Chapter 14

AVERY

The only sound that could be heard was their heavy breathing. Avery’s mind was spinning, and she had no idea how to process what had just happened.

She had never felt so much during sex—so much pleasure, intensity, passion, or confusion.

What was so special about Justin Mariner? Yes, he was incredibly hot, but he had slept with more women than she cared to know.

Was that the reason that he was so good in bed? The immense experience?

But that didn’t explain how she responded to him or what she felt.

Avery was knocked from her thoughts when she felt him shift on the bed. She turned her head and saw he had propped himself up on his arm and was looking at her, smiling a little.

“Well, Avery, I really don’t know what to say…” Justin started.

“I don’t either, Justin,” Avery admitted.

“I have never felt anything like that before,” Justin replied softly, before leaning over and kissing her neck.

Avery scoffed, and Justin looked at her with wide eyes.

“I’m sorry, Justin, but really? How many times have you used that line? I know I’m not the first woman you have said that to. Hell, I know that I’m nowhere near the top of the list of ‘good lays.’

“You can be honest, Justin, it’s okay,” Avery said.

Justin looked shocked and hurt by her comments. He sat up. “Wow... Okay. Maybe this wasn’t a good idea then. Do you want me to take you home?”

Avery sighed and sat up, holding the sheet to her chest and placing her other hand on his arm.

“Justin, wait. I didn’t mean for that to come out so harsh. I simply meant that you don’t have to make what just happened something special for you.

“I am well aware of your experience with sex. I’m not some shrinking violet that needs to be coddled and told she was the best to keep her self-esteem up.

“I am well aware of what I am and what I am not.”

Justin looked at her, still looking a little angry, “How can you say that? Do you have a direct link to my thoughts?”

Avery swallowed, feeling a little guilty.

“No, Justin, and I’m sorry that I sounded like a bitch just then. I’m trying really hard to not be a typical girl and have feelings for you just because you treated me nicely and looked my way.”

Justin gave a small smile. “I really don’t know what to say to make you understand, Avery, so I guess that I’ll have to let my actions speak for me.”

Avery swallowed again and felt a flutter in her stomach. Her heart started beating faster again and she desperately needed to change the subject.

“Oh, okay. Justin...shouldn’t you take care of the condom before we have a mess?”

JUSTIN

Justin realized at that moment that he hadn’t used a condom. For the first time in his life, he had felt the perfect, velvety warmth of a woman’s pussy, and he was addicted to Avery’s.

His mind skipped immediately to the risk of getting her pregnant and was a little shocked that he couldn’t bring himself to care if she was.

He actually liked the idea of her swollen and beautiful with his child.

“Justin! Hello? Are you going to take care of the condom?” Avery asked, shaking Justin out of his thoughts.

“Oh, um, Avery, I kind of didn’t use a condom,” he admitted, rubbing the back of his neck.

“WHAT?! What the hell do you mean that you didn’t use a condom?!” Avery yelled, jumping out of bed.

“Oh my god! I can’t believe that I was so stupid. I probably just exposed myself to a whole shitload of STDs and infections!”

Justin watched as she started looking for her clothes frantically, muttering and yelling at herself for being so stupid.

He felt bad that he hadn’t been honest with her, but was pissed off that she was, again, treating him like scum.

“Whoa now, wait just a damn minute, Avery,” Justin demanded, and stood up naked from the bed, walking to the side of the room where she was trying to find her bra.

“You don’t get to come to my house and treat me like shit! Yes, I messed up by not wearing a condom, and I apologize for not checking with you about that.

“But I am NOT some asshole that would expose you or any other woman to an STD! For the record, I am clean and healthy. I have NEVER not worn a condom when I have had sex.

“Safe sex is something the club preaches all the time, and my father was very big on it. I require the members to regularly get tested as well as the sweet butts and club whores.

“I’m not going to subject ANYONE to that, and I don’t want my club filled with that. And it pisses me off that you are implying it!”

