Vol. 3 Ch. 8
Shut Up, Malevolent Dragon! I Don’t Want to Have Any More Children With You
Rosvisser savored the look on Leonâs face as she poked at his embarrassing past.
Mmm, yes, thatâs the expressionâshock, confusion, disbelief, and a touch of the blush only a young boy caught red-handed could muster.
*My darling husband is just too cute!*
Of course, *husband* was only a title, and *cute* was an insult in this case.
The Queen crossed her legs and propped her chin on her hand, her silver eyes sparkling as she gazed at Leon, a teasing smile playing on her lips.
She wasnât in a rush to say anything further, clearly waiting for Leon to explain himself.
After a while, she noticed that Leon just sat there awkwardly, clearly uncomfortable but remaining silent, offering no explanations.
Rosvisser raised an eyebrow. âSo? Donât you want to say something about this silver-haired upperclassman?â
In truth, Rosvisser had known about the silver-haired girl for a long time. Leonâs mentor had mentioned it, and during their late-night heart-to-heart conversations, the topic had come up more than once.
But until now, she had never formally discussed it with Leon. She had only teased him once or twice, pretending sheâd overheard him talking in his sleep.
Now, having learned the juicy details from Rebecca, she couldnât resist bringing it up while the gossip was still fresh, hoping to get a good laugh out of Leonâs flustered reaction.
Her plan wasnât to have a serious conversation. She just wanted to tease him, to see him squirm and blush.
If he managed to soothe her and make her laugh, sheâd let him off the hook.
But if he failed? Well, then sheâd make sure to pour a big, jealous tantrum all over his head!
"S-Say somethingâ¦â Leon swallowed hard, âWhat do you want me to say?â
âWhatever you want. But I do remember that a long time ago, you mumbled something about her in your sleep,â Rosvisser said with a mischievous grin.
âI donât talk in my sleep, and you know it. Youâre making this up,â Leon said defensively.
âOh really? I donât care. All I know is that in your oh-so-straightforward life, there was clearly a silver-haired girl who left quite the impression, wasnât there?â
â...â
Leonâs lips tightened. Clearly, this dragoness had done her homework. Resigned, he nodded. âYeah.â
âWell then, go on! How far did it go with her? Did you kiss?â The Queen leaned back, crossing her arms, looking for all the world like a judge interrogating a criminal.
She already knew nothing had happened between Leon and that girlâit was pure and innocent.
But she wanted to hear it from him.
Leon rubbed his palms together, staring at the floor. âNoâ¦â
âNo kiss? Well, surely you held hands at least?â
âEm⦠We danced once. I held her wrist for the dance, but thatâs about it.â
âYou danced? You actually danced with her?â Rosvisserâs eyes widened.
âNo, no! It wasnât like that! The academy held a formal dance. Everyone had to attend. We only danced for one song.â
Leon was sweating more now than when he had faced down Constantine. A dragon king could be dealt with by a single thunderbolt, maybe two.
But Rosvisser? A queen of jealousy like her couldnât be soothed with just a couple of explanationsâespecially not her, Rosvisser Melkvi!
âDid you ever dance with me?â Rosvisser asked.
âWell, you never brought up dancingâ¦â
âSo if I donât bring it up, you wonât ask me yourself?â
Leon: ...
*Marriage, what has it done to me?* he thought with a quiet sigh, lowering his head. Then he whispered, âRosvisser, are you⦠jealous? Or⦠angry?â
Her gaze softened as she stood, walked over to Leon, bent down, and gently ran her finger down his nose.
âIâm not jealous, and Iâm not angry. I donât care about some upperclassman. Now, turn off the lights and come to bed.â
She straightened up and sauntered out of the study.
Moments later, Leon heard the sound of her shoes dropping to the floor as she slid under the covers and let out a contented sigh.
Leon sat there, quietly debating whether he should just sleep on the couch tonight.
His mentor had told him once: *Womenâs words should be taken in reverse.*
When they say they donât want something, it means they want it.
When they say they donât care, it means they care.
And when they say they arenât angry or jealous, thatâs when theyâre *really* pissed.
Leon had asked, *Is that how it is with your wife too?*
His mentor had replied, *Of course. How do you think I learned all this?*
Leon had then asked, *So, should I always take everything in reverse?*
To which his mentor had thought for a moment before saying, *Not everything. When she asks you to get into bed, she really means it.*
Back then, his mentor hadnât elaborated much, as Leon had still been young, and there were certain things one only learned with time.
With a sigh, Leon finally stood, turned off the study lights, and headed to the bedroom.
He slipped under the covers.
The bed was already warmed by the beauty next to him, who lay facing away, the strap of her nightgown sliding off her pale shoulder, draped loosely over her soft arm.
