Chapter 16
Crossed Hearts
Arjunâs behavior had been puzzling Elias for days now. Since their last encounter, when Elias had made his feelings clear, Arjun had been avoiding him. Not overtly, but every time Elias tried to talk to him, Arjun found an excuse to slip away. Meetings were missed, shifts were conveniently busy, and every accidental encounter in the hallway was cut short with a quick, nervous smile and a rushed excuse.
Elias was a patient man when it came to business, but when it came to things he cared aboutâthings that belonged to himâhe had little tolerance for games. And in his mind, Arjun already belonged to him.
It was nearing the end of Arjun's shift when Elias finally had enough. He had watched the younger man dart around the hospital like a skittish bird for days, and today was no different. Arjun had just finished a conversation with Sophia and was heading toward the elevators when Elias decided to act.
Elias stepped into his path, blocking his way entirely.
"Arjun," he said, his deep voice carrying a note of authority that made Arjun halt in his tracks.
"UhâMr. Matthews," Arjun stammered, already glancing to the side as though looking for an escape route.
"Enough." Elias's tone was firm, and his piercing gaze pinned Arjun in place. "Youâve been avoiding me. Weâre talking. Now."
"IâIâm not avoiding you," Arjun protested weakly, but the way he avoided eye contact said otherwise.
Elias didnât respond with words. Instead, he gently but firmly took hold of Arjunâs wrist and led him into an empty on-call room nearby. He shut the door behind them and stood in front of it, effectively cutting off any escape.
Arjun swallowed hard, looking anywhere but at Elias.
"Why?" Elias asked, his voice quieter now but no less intense. "Why have you been avoiding me?"
"I havenâtâ"
"Donât lie to me, Arjun," Elias interrupted, stepping closer. His presence was commanding, and Arjun felt his pulse quicken.
"Itâs nothing," Arjun tried again, but the words came out unconvincing even to his own ears.
Elias sighed, running a hand through his dark hair in frustration. "Youâre terrible at lying, you know that?" He softened his tone, taking a step closer. "Talk to me, Arjun. Whatâs going on?"
Arjun hesitated, his mind racing. He knew Elias wouldnât let him leave without an answer, but how could he possibly explain? His face heated up just thinking about it.
"I...itâs personal," he mumbled, looking down at his shoes.
Elias tilted his head, his sharp gaze softening just a fraction. "Personal? I can handle personal."
Arjun groaned inwardly. There was no way out of this. "Fine," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "Itâs...about a dream I had."
Elias raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. "A dream?"
Arjun nodded, refusing to meet his eyes. "Yes. A dream."
"And this dream...was about me?"
Arjunâs head shot up in surprise, his wide eyes meeting Elias's for the first time. How did he know?
Elias smirked at the reaction, his confidence returning. "Iâm right, arenât I?"
Arjunâs silence was all the confirmation Elias needed.
"Interesting," Elias said, his tone teasing now. "What kind of dream are we talking about, Arjun? Donât be shy."
"IâIâm not telling you that!" Arjun blurted, his face turning a deep shade of crimson.
Elias chuckled, the sound low and rich, sending shivers down Arjunâs spine. "So it was that kind of dream."
"Stop it," Arjun muttered, covering his face with his hands. "This is so embarrassing."
Elias stepped closer, gently pulling Arjunâs hands away from his face. "Why is it embarrassing?" he asked softly. "If anything, Iâm flattered."
Arjun glared at him half-heartedly. "Youâre enjoying this, arenât you?"
"A little," Elias admitted, his smirk turning into a genuine smile. "But only because itâs adorable watching you squirm."
"Great," Arjun said sarcastically, trying to pull away, but Elias didnât let go of his hands.
"Arjun," Elias said, his tone serious now. "Look at me."
Arjun hesitated before lifting his gaze to meet Eliasâs.
"Is this why youâve been avoiding me?" Elias asked. "Because of a dream?"
Arjun nodded reluctantly. "I didnât know how to face you after...that. It was confusing, and I didnât know what it meant. I still donât."
Elias studied him for a moment, his expression unreadable. Then, to Arjunâs surprise, he let out a soft laugh.
"Youâre overthinking it," Elias said, his voice warm and reassuring. "Dreams like that...theyâre just your subconscious telling you what you already know."
"And whatâs that?" Arjun asked, his voice barely audible.
"That youâre drawn to me," Elias said simply.
Arjunâs breath caught at the certainty in Eliasâs tone.
"Arjun," Elias continued, his voice dropping to a low, intimate timbre. "I told you before that Iâm interested in you. That hasnât changed. I donât care if you had a dream or ten dreams. What matters is what you feel when youâre awake."
Arjun blinked, trying to process Elias's words. "I donât know what I feel," he admitted.
"Yes, you do," Elias said, his voice firm but not unkind. "Youâre just scared to admit it."
Arjun looked down, his hands still held gently in Elias's. "Maybe," he whispered.
Elias stepped even closer, their bodies almost touching. "Let me make it simple for you," he said. "I like you, Arjun. I like your kindness, your clumsiness, the way you care for others, and even the way you blush when youâre nervous. I like everything about you. And I donât just like youâI want you. I want to protect you, care for you, and make you mine. Thatâs how I feel. So tell me...what do you feel?"
Arjunâs heart was racing, his mind a whirlwind of emotions. He opened his mouth to respond but found himself at a loss for words.
"I..." he began, but the words wouldnât come.
Elias smiled softly, reaching up to tuck a stray strand of hair behind Arjunâs ear. "Itâs okay," he said. "You donât have to say anything right now. Just think about it. And when youâre ready, Iâll be here."
Arjun nodded, his eyes shining with unshed tears. For the first time in weeks, he felt a sense of clarity.
As Elias released his hands, he leaned in slightly, his breath ghosting over Arjunâs cheek. "But donât keep me waiting too long," he added with a teasing smile. "Iâm not a patient man."
Arjun managed a small laugh, the tension between them easing just a bit.
"Iâll try," he said softly.
Elias nodded, his eyes lingering on Arjun for a moment longer before stepping back. "Good," he said. "Now go finish your shift. And no more avoiding me."
"I wonât," Arjun promised, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
As Arjun left the room, his heart felt lighter than it had in days. Elias's words replayed in his mind, and for the first time, he allowed himself to consider the possibility of what they could be.
Elias, meanwhile, watched Arjun go, a satisfied smile on his lips. He knew it would take time, but he was willing to wait. After all, some things were worth the effortâand Arjun was definitely one of them.