Avery stood straight, even though she was naked, and yelled back, “Well, I’m so glad that you are so conscientious! You want a medal?”

“No, I don’t want a fucking medal! I want you to talk to me. I get that I fucked up. But, goddamn, you do something to me!” Justin yelled back.

“And what the hell could I possibly do to you that hasn’t already been done to you?!” she yelled, her emotions bubbling up and getting the better of her.

“You have me spinning. You have me rethinking EVERYTHING that I said I didn’t want!

“I have always said that I don’t want an old lady or a girlfriend, but from the day I saw you at the school and you smiled, I’ve been having second thoughts.

“I have NEVER taken a girl out on a date, and I have taken you on two!

“Pussy and sex came easy to me, I never had to work for it. It would literally fall into my lap, and I had it whenever and however I wanted.

“And until I met you, I have had sex almost every fucking day since I was seventeen. Older, younger, blonde, brunette, black, white, brown—it didn’t fucking matter,” he spat.

Then his face and stance softened. “But you... you, Avery Harper, with your red hair and soft green eyes, shy smiles and innocence, you have messed up my plan!”

“You have turned me on my head, and once I realized that I hadn’t put on a condom, I couldn’t bring myself to even care that I could have gotten you pregnant.

“I didn’t want any more kids, but imagining you pregnant with my child does something to me that I can’t explain. So basically, I’m saying that I’m totally fucked…”

Avery stood there with her mouth hanging open as she listened to him bare his soul to her. She dropped the clothes she had been holding up to cover her naked body and just looked at him.

She seemed to be assessing him, trying to figure out if what he said was the truth. He let the vulnerability show in his eyes.

He was Justin Marnier, president of a powerful motorcycle club, and always cocky and sure of himself in every area of his life.

He was all that and had never been the man looking for a woman or asking for her to stay with him.

Justin felt something odd in his heart, and it was uncomfortable.

He was never unsure of an outcome or what he was going to do about something. He was confident, self-assured, and always got what he wanted.

But standing naked in front of this woman had him vulnerable and reeling. He watched as she slowly walked over to him.

Avery stopped and gently reached up and ran her fingers down the middle of his chest, tracing the colors and contours on his body, and said softly, “Just for the record, I’m on the pill…”

Justin looked down at her and took a risk, placing one of his hands on the small of her back.

“Thanks for letting me know. And baby, I am sorry about not wearing a condom. You do something to me, and I didn’t even think about it.”

“It’s okay, Justin, we can just chalk it up to our first fight.” She smiled.

Justin grinned. “Does that mean we can have make-up sex now right?”

Avery laughed, but before she could say anything, he wrapped her up in his arms, lifted her up, and kissed her passionately.

AVERY

Avery felt her nerve endings start to tingle, and while her head was warning her to stop and rethink what she was doing, her heart was cheering her on, telling her to go for it.

Justin laid her down on the bed and started kissing all over her body, paying special attention to her tits. She gasped when he flicked his tongue over her diamond-hard nipples.

She grabbed his hair to anchor him to her.

“Baby,” Justin murmured as he licked her skin, “I want you so bad.”

Avery told her head to go the hell away and moaned out, “Oh, please!”

Justin moved back up and kissed her lips deeply. He leaned over to his nightstand, pulling out a box of condoms.

She grabbed his arm. “We don’t need to use one. You told me you were clean...and I’m going to believe you.”

Justin looked down at her and moved a few wisps of hair from her face. “Baby, I can use one, it’s okay.”

Avery shook her head. “I really liked feeling you—all of you.”

Justin grinned. “And feeling you squeeze my cock when you come is one of the best things I have ever experienced!”

Avery blushed again, making Justin chuckle, then he moved back to kiss her as he rested himself between her shapely legs. He positioned his throbbing cock at her entrance.

He wove his arms around her head and sunk his hands into her hair, gently but firmly pulling back on the thick locks, exposing her neck to him more as he thrust up inside of her.

Avery moaned at the intrusion. She again had never felt so full in her life. Justin was definitely a large man!

