chapter 27

Her logic was very deep and confusing. I tried to think hard over it but could not dig deep. In the end, I thought, “I think I am in no position to decide if her logic is right or wrong. But she appears to be right for the time being. One thing I have to admit. Her logic is better than mine. She is telling me such things that I have never thought.”The second set of thoughts crossed my mind, “At present, my life is hell. I need someone in my life. So far, I think Sahil is the best guy for me. He is strong. He can protect me not only from the boys of my school but also from the other schools. Even if Vicky tries to talk to me in future, he will beat the hell out of him. I really want to see him getting beaten down in front of my eyes.”“Suppose I don’t go for Sahil, I choose another boy from my class. He will not be able to protect me. If I choose a boy from any other school. His love will not be true. Perhaps, Vaishali is right. I have to learn to love a good boy. I need to learn to love Sahil.”She tapped on my arm and said, “Where have you lost?”I said with a slight smile on my face, “I was dwelling over the words you said to me.” She smiled back. Don’t know how but she became my psychologist and said, “You do one thing. Before going to sleep, think of Sahil as your lover. Think as if you love him deeply from the bottom of your heart. Go into wild fantasies with him. Imagine deeply that you are making love with him with full passion. Go on thinking this until you go to sleep. I said, twitching my nose, “Oh, no. What are you saying?”She said, “I have heard in my many videos that if we think of anything deeply before going to sleep, it enters our subconscious brain. Our subconscious brain is very powerful what you put in it, it will make that thing your reality.”Divya - Oh..Vaishali - First, you will feel like a fool. But when you go on practicing it, you will come to know how powerful this technique is. This technique is world over popular.Divya - Oh really? Vaishali - Yeah. Divya - Okay, I will try. At 10 p.m.I was lying on my bed. I thought, “I think now I should try the technique that Vaishali told me.” I closed my eyes and started imagining. I didn’t start thinking in words but in scenes that were flashing on my mind’s screen. In my imagination, Sahil and I were standing in the class. I cued him with my index finger and with a smiling romantic face to follow me. I walked out of the class. He followed me as if he was in trance. I started walking in the corridors of the school. He was following me everywhere as if he was hypnotized. I was enjoying being followed by him. Then my eyes fell on a class which was vacant. The students of the class must be in the ground. They must be having a sports period. I entered the vacant class. He followed me in the class. I looked around. Luckily, there was no CCTV camera in the class. I stopped walking, reaching near the electronic smart black board. He walked up to me and stood very close to me.The electronic smart black board turned on on its own. A romantic song started playing on its as if magically. It attracted our attention towards itself. In the song, the hero clutched the hair of the heroine and pressed his lips on her rosy lips tightly.Seeing that scene, my heartbeat increased. I also started feeling something in my heart. My breath became warmer and faster, my breast began to move a bit up and a bit down in the process. He noticed the ongoing sensations in my body. He also got turned on. He moved a step ahead and had reached very close to me. His legs began to touch mine. His chest began to touch my breast which made my body to tremble owing to the ongoing strong sensations. He caught my hair like the hero and started bringing his lips close to mine. At any moment, anything could happen. At any moment his lips could capture my lips. Suddenly, I started feeling very dirty. I didn’t want his lips to touch mine. I started feeling disgusted. I thought, “It’s disgusting! I can’t let that happen! I don’t love him! I am feeling his touch very filthy. I don’t want to move ahead. I have tolerated enough.”But he had turned on, he was bringing his lips closer and closer to mine. I tried to push him and said, “Leave me! Go away! Get lost!”He said, baffled, “What happened to you? You invited me here. Let me kiss you now!”I shouted, “Chii! Phew! Get lost!” He tried to kiss me forcibly and I slapped him and said, “Go to hell!”I said go to hell so loudly that it broke my imagination and I came back to my senses. I said it so loud that my mom also heard it. She shouted from her room, “What happened, Divya? Are you alright?”Embarrassed, I replied back in a loud voice, “It was just a bad dream. I am fine.”Mom - Okay, sleep peacefully and let me sleep also. She mumbled, “Don’t know what she watches on her phone. Now, she is having nightmares.”The Next DayIn the interval, Vaishali and I were having a stroll on the ground. She said to me, “Did you try the technique that I told you?”I said, gloominess gripped my face, “Yeah, I tried.”She posed another question quickly, thinking that her technique must have worked, “Did you start feeling something for Sahil?”(It will be so nice of you, if you leave at least a single word comment and please don't forget to follow me and become my superfan. You will be able to read all the locked parts of all my series for free and you will also be able to chat with me and my superfans directly.)