love is disastrous
Crossed Hearts
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The hospital corridors buzzed with an energy that felt different. Tense. Elias Matthews sat in his office, the stack of reports in front of him forgotten as his thoughts drifted. Over the past few weeks, heâd been unable to shake the growing curiosity about Arjun Patel, the young nurse who seemed to occupy the minds of nearly everyone in his family. Heâd heard his siblings rave about Arjunâs warmth and his motherâs insistence that the nurse was nothing short of a saint. And yet, Elias had yet to properly interact with him beyond that chaotic meeting outside Graceâs hospital room.
Today, however, the tension in the air felt different. His assistant had briefed him about an incident involving Arjunâa mistake during a critical moment in the ICU that, though harmless in the end, had stirred up a wave of blame and gossip.
The incident had started as a routine check-up in the ICU. Arjun had been assigned to administer medication to a patient who was recovering from surgery. Everything had been going according to plan when, in the middle of the procedure, Arjun had accidentally knocked over a critical piece of medical equipmentâa ventilator that was providing essential support to a patient in need of immediate attention. The ventilator had fallen to the ground with a loud crash, startling the entire team in the room. In that split second, the machinery had briefly malfunctioned, causing a minor spike in the patientâs vitals.
Although the patient was fine, and the team managed to stabilize everything within seconds, the tension in the room had been palpable. Arjun, who had been deeply focused on his task, immediately began to apologize and make amends. But his actions, though well-intentioned, were seen as a mistake by several colleagues. Rumors had spread like wildfire, some blaming Arjun for the malfunction, while others simply expressed concern about his apparent lack of experience. Despite Sophiaâs and Adamâs support, and the fact that no harm had come to the patient, the gossip continued to swirl.
A knock interrupted Eliasâs thoughts. Sophia Matthews stepped in without waiting for a response.
âElias, we need to talk,â she said, her expression serious.
Elias gestured for her to sit. âI assume this is about the ICU incident.â
Sophia nodded. âYes, and itâs ridiculous how blown out of proportion this has gotten. Arjun made a mistakeâan honest one. But the patient is fine, and his quick action ultimately helped stabilize the situation. Yet, some staff are treating him like he endangered lives.â
âWhy is this reaching me at all?â Elias asked, annoyance creeping into his voice.
âBecause people talk,â Sophia replied bluntly. âAnd in a place like this, rumors grow legs. Iâve already defended him in meetings, but I think you should speak to him directly. Heâs taking it hard, Elias.â
Elias frowned, her words settling heavily on him. âFine. Send him up.â
Sophia hesitated. âBe gentle with him, Elias. Heâs...fragile right now.â
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Arjunâs stomach churned as he walked down the corridor leading to Eliasâs office. Heâd spent the entire day trying to ignore the whispers, the judgmental glances, and the weight of his own guilt. Sophia and Adam had reassured him multiple times that he hadnât done anything wrong, but the voices of his critics were louder in his mind. Now, being summoned to the office of Elias Matthews, the hospitalâs formidable owner, felt like stepping into a lionâs den.
When he entered, Elias was standing by the window, his hands in his pockets. The room exuded authorityâdark wood, floor-to-ceiling windows, and an air of meticulous order.
âMr. Matthews,â Arjun greeted, his voice barely steady.
âSit,â Elias said, turning to face him. His gaze was sharp but not unkind.
Arjun obeyed, his hands fidgeting nervously in his lap.
âIâve read the reports,â Elias began, his voice calm but firm. âSophia and Adam both vouch for you, and the patientâs condition is stable. But you need to understand something, Arjun. In a place like this, every action matters. Every decision has weight. Mistakes, no matter how well-intentioned, can have consequences.â
âI know, sir,â Arjun replied, his throat tight. âI didnât mean for any of this to happen. I just... I thought I was helping.â
Elias studied him for a moment, noting the tension in his posture and the way his hands trembled. âDo you believe you donât belong here?â
The question caught Arjun off guard. âIâI donât know,â he admitted, his voice cracking. âMaybe I donât. Everyoneâs been saying it since the incident. Maybe theyâre right.â
âWhoâs âeveryoneâ?â Elias pressed.
âThe other staff,â Arjun said, his voice breaking. âTheyâve been whispering, pointing fingers. I thought I was doing okay here, but now... I feel like Iâm a joke.â
âWhy didnât you come to me sooner?â Elias asked, his voice softening slightly.
âI didnât want to bother you,â Arjun replied, shaking his head. âI donât want to be a problem.â
Before Elias could respond, Arjunâs emotions spilled over. Tears streamed down his face, and he buried his head in his hands. âIâm sorry,â he whispered through sobs. âI didnât mean to screw up. I just... I just wanted to help.â
The raw display of vulnerability left Elias momentarily stunned. He wasnât used to thisâpeople opening up to him, showing their pain so openly. Heâd spent years building walls around himself, maintaining a persona of unshakable strength. But something about Arjunâs breakdown pierced through his defenses.
Elias stood and walked around the desk, unsure of what he was doing but unable to stay seated. He hesitated for a moment before placing a hand on Arjunâs shoulder. âYou donât need to apologize,â he said softly.
Arjun looked up, his tear-streaked face filled with confusion and embarrassment. âIââ
Before Elias could finish his thought, Arjun did something unexpected. He stood and wrapped his arms around Elias in a tight hug. The action was instinctive, born of desperation and a need for comfort. Elias stiffened at first, his body unused to such closeness. But as he felt Arjunâs shaking frame against him, he found himself relaxing.
âItâs okay,â Elias said quietly, his voice uncharacteristically gentle. âYouâre not alone in this.â
Arjunâs sobs quieted, but he didnât let go. The hug lasted longer than either of them anticipated, and when they finally pulled apart, Arjun looked mortified.
âIâm so sorry,â he stammered. âI shouldnât haveââ
Elias raised a hand, silencing him. âDonât apologize. Just... donât make it a habit,â he added, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
Despite himself, Arjun let out a watery laugh.
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By the time Arjun left Eliasâs office, his spirits were noticeably lighter. The weight on his chest had lessened, thanks in part to Eliasâs unexpected show of compassion.
As for Elias, he sat back in his chair, staring out the window as the dayâs events replayed in his mind. The memory of that hug lingered, leaving him both unsettled and strangely comforted. For the first time in years, he felt a genuine connection with someone outside his family. And it terrified him.
The thing was, Elias wasnât used to people leaning on him. He wasnât used to being needed. But Arjun... Arjun had a way of drawing him in with his warmth, his sincerity, his vulnerability. It had caught Elias off guard in a way that left him with an unfamiliar feelingâa feeling he couldnât quite place.
But there was something else too. Something more primal.
Elias wasnât sure when it happened, but somewhere along the way, heâd begun to feel a possessiveness toward Arjun. It wasnât just about the fact that Arjun was a part of his motherâs life or that heâd earned his respect. It was something deeper. He didnât want anyone elseâparticularly his staffâhurting Arjun. He didnât want anyone undermining him. Elias couldnât stand the thought of Arjun suffering again, alone and out of his depth. And yet, that was exactly what had happened todayâArjun had been victimized over something so trivial, and Elias hadnât been there to protect him.
That feelingâprotective, possessiveâwas foreign to Elias. He wasnât used to letting anyone in. But Arjun had a way of doing that, of making him want to step up, to be there for him. It wasnât just about what Arjun needed; it was about what Elias needed, too. And right now, Elias knew that he needed Arjun in a way he wasnât prepared to admit.
This was dangerous.
And for the first time, Elias found himself caringâtruly caringâabout another personâs well-being in a way he hadnât before.