“Oh, you feel so fucking good, Avery! So goddamn tight!” he growled, moving his hips a little. She moaned.

He kept a firm grip on her hair and quickly established a rhythm as he nipped and sucked on her neck and shoulder.

Avery was lost. She didn’t know which way was up—or down, for that matter. How was he making her feel the way she was? How could sex be this good? This intense?

She felt him sucking and biting on her neck as he pumped swiftly into her. She could feel his hips meeting hers as he moved, and she was turned on by that and had no idea why.

He stopped kissing her neck and wrapped one of her legs around his waist, changing the angle, and she gasped in pleasure.

“You like that, baby?” he growled.

Avery nodded, unable to form words.

“I need the words, baby. Tell me you like what I’m doing to you,” he demanded, not letting up the pace.

Avery nodded again. “Oh god, yes, Justin!”

Justin smirked. “I think this is the tightest pussy I have ever been in, baby. Do you like me being inside you?”

Knowing that she had to answer, she summoned her strength and moaned, “It feels so good, Justin!”

“I need you to cum all over my cock, baby. I want to feel you squeeze me again!” Justin growled.

Avery couldn’t believe that her body was listening to him. Just a few deep thrusts later, her body did what he demanded, and a massive orgasm exploded from her again. She cried out.

From that pressure, Justin came just as hard as he did the first time, moaning out her name.

He slowed his pace considerably, milking out their mutual pleasure until she grew so sensitive that he had to stop and pull out.

He all but collapsed on the bed next to her, pulling her close to his side.

She felt his pulse racing as he stroked her slender neck and kissed her temple. “You truly are beautiful, Avery.”

Avery looked back at him. “I think your mind is clouded by an orgasm.”

“Oh no, baby.” He smirked as he turned her head and kissed her. “My mind is not clouded by just any orgasm, but by one of the best orgasms of my fucking life!”

Avery looked at him and waited to see him start laughing by making a joke, and when it didn’t come, she didn’t know what to think.

She was trying to find a way out of the conversation, so she just cleared her throat and turned her head back to look at the other side of the room.

“I’m going to go get you something to clean up with, baby. I’ll be right back,” he hummed in her ear, and she felt him move off the bed.

Avery watched as the very cocky and confident man strutted to what she assumed was the attached bathroom and heard some water run.

She was amazed that he had no embarrassment about being naked in front of her.

And then she got to thinking about how often he was naked in front of other people, and she assumed that it was considerable.

She sighed and knew she was going to get hurt in all this when he was done playing with her—which she assumed would be soon, given his track record.

She heard him walk back and wondered how he could move with such grace and elegance but still be all male and filled with testosterone at the same time.

He was totally unaffected by the fact that he was naked, and she could see all his...maleness hanging out. And it was quite a bit flaccid. She had never really seen anything like it.

And the fact that there were tattoos all over that muscular body didn’t help her fascination with him. She had no idea why she was so drawn to them.

“Hey, baby,” Justin said when he sat down next to her on the bed, “open those sexy legs of yours.”

Avery didn’t know what else to do but listen to him and shifted to open her legs to him. He gently cleaned up the cum that was leaking out of her. She was shocked and had no idea what to think.

When he was done, he threw the washcloth back into the bathroom and laid back down beside her, pulling her close to him again.

“Want to watch a little TV?” he asked, letting his fingers skim her arm.

She laughed. “I can’t believe we just did what we did—”

“Twice!” Justin interrupted.

“Okay, fine. Twice. And now you just want to watch TV?” she scoffed, trying to understand what was happening.

“Yep. I want some downtime before round three, and then maybe some sleep and then round four, and as many more rounds you can take after we get up before I take you home,” he replied simply.

She looked at him like he was crazy and tried to figure out his angle. He chuckled.

“Stop overthinking this, baby, and let’s find something to watch before I slide my cock into that tight pussy of yours, okay?”

Avery’s eyes went wide at his words. She swallowed, then nodded her head.