Recovery
Beastly Lights
FREYA
âCome on, say it,â Liam teased, stroking my hair. âYou canât lie to me.â
We were lying together in my tiny hospital bed, Liamâs arms wrapped tightly around me as if he was afraid of letting go.
âFine,â I replied, rolling my eyes. âI missed you.â I watched the corners of his mouth curl up in satisfaction. âBut only a little.â
We both grew silent, reveling in the moment.
I knew it wouldnât last forever.
Eventually his life would kick back in.
The celebrity would creep beneath his skin again.
He had obligations. A career. Places to be. And I couldnât fault him for that.
But these moments, the brief glimpses of a normal lifeâof the man behind the lightsâwere becoming precious to me.
âYou still havenât told me what happened,â Liam said quietly.
I stiffened.
âWhat do you mean?â My voice was unnaturally highâa fact I was sure he would notice.
âYou know what I mean,â Liam replied.
âIâ¦â
The truth was, I didnât know whether I was ready to tell Liam about the stalker. Or maybe I wasnât sure whether he should hear it.
Sure, Liam seemed fine at the moment.
Stable, even.
But I still feared that the slightest provocation could send him spiraling.
And with the tour, the increased media attention, and everything else, it didnât feel like the right time.
âYes, I did,â I insisted. âI was in a hurry and I slipped.â
Liam curled into my side, not saying another word, and an uncomfortable silence filled the air.
âSo what about the tour?â I inquired, trying to change the subject.
âIâm not going to leave you againâ¦Iâll just have to cancel it,â he responded matter-of-factly.
I sat up in bed. â~Cancel~ it?â
He shrugged his shoulders, twirling a strand of my hair between his fingers.
âLiam Henderson, you cannot cancel your tour,â I insisted.
The thought of cancelling something so big just because of me felt ~wrong~.
Thousands upon thousands of people had saved their money to see Liam perform.
And he was just going to let all of them down.
For me.
âWhy canât I?â he muttered.
âBecause you made a commitment to your fans,â I said. âBecause they trust you, and you canât betray that trust.â
âFreya,â Liam murmured, taking both of my hands, âI wasnât here when you needed me. But I am now. And Iâm not going anywhere.â
âNo.â I slid my hands from his grasp and pulled away.
âWhat do you mean, no?â he asked, dumbfounded.
âI reject your decision to stay here and cancel the European tour for me,â I replied defiantly.
âYouâ¦reject?â Liam snorted, wrapping his arms around me and planting a kiss on my cheek.
âI mean it!â I exclaimed. âYouâre going back on tour. And youâre not going to use me as an excuse.â
âYouâre bossy,â he murmured, inching closer to me.
â~Iâm~ bossy?â I scoffed.
âFine,â Liam muttered, stroking my collarbone with his thumb. âIâll go back. In a few days. After I know youâre alright.â
âIâm fine.â
âMhm,â he mumbled, his head buried into my skin. âSure you are.â
As Liam cradled me in his arms, I felt myself drifting off into sleep once again.
It was a euphoric sleepâthe kind that comes on slowly when youâre utterly exhausted, and for a while you canât discern the dreamland from reality.
I supposed there wasnât much of a difference, really.
Falling asleep in Liamâs arms, feeling his slowing heartbeat as he drifted off, was its own sort of dream.
And I never wanted to wake up.
Luce
Have you seen this morningâs headlines?
Liam
I just woke up
Luce
What the fuck, Liam?
Luce
Freya knows sheâs supposed to keep us updated on this kind of thing.
Luce
Who is this guy?
Liam
What guy??
Luce
Sending you the link now.
Luce
We need to clean this up ASAP
An overwhelming feeling of dread consumed me as I waited for Lucinda to send me the link to whichever nauseating tabloid was currently making my life hell.
~Itâs probably some bullshit story.~
They usually wereâsome journalist pig trying to make something out of nothing.
My phone vibrated as Luce sent me the link, and I begrudgingly clicked to open it.
NY Chatter
Liam Henderson Love Triangle?
While the catâs away, the mice will play! Onlookers yesterday morning witnessed Liam Hendersonâs flavor of the month in a loverâs quarrel withâyou guessed itâanother man!
Sources say a particularly tired-looking Freya Coleman, 25, was attempting to flee an unidentified male late yesterday morning. The man chased her several blocks and attempted to follow her into the subway.
First-hand witnesses claimed that the man even got violent with Freya and possibly pushed her down the stairs.
Liam Henderson, of course, is currently in the middle of his European tour, though insiders from his London show this evening hinted he might just be cancelling to go see a certain someone.
Miss Coleman is currently being treated for a concussion in NY Presbyterian, but the question remains: who is this mysterious man? An ex-lover? A current one?
If any of our readers recognize the man from the photos posted below, we kindly ask that you alert NY Chatterâyour top source for inside info on the hottest celebs!
Is Freya cheating on the golden king of rock, and if so, how much longer until their relationship finally combusts? Stay tunedâ¦
Comments:
Lady_of_the_lake_90: finally!!! i knew she was bad news!
Jazelle_is_my_girl_12: Poor Liamâ¦looks like Jazelle will have to cheer him up ð
Stargazer89: ugh iâm so sick of this chick. sheâs not even pretty enough for himâ¦cut her already Liam ð
Henderson_69: i will kill you bitch!!!! nobody hurts my man!
wander_lust_365: But likeâ¦is she okay? Thatâs pretty messed up if this dude pushed herâ¦
The phone slipped from my hands and landed in my lap, but I hardly noticed.
