chapter 62

I told my mom that I had found a room. My mom boarded a train and reached the town of his brother after paying rent to the owner of the house. Here Raj and I had found a house to live in. We shifted there. When I stepped into the new house, I felt as if happiness fell on my body from the sky. I started feeling very happy. I didn’t enter the house alone. In fact, we stepped into the house together hand in hand. I was all smiles. I was feeling very relaxed as if I had won a great war. I dropped myself on the bed as if I surrendered myself to the lap of happiness. For the time being, I forgot about everything, even that Raj is with me. I thought, “Now all my tensions have finished. Now, I don’t have any reason to worry. A girl needs a good soulmate in her life to make her complete. It’s the most important thing in a girl’s life. Choosing a nice boy is the most important decision. In fact, it’s the most important event in a girl’s life.”“I have chosen the best guy for me. Now, nobody can even steal him away from me. I married him. Now, he is mine forever. I am a hundred percent safe now. Raj is mine forever. He will always be my loyal husband.”I lost into my own world of happiness. Raj thought, “Oh gosh! What happened to her? He is not even looking at me.” He said, “Hey, you there?”My eyes were fixed on the ceiling of the room. I didn’t even come to know that he called me. He snapped his fingers and said, “Hey, mrs Divya!” His snapping of fingers brought me out of my world of imagination. He laughed and said, “Where have you lost?”I smiled deeply from the bottom of my heart and said, “Raj, you can never know how important this day is for me. Today, I have fulfilled all my dreams. It’s my dream come true moment. I want to bathe in this happiness. It’s my moment today.”He laughed and said, “Hey, it’s not yours but our moment.” I thought, “For the first time he tried to be romantic. But I am sorry, Raj. I guess it’s wrong time.”I said, smiling deeply, “No, it’s not ours, it’s my moment.” I again rolled my eyes back to the ceiling. His first time romantic mood turned off. He was perplexed to see my changed behaviour. He thought, “She wanted to marry me as soon as possible. And now when I married her, she is not even looking at me. What kind of girl is this? I am confused. What does she want from her life?”I said to Raj, “Raj, what I wanted, I got in my life. Now, I don’t want anything in my life.”He got scared to hear that. He felt as if I heard what he thought. After a second, he realized that he didn’t utter anything but only thought. He composed himself again.For about two hours, I didn’t say anything to him but just kept enjoying my world of happiness. Nor did he disturb me. He was very understanding. He must have realized that he should not disturb me. He left me in my condition, went out of the house to bring food for the night. He came back with a pizza, a cold drink bottle, a packet of bread and milk. That was enough for us to spend the night.At night, we ate pizza together. After that, we drank a cold drink. The time had come to spend the first night of marriage. Raj slowly placed his hand on my hand. I felt a current passing through my whole body. Slowly-slowly, he started coming closer to me. I didn’t do anything. I let him come closer to me. He moved his arms slowly around me and took my full body in his embrace. I started feeling the heat of his body.Then I also moved my arms around his body and lay on the bed. He was on me now. He slowly started kissing on my neck and cheeks very affectionately. Slowly-slowly his lips reached my lips and started loving each other. For the first time, I realized that there is not only one type of sex. In fact, the sex is of two type. One is beastly and full of lust and the other one is full of love, perhaps pure love. I realized that today, I am going to experience a new type of sex that I never experienced before.Technically, he was my husband now. He could do anything with me. I also allowed him to do anything he liked with my body. On this day, I realized that even nerds are very romantic. They don’t show this facet of their personality normally. They become romantic only when they are convinced that it’s the time to be romantic.Slowly slowly, the normal kisses turned into smooches and then he did with me everything that a husband is supposed to do with his wife. When he was finished, I looked at him and said, “Today, I am really very happy.”He didn’t say anything but just smiled. I said to myself within my mind, “You nerd, you can never understand me. Today for the first time, I experienced pure sex. For the first time, I realized the beauty, the bliss of pure sex. I can’t reveal the truth to you that I had sex even before. I don’t know why I want to tell you the truth but sometimes, it’s a better decision to hide the truth.” “I am very very happy today. The matter of regret is that neither I can explain to you why I am very happy nor you can understand yourself. I know you must be very happy today. You must be thinking that you had a sex with a virgin girl plus with the girl you love. But…” (It will be so nice of you, if you leave at least a single word comment and please don't forget to follow me and become my superfan. You will be able to read all the locked parts of all my series for free and you will also be able to chat with me and my superfans directly.)