled to the ground quickly and everybody piled on top of him, punching and kicking him as they screamed at the top of their lungs.

Madi ran off the stage quickly, clearly overwhelmed. A flock of people followed him and I couldn't blame them. I wanted to do the same. I tried to see where he went, but my line of vision was blocked by the huge pile of people on top of Rufus.

"That's the one! That's the one that held a girl at gunpoint in the school parking lot a few weeks ago! That's him, get him!" A cop screamed as he pointed toward Rufus.

There were only three cops here, but they all jumped into action at the same time, sprinting toward the stage and rushing to yank people off of him so they could arrest him. I saw one of them grab hold of the gun as the other two continued to pull people off of him.

"Look out!" Somebody in the audience screamed.

They must've been talking to Jules because a few moments later she was tripping over some shoes that someone had apparently kicked off at some point, and she fell right off the stage.

"Oh my god!" I gasped. It looked like a really nasty fall and from here it looked like she'd fallen face first.

I saw some people from the audience rushing to get her up and somebody seemed to be calling 911, so I redirected my attention to the stage.

"Why would they interrupt my play just to arrest his ass?! Couldn't this have waited?!" She screamed.

"Cadence, he had a gun!" Ori hissed.

"Yeah, but they took it! Couldn't they have just let him continue on with the damn play and then took him away?! This whole thing is ruined now! After all my hard work!" She cried, sliding to the floor and resting the back of her hand on her forehead.

"I can't believe he held somebody at gunpoint in the parking lot a few weeks ago and we didn't even know about it!" Billie's eyes were wide as she tried to piece the information together.

"Yeah, that's crazy." I mumbled, bowing my head. I wonder how his ass got away from the police? They were literally pulling into the school parking lot as I was pulling out! How the hell had he managed to get away so fast?!

"Holy fuck, fights are breaking out everywhere!" Caden yelled as he ran backstage. We all looked past the curtain and gasped as we saw the huge audience, a large number of the people in it fighting.

"Holy fuck, is that Cora?!" My eyes widened as I saw my little sister throwing hands with some girl. "Oh my god!"

"Damn, your little sis looks like the next sharkeisha." Kit chuckled before shaking her head. "I'll go break that up." She patted my shoulder before strolling out from behind the curtain. She walked past the chaos on the stage, down the stage steps, and then toward where Cora was.

"Oh my god, forget all this! We need to start heading to the hospital and see how Jules is doing!" Cadence yelled.

"I doubt she's even started heading there yet! We'll check on her in a bit, but we need to find Madi first!" I sighed as I ran out on stage to see if anyone up there had seen where Madi had run off to.

"Everybody needs to evacuate! There seems to be a fire!" I heard multiple people screaming. I looked toward the auditorium doors and noticed people trying to evacuate everyone as quickly as possible, but people were too busy fighting and running around to even pay attention to that.

Panic filled my body to the brim as I froze in my spot, not sure what to do next. I needed to find all my friends and family and get the fuck out of this damn building before all our asses ended up burning to death, but I couldn't move. There was just too much happening.

I don't know how long I stood up there, just looking around at all the chaos, but eventually, I snapped out of my little trance.

I began asking everyone who wasn't involved in some sort of brawl if they'd seen where Madi had gone, and it seemed that nobody had. After a while, I decided to just run in the direction that he'd gone off in and hope for the best.

I ran off the stage and out of the auditorium doors, expecting to have to run around for who knows how long to find Madi, but I was surprised to see that he was just outside the door, sitting on the ground.

He was staring blankly into space and he was drooling a little, which he doesn't seem to do unless he's in very deep concentration.

I looked up at the ceiling and tried to figure out what he was thinking. He's already counted the tiles on the ceiling many, many times before, so I know he isn't thinking about that. It wouldn't take so much concentration.

I noticed a light flickering on and off every now and then, but he wasn't exactly looking at that either.

I don't know, all I know is that we need to get the fuck out of here.

"Madi!" I whisper yelled, trying not to be too loud. "We need to go! There's a fire and we need to get out of the building."

"A...Fire?" He questioned.

"Yeah, a fire!"

"That's not good." He mumbled. "We're probably going to die."