Leon opened his mouth, about to offer more explanations about the mysterious upperclassman.
But then he reconsidered and decided it was a conversation best saved for tomorrow.
Just as he was about to close his eyes and settle in for sleep, a soft voice broke the silence.
âSo, youâre just going to sleep?â
ââ¦What else should I do, Your Majesty?â
âIdiot.â
There was a hint of something forlorn in her voice. âIf youâre tired, then go ahead. Goodnight.â
Leonâs thoughts spun.
*Wait a second.*
She told me to get into bed, and now sheâs asking if Iâm just going to sleep? Isnât she waiting for something more from me?
General Leon rarely engaged in *domestic strategy*, but tonight, something clicked.
He turned on his side, gazing at her slender back, her silver hair glowing like a river of stars in the moonlight.
After a long pause, Leon spoke. âI had no relationship with that upperclassman. The most intimate thing we ever did was dance, and after that night, I barely spoke to her again.â@@novelbin@@
âMm.â
Her response was flat.
*Not enough.*
His mind raced.
âI donât even remember her name anymore. If I ever had feelings for her, they were shallow at best. Isnât that right?â
âHmmâ¦â
*Still not the right approach.*
Leon scratched his chin, thinking hard. Then, after a moment, he said softly, âYou were the first woman I ever held, the first woman I ever kissed.â
âMm-hmm? Really?â
There it wasâfinally a reaction! Her voice had a touch of satisfaction in it.
âYes,â Leon said, now confident he was on the right track. âBack then, I was a bit clueless, too stubborn for my own good. I thought I needed to find the perfect girl to be my partner, but in reality, that kind of âperfectâ doesnât exist.â
âThat upperclassman only fit the surface image of what I thought was perfect. Thatâs why I tried talking to her.â
âBut once I got to know her, I realized she wasnât what I had imagined at all.â
âNot that she or anyone else was bad⦠Itâs just that they always lowered themselves too much in front of me. I didnât like that.â
âWhat I wanted was someone who could stand equal to me in a relationship, not someone who would always be submissive or compromising.â
âFor a long time, I thought Iâd never meet that person.â
âUntil⦠we built this âfakeâ family together.â
âI know saying things like âYouâre the one Iâve been searching forâ might sound a bit cheesyâ¦â
âButâ¦â
Leon faltered, searching for the right words. None seemed to fit. He smiled wryly, then, with newfound seriousness, he continued, âBut you *are* the one Iâve been searching for, Rosvisser.â
As soon as the words left his mouth, Leon felt a twinge of uncertainty.
Rosvisser had remained completely silent the whole time.
He bit his lip, wondering if heâd messed up again.
In the past, he wouldnât have cared much about her feelings.
But after everything they had been through, and especially after seeing what the future could hold, he couldnât help but care about this woman lying beside him.
His heart wasnât made of stone. He felt deeply for Rosvisser, whether it was love or something else. All he knew was that⦠he didnât mind being with her.
Rosvisser, meanwhile, was almost giddy with delight, her heart racing at Leonâs sweet confession.
*Was this for real?*
*Hey! Iâm a dragon! Iâm your enemy! And you⦠youâ¦*
You just said those sappy words to me?
Mmm~ Keep talking!
This was exactly what she had been hoping for when she brought up the subject tonight.
It was never about the girl; Rosvisser trusted Leonâs character.
What she truly wanted to know was how important she was to him.
She needed to hear it straight from his mouth: that she was his first; that she mattered to him more than anyone else.
All those cheesy lines? She couldnât get enough of them.
"Are you finished?" she asked, holding back her amusement.
"Uh⦠yeah. Iâm done."
âGood. Now, come here.â
âUh⦠huh?â
âI said, come here. Hug me.â
âOh⦠okay.â
Leon hesitated before scooting closer, wrapping his arms around her shoulders from behind.
âJust the shoulders?â Rosvisser asked.
âWell⦠what else?â
âIdiot.â
Rosvisser grabbed his hand, guiding it down to her waist.
âWhen you hug me from behind, you hug like this. Youâll do it this way from now on. Got it?â
Leon blinked, *Ohhh⦠Sheâs happy now.*
And if sheâs happy, then no need to hold back any longer.
His hands wandered from her waist up to her soft stomach.
Rosvisser quickly stopped him, gripping his wrist. âWhat are you doing?â
âI⦠just want to hold you tighter,â Leon murmured into her neck, his breath hot against her skin.
Rosvisser only gave a half-hearted resistance, barely trying to stop him.
"Donât⦠Youâre tickling me⦠you stupid manâ¦" she complained softly, though her protests were weak. âHey, donât go lowerâmm~~â
Leon kissed the back of her neck, whispering into her ear,
âI wonât take too long, Queen of Jealousy. After all, youâve got a class to teach tomorrow.â