Kevin Hart & Pineapple Pizza
Our Dirty Little Secret
Tuli
I felt like I had potatoes in my ears.
Jayce had just dropped a bombshell, and I was left speechless.
Truth be told, I felt the same way. But I couldnât bring myself to say it.
Every time I thought about confessing my feelings, I was met with the fear of rejection.
Jayce watched me, his eyes filled with uncertainty. I stood there, lost for words.
âDid I break you?â he asked, trying to lighten the mood.
It took me a moment to find my voice. âI... I donât know what to say,â I managed to say.
Jayce scratched the back of his head, looking a bit embarrassed. âI should have known youâd be speechless. To be honest, Tuli, I tried to stay away. When I finally admitted to myself how much I cared for you... The thing is, I donât know if I can be in a committed relationship, and the last thing I want is to hurt you.
âAnd then thereâs the fact that Iâm your professor, and youâre my student. But I couldnât get you out of my mind. Every night, I think about you. Iâm jealous of your friend Armand. And donât tell me he doesnât like you, because Iâve seen the way he looks at you.â
I stayed silent, letting him speak.
âWhen you called me that night, I thought my heart would explode just from hearing your voice. And when you hung up on me, I panicked. I was about to call the police before your friend called me. And when you were sick, I wanted to take care of you, to hold you and comfort you.â
He paused for a moment. âIâm rambling, arenât I?â
When I looked at him, my eyes wide with surprise, he pulled me close and pressed our foreheads together.
âTuli, I want a relationship with you. Not just sex. More than that.â
âJayce,â I whispered, finally accepting his words, finally ready. âI love you, too.â
His eyes lit up and he kissed me again.
âI will make sure you donât regret this. I promise.â
âBut Jayce, I donât think we ~can~ have a relationship. Not right now. I donât want you to lose your job. Itâs not a good idea.â
âWeâwe can figure it out. I swear, I wonât let our situation stop us from being together.â
Jayce let go of me and held my hands in his.
âI canât let you go that easily. Iâll give you some space.â He kissed my hands. âBut please, think about it.â
âI will.â
He sighed and was about to kiss me again, but the sound of sirens outside interrupted us. âWe should probably go out there,â I suggested.
He followed me outside, the sound of the siren leading the way.
We were both questioned by the police. I told them everything.
I also talked to Bradley, who was planning on pressing charges. I told him that if he did, I would make sure he went to jail for trying to rape me. That shut him up quickly.
The police fined Jayce but didnât do anything else. They let Bradley go, but Liza and Bill made it clear he was fired.
I could tell he was angry, but he kept his mouth shut and left when it was all over.
Liza and Bill apologized to me for not firing him sooner. I told them it was my fault, which earned me a disapproving look from Jayce.
Liza told me to take a few days off and that she would find someone to cover for me. We said our goodbyes, and Jayce walked me to my car.
âYou donât have to walk me,â I grumbled.
âI want to make sure you get to your car safely.â
I unlocked my car and was about to get in, but Jayce took my hand again and kissed it.
âRemember what I asked you,â he said, his voice filled with hope.
I nodded. He watched as I got into my car, started the engine, and drove away.
I got home a few minutes later. My phone pinged. I looked at it and saw a text from Jayce.
Jayce
U ok?
Tuli
Iâm fine. Just surprised. Why is an English teacher using text language?
Jayce
Donât judge
I rolled my eyes.
Tuli
You need an English lesson, professor. Youâll be staying after class until you know how to speak proper English again.
Jayce
Ooh. U plan 2 show up in a skimpy school uniform and spank me with a ruler?
Tuli
Okayyyyyyy... now that you see Iâm fine, Iâm gonna go. Good nite.
The thought of us switching roles was exciting. It made my face turn as red as a tomato.
~Me spanking him with a ruler? Is he into that kind of thing?~
I smiled as I unlocked the door. I was glad I put my phone away just in time because Megan nearly tackled me as soon as I opened the door.
âOh my gosh, Tuli, are you okay? Liza called and Iâve been worried sick!â She hugged me tightly.
I hugged her back. âIâm okay, I promise,â I reassured her.
