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make me yours (VeeMark)
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The days pass and here is the day of my graduation, I received my certificate while wearing that robe,
I was happy,
a month ago I didn't want to graduate quickly just to have a reason to be with P'Vee, but I'm so thankful for this month that brought us closer, now we don't need any reason to be together,
We almost get attached to each other every day,
I took a picture with my family while they are happy and proud of get to this point,
But of course I need to take pictures with the person who helped me get to this point,
I took pictures with him, and of course I will hang them in my room, I will feel that we were on a date,
My miserable thoughts again:)
Not long ago
My family had a party for my graduation, and invited P'Vee
I was happy that he came to the party, especially when he was wearing his elegant clothes, I felt that he wore them for me, damn my mind, any action from P'Vee makes me feel like I am in bliss or that I'm his wife
I was holding a glass of wine next to Vee while we laughed and talked.
Than my mother join us.
Mom: Thank you really for helping my son work on his graduation
Vee: it's my dutykhap
Mom: Stay with us to join dinner.
He looked at me , i smile at him, and he nodded to her.
Vee: I'd love it
I feel happy will he stay with us today, I feel overly happy
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At the dining table
Mom: I'm proud of you son, I also thank you again for helping him
He nodded politely to her and I just smiled happily, I can't believe what my eyes see,
Vee: Your cooking is delicious
Mom: Is it delicious or just because you miss home food
Vee: Looks like it's both
They start giggle together.
I just look at them and imagine many scenarios inside my mind
How beautiful we will be a beautiful family isn't it!!
I sighed
Vee: Nong Mark Eat your food, it's cooling
His voice took me out of my far-reaching thoughts.
I nodded , i start eating,
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In my room
Mom: are you sure it's okay for you to share Mark's room?
He nodded to her
Vee: I'd like to chat before we go to sleep
She nodded
Then she left
Mark: I'm going to sleep on the couch, you can sleep on my bed.
He hold my hand.
Vee: I didn't intend to sleep here in order to make you sleep on the couch, I'm going to sleep on it and you sleep on your bed.
I shook my head quickly
Mark: You can't phi it's solid
Vee: So let's sleep together in the bed
For a moment the whole world stopped around me,
are we going to sleep next to each other
He didn't wait for my response, he just pulled my hands and made me sit on the bed in order to lie down, finally I opened my mouth to answer.
Mark: Is it okay with you to share a bed?
Vee: It's okay with me on that, how about you
Mark: I'm fine too with it
Vee: So now we can share the bed together
I nodded quietly trying to not scream and expose my perverted mind.
Our talk continued that night for hours while my shyness and sometimes my heart pumped its blood excessively,
I kept looking at him as he continued his talk.
He's a talkative.
I've figured it out now and I love it.
I like him to keep talking nonstop, I keep looking at his lips as he keeps moving in detailing his experiences.
-In the morning-
The next morning I woke up to Vee's breath, I opened my eyes to find his hands hugging me tightly,
I gasped silently as soon as I realised the situation between us,
I returned quietly in order not to wake him up
I kept looking at him until I felt him move, it seems that he woke up,
I didn't know how to act, I just turned my eyes to the ceiling of the room. Look at it, so he won't catch me , that i looked at him while he sleeps.
My feelings may be exposed.
Vee: Sorry, my habit while sleeping may bother you
I shook my head quietly.
Vee: It looks like you want to go to the bathroom but my hands stopped you
I looked at him,
but you as a whole prevented me from going not only your hands,
I wish I could only say it out loud
I shook my head again.
Mark: It's okay, but you're snoring
Vee: I know ( he Chuckles)
Finally he get away from me,
let my breathing come back to settle in place.
I withdraw from the bed and run quickly to the bathroom,
wash my face and slap myself, after a while I came out of the bathroom, to find him standing at my desk and carrying one of the pictures and one of the books
To rush to him
(The picture was gay flag, and the book was one of the gays novels)
Mark: phi
I took them from his hand and hid them behind my back
Vee: Are you gay
I bit my lips, what now! Will he hate me?!
It is true that until now I have not told him about my tendencies, lest he evade me or avoid me
I nodded quietly , waiting for his response
He smile at me warmly.
Vee: That's beautiful
I raised my head quickly to look at him.
Mark: aren't against that.
Vee: And why should I be against being gay
Mark: are you too?
Vee: um, well, I'm BI
I feel happy even though he didn't say he is gay, but being bi is enough for me , that means he will accept to fall in love with a boy or he could accept a boy like me who falls in love with a him, thank you mom for this gift you really gave me, really thank you
Mark: Have you ever dated a man?
Vee: No, I've dated a girl before but it was a toxic relationship, so I retired but I'd love to try dating a boy too
Do you hear my heart's screams?
Vee: How about you
Mark: I've already dated a boy in high school, but you know teenagers love sometimes doesn't last, so we broke up, and I only took care of my studies after that.
Vee: Nice to be honest with yourself isn't it
I nodded quickly, now I'm feeling absolutely happy
That day has passed beautifully
And me and P'Vee became almost friends you can say we became best friends in the sense of the word
And my feelings continue to swell inside my heart, I still can't tell him my love for him, I was afraid to lose him, so I was just happy with what we are now
To be continued
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