~Freya was withâ¦another man?~
My eyes crept over to Freya, who was sound asleep in the hospital bed beside me. I didnât want to believe she could be capable of lying to me like that, butâ¦
~Photos donât lie.~
I retrieved my phone and studied the series of grainy images showing Freya standing on the steps of the subway entrance with a man holding on to her arm.
~Who is he?~
As a crippling stream of dark thoughts consumed me, my confusion gave way to something else.
Anger.
~She lied to me.~
Ripping back the bedsheet, I shot out of bed and began pacing the hospital room.
~First sheâs lying to me. Next sheâs leaving.~
Freya stirred suddenly, yawning. She rolled over in bed, her arm searching for me.
I watched her sit up, her eyes snapping open as she realized something was wrong.
âLiam?â Freya rubbed her eyes. âIs something wrong?â
âHmm, let me think about that one,â I replied sarcastically, feeling the anger boiling into rage. âSome guy shows up out of nowhere, tries to hurt my girlfriend, and she doesnât even ~tell~ me. Nopeânothingâs wrong. Iâm just great.â
Freyaâs mouth dropped open slightly.
I could see it in her eyes.
Sheâd been caught.
âWhat do youâhow did youââ she stammered.
âHow did I find out?â My voice was rising. âFunny you should ask. I found out like everyone else. From a tabloid! And theyâre speculating that this guy is some ex of yours.â
Freya pulled her knees into her chest. âItâs not true,â she whispered. âThey got it wrong.â
âThen tell me what happened,â I said, trying to rein in my emotions. âTell me who he is.â
Freya bit her lip, turning to shield her face from me.
âI donât know who he is,â she said quietly.
âHave you ever seen him before?â I asked soberly.
Iâd managed to stop myself from pacing and now stood at the foot of the bed.
âYes.â
âSo tell me the whole truth,â I pleaded.
âIâheâs been following me for a few weeks,â Freya admitted, âand I thought he was just paparazzi, butâ¦â
âBut?â
âBut he doesnât carry a camera with him. And yesterday he chased after me. He grabbed me,â Freya explained, her eyebrows knit together. âI tried to get away, and thatâs when I fell.â
Her words made my blood boil.
~Iâm going to fucking kill him.~
âWhat does he want?â I asked. The question hung in the airâgrew stale in itâand Freya shook her head.
âI donât know.â
I couldnât keep my rising anger from rebounding on the only person directly in my path. On Freya.
âHow could you be so careless?â I demanded.
Freya finally looked at me, her eyes narrowing. âHow could ~I~ââ She let out a sardonic laugh, face flushing red.
âYes!â I spat back. âYou ~knew~ you could have been in danger. You lied to me.â
âIâI didnât want you to worry about me,â Freya insisted. âYou have so much on your plate right now. I didnât want to add to it.â
âSo youâre saying what? You were trying to protect me? Is that it?â I scoffed at the idea.
âYes,â she answered. âIs that so hard to believe?â
âI donâtââ
The door swung open behind me, and I hardly had a chance to turn around before I heard the voice of the last person on Earth I wanted to see.
âYou know, when Harri told me youâd hopped on a plane to go see ~her~, I thought she was fucking with me, yet here we are,â Wyatt snarled.
âDo you want me to tell you how much money youâve lost us?â he continued.
âOr maybe you want to guess.â
âNah, Iâm good,â I replied, my back still turned to him.
âOh, Freya,â Wyatt said, crossing the room. âIâm being rude. Are you alright?â
Flustered, Freya looked from Wyatt to me, then back to Wyatt. âIâm okay. I justââ
âOh, dear,â Wyatt said, cutting her off. âIâm sorryâit was more of a rhetorical question. In fact, I really donât care how youâre doing. The girl that single-handedly cost meâwell, if I say it out loud, I might just start crying.â
My entire body tensed as my temper begged to be cut loose.
As I opened my mouth to bark at Wyatt, Freya cut me off.
âHey.â Her legs flew over the side of the bed and suddenly she was standing inches away from Wyatt, staring into his beady eyes.
âYou donât get to talk to me like that. Not after I just convinced your star to fly back and finish the tour. So, I donât know, maybe a quick âthank youâ would be appropriate?â
To my amazement, Wyatt shrank back.
Was he actually ~intimidated~?
âAnd you know,â Freya continued, taking a step closer, âmaybe I should have one of you two explain how this thing works, but arenât you, like, Liamâs ~employee?~â
âNo, Iâmâuhâ¦â Wyatt stammered, and I couldnât help but grin.
Wyatt looked to me, straightened his tie nervously, and cleared his throat. âI need you on a plane to Amsterdam tomorrow night, Liam. Thatâs my bottom line.â
âOr what?â
He didnât respond.
âHereâs what Iâm thinking,â I replied, taking hold of Freyaâs hand. âWeâll reschedule the shows Iâve missed. Iâll do this tour. Iâll be on time to every show and play my fucking heart out. But on one condition.â
My manager glanced nervously between us, already regretting his answer, which we both knew would be yes.
âAnd what would that be?â he asked.
âFreya comes with me.â