She let go of me and I saw streaks of ruined makeup on her cheeks. âMegan, have you been crying?â
âLiza said you were almost raped.â Daniel appeared and we hugged. God, Iâd missed my brother.
âIf I hadnât known the guy was taken care ofââ
My eyes widened. âWhat do you mean, you already knew Bradley was taken care of?â
I was worried Daniel knew Jayce was the one. It was probably irrational, but I was worried Daniel was still angry about Jayce coming into our apartment.
As if he could read my mind, Daniel answered. âI heard your professor beat the shit out of the guy. I might not approve of him, but he beat up the asshole who thought it was okay to touch my little sister, so I give him credit for that.â
âDid you still want to talk about him?â I asked.
I didnât know if he just wanted to talk, or to argue. I wasnât sure I was ready for either. Plus, I kind of wanted to tell Megan what Jayce told me, but I was afraid to set Daniel off again.
But we needed to get this done.
âWhy donât you step inside first?â Daniel suggested. âWeâve got pizza if youâre hungry. We ordered pineapple and pepperoni, your favorite.â
Ah, so that was the delicious aroma Iâd been picking up. I could practically taste it. My stomach growled in response. âI could probably eat an entire pizza right now,â I admitted.
Daniel grinned. âGo ahead. I think Iâm going to put this one to bed,â he said, pulling Megan closer to his side.
She rubbed her eyes and gave me a small smile. âSorry, Iâm just relieved youâre safe.â
I returned her smile. âNo need to worry anymore. Bradleyâs out of the picture for good.â
âCome on, sweetheart,â Daniel murmured to Megan, âyou need some sleep.â
She nodded and let Daniel guide her towards their bedroom. I dropped my stuff on the floor and made a beeline for the pizza.
I settled onto the couch, legs crossed, and flicked on the TV. I decided on one of Kevin Hartâs stand-up specials.
Halfway through the show, and my pizza, I heard the door to Meganâs room creak open. I glanced up to see Daniel heading my way. I paused the TV as he took a seat next to me.
We sat in silence for a moment, waiting for him to speak. He rubbed his hands together before finally clasping them, fingers intertwined.
âListen, Tuli,â he began, his voice quiet and hesitant. âYouâre an adult. You can make your own choices. I need to learn to step back. But you know you and Dad are all the family I have, right? Just like weâre all you have. Youâre my sister. Itâs hard for me not to be protective. If someone messes with you, theyâre messing with me. When I found out you were sleeping with your professor, I was worried. You get that, right?â
I nodded. Of course, it was a concern. If Jayce and I were discovered, I could be in a world of trouble. I couldnât fault Daniel for his reaction.
He continued, âYou also promised me that things were over between you two. Heâd hurt you. When you came home crying that day, it broke my heart. So, when I heard heâd taken you home last week, I thought youâd lied to me. I couldnât understand why youâd want to be with someone whoâd hurt you. I was angry.
âBut after today, itâs clear that thereâs something unresolved between you two.
âI may not like it, but Iâll let you figure it out. Iâll support you. Thatâs my job as your brother. But,â he added, turning to face me, âif he hurts you again, Iâm going to kick his ass. Got it?â
I nodded.
~This is a relief. I donât have to tell him about Jayceâs confession now.~
âI get it, Daniel. I'm sorry I broke my promise to you. I honestly donât know whatâs happening with my life right now. All I want is to finish school and move forward. But just because I need to start making my own decisions doesnât mean I donât need you. Iâll always need my big brother.â
I nudged his shoulder, coaxing a smile from him.
âI know, tulip,â he murmured. He pulled me into a tight hug. âI love you.â
âLove you, too.â
He stood and stretched. âAlright, Iâm beat, and if Megan wakes up, Iâm going to have a hell of a time getting her back to sleep. Make sure you get some rest, too, sis.â
âI will. Good night, Daniel,â I replied.
He returned to Meganâs room. I was about to resume my show when a massive yawn escaped me. Today had been exhausting.
I finished my pizza and tossed the plate in the trash. Minutes later, I was back in bed, cuddling Theodore close.
Adamâs cologne still lingered on him, and I found myself wondering if Adam was alright and if he was thinking about me.
Iâm not sure how long it took, but eventually, I drifted off to sleep.