"No, no, no, we're probably not going to die! I don't see anything burning, I don't smell anything burning, it's not hot! That means the fire isn't near us and there are lots of exits around so we're gonna get out with no problem! We just need to go before it gets close. Okay?"

"Yeah."

He stood up slowly and extended his arm. I grabbed his hand and ran as quickly as I could with him to the nearest exit. "Where's Jules?" He questioned as I dragged him along.

"She's fine! She had a little accident but she's gonna be okay and we're gonna see her in a bit, okay?"

"Okay."

I let out a small sigh of relief once we made it outside safely. I pulled him all the way to my car and quickly unlocked it before gesturing for him to climb into the backseat. After he did, I unlocked my phone and handed it to him.

"Alright, you stay in here and don't get out, okay? And do me a favor and text my group chat for me. Tell everybody to meet at my car once they get out of the building, okay?"

"I will do that!" He smiled.

"Thank you!" I grinned before closing the door.

I child locked it so he couldn't get out, which I happened to feel really bad about, but I didn't want him to wander off anywhere.

I ran back inside the building as quickly as I could and frantically looked around, in search for my dad, Josephine, and Cora. I wasn't that worried about my friends because I knew they were all probably together and besides, there are tons of exits around. I just want to find my dad and sister and make sure they're okay.

I probably should've kept my phone so that I could call one of them, but...Whatever.

"Yo, this is so much chaos."

I jumped as I heard Kit's voice behind me, my eyes widening as I turned to look at her. She was eating an ice cream sandwich.

Literally, why does she always have a fucking snack and why is she always popping up everywhere?!

"Dude, wheres my sister?!"

"Relax. I broke up the fight between her and that girl and then she, your dad and his girlfriend told me to lead them backstage cause they were hoping to find you, but you were gone so they started heading out to your car. Along with your friends because of that group text."

"Okay, good." I let out a small breath.

"I wish I was in the group chat." Kit pouted.

I rolled my eyes at her. "We'll add you later. Why are you still in here?"

"I was waiting for you to come back because I figured you would. Plus, I wanted to hit up the vending machine." She smiled as she took another bite of her ice cream. "You know they have snicker ice cream bars too? My old school could never!"

"Dude, there's a fucking fire!" I yelled.

"Yeah, but I think that shits upstairs, so I—" She paused for a moment, her eyes flickering up to look at the ceiling.

I let out a surprised shriek as she yanked me out of the spot I'd been standing in. Not a second later, some of the roof fell down, flames covering it. Right where I was standing.

"Well, damn. I guess we should get out of here or whatever. I was hoping to get another one of these before I left, though." She sighed.

"Bitch, come on!" I yelled before taking off again.

We ran outside as quickly as we could and then started running toward my car again. Gonna be honest, I'm really sick of fucking running. At least I'm exercising, though. And all it took to get me to do so was...The school being on fire.

"There you are you fucking idiot!" Billie screamed as soon as I was in her line of vision. "Why would you go back in there?!"

"I wanted to make sure you guys got out—"

"Young lady, you're grounded! I've told you over and over again to stop being a good person and you just won't listen!" My dad yelled before pulling me in for a hug.

I let out a small laugh as I hugged him back. "Sorry dad, I'll try harder to be evil."

"Thank you, it'll be greatly appreciated."

"Dahlia!" Cadence screamed as she began jumping up and down. "We did it! The play was a success!"

"Um...I really don't think it was. I mean the school was almost shot up and even worse, I totally see what you were saying about people's facial expressions now. Some of the orphans weren't all that believable—"

"Principal Myers loved the majority of the play that we got to do! Drama club is saved! Drama class is saved! And most importantly, we don't have to worry about any more stupid rehearsals or meetings or fucking sewing up ripped pants! We're done! It was a success!" She screamed.

I let out a loud scream as well before jumping up and down with her. The play fucking sucked and a lot of bullshit happened tonight, but we're done with it and that's what's important!

"Dude, are you okay? I saw you fighting some girl!" Billie's voice pulled us back down to earth and we both turned to face Cora.

"Yeah, I'm fine." She shrugged. "I beat her ass." She smirked.

"And you're grounded for it." My dad rolled his eyes. "We Does are not violent people! We don't brag about harming others! We don't get into fights!"

I mean, I guess he doesn't, but the rest of us...

What he doesn't know won't hurt him I guess. All he knows is that I fought Rufus in the bathroom but he doesn't know about anything else. I'd like to keep it that way.

"Yeah, okay, but I still beat her ass, though." Cora snickered.

"That you did."

We all turned at the same time to see who'd said it. The voice wasn't familiar, and I noticed that the face wasn't either.

"Who the hell are you?" I tilted my head as I stared at the guy in front of us. He was tall as shit, about dad and Denny's height, and he looked like he wanted to play a greaser in a 60s movie.

He had pale skin, brown eyes and hair, and honestly, he had an innocent-looking face but his energy wasn't innocent at all. I didn't like his vibe, and usually, I'm not one to jump to conclusions about people I've just met, but this guy seemed like trouble.

"Hayes." He answered shortly before walking toward Cora. "I don't think I've ever seen a girl fight like that."

"Well, you know—" She shrugged, blushing as she let out a small laugh. "Ugh, yeah."

"I know it's none of my business, but I'm really curious about what she did to make you so pissed off."

"Oh! Um, well, see we kinda—"

"I bet it's a long story." He cut her off quickly. "Maybe you shouldn't tell it to me on an empty stomach. Should probably wait until...After we've had dinner?" He raised a brow as he handed her a piece of paper. "Call that number whenever you're ready for me to take you out." He winked before Coolly walking away.

Hell no.

"You're not going anywhere with that punk ass." Billie said exactly what I was thinking.

"He was hot." Cora mumbled, clearly dazed.

"So is Liza." I told her sternly. She merely shrugged.

"Alright, we've gotta get to the hospital and see how Jules is doing." I sighed.

"Oh, she's fine. I talked to her a little after breaking up Cora's fight," Kit smirked. "She was more embarrassed than anything, but she was talking to some guy who seemed to be making her feel a whole lot better about the whole 'face planting the floor' situation."

"Well, Alright then!" I grinned. "I think we should all go out and celebrate! We're done with this play and almost done with school!"

"Woo!" We all cheered.

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A/N: again I am so sorry for not updating. Not updating for more than a day gives me so much anxiety lmao especially if I haven't said I'm not gonna be updating for however long.

I think writing the next chapters will be easier bc I have more of an idea of how I want them to go. What took so long with this chapter was that I didn't know how to word literally anything lmao I don't think this is a great chapter but I tried!

Also it doesn't have anything to do with this chapter, but I JUST watched all three eps that are currently out of euphoria TODAY and I screamed when I noticed they had a trans character named Jules. Literally had to pause the show and die for a second.

And ughhhh I totally picture Hayes as Jacob Elordi's Fine ass (nate in euphoria.) I'm SORRY but he's fine as SHIT. I WANT HIM TO USE HIS STRAP—

Oh. He's an actual dude.

I WANT HIM TO USE HIS DICK ON ME.

And also, if you've watched euphoria PLEASEE discuss it with me bitch I'm obsessed. I love zendaya and Storm Reid which was my whole reasoning for wanting to watch it in the first place. But like its literally such an interesting show and I've already fallen in love with it. Rue, Jules & Kat are my fucking faves. Nate's character is interesting as shit (literally all of them are there's not a single main character that idc about) and the acting/visuals are always on point.

I actually watched the second episode of the show first like a week ago because it was on and I just so happened to be flipping through the channels. I just meant to watch like two minutes of it just to see what was going on but it was so great that I ended up sitting through the whole thing. Then today I watched ep 1 and rewatched 2 and then watched 3. I'm mad it's only got 8 episodes this season. I want 5000000 lmaoo.

But anyway enough about my latest obsession.

This is also off topic but like I'm tryna rebuild my whole closet/style and I want to wear all big, black, grunge shit ALWAYS. I'm tryna have Kit and dahlia's style periodt 💀 but anyway I found some nice stuff for cheap prices so yeehaw

⤴️ I ordered that stuff & a bit more from different websites

⤵️ this is stuff I wanna order next time

⤵️ & when I saw these two shirts I HOWLED bc 1. I want them so bad they're so great and 2. They remind me of Billie. I could see her wearing them if they weren't cheap as shitt lmfaoo

⤴️ & she's gorgeous af.

Anywho I had to flex bc I suck ass at style. Been wearing the same type of clothes since middle school probably lmaoo and now my style finally changing. Okbye

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