CH 44
I Want to Be Friends With You
Miaomiao finished all of her homework, but Zhouzhou still didnât call back yet.
When Mother Hua stepped into the study to check on her, she saw Miaomiao lying facedown on her desk. When Mother Hua went to Miaomiaoâs side to carry her to the bedroom, she was surprised to see Miaomiao looking ardently at the tablet.
Usually, Miaomiao would be sleepy during the time, but now she appeared to be wide awake.
Mother Hua asked, âWhatâs the matter?â
Taking her motherâs hand, Miaomiao replied, âZhouzhou didnât call me today.â
Mother Hua picked up the tablet and discovered that Zhou Yuan had sent a message on WeChat, which Miaomiao didnât see.
Zhou Yuan: âMiaomiao, I have something to do today, so I canât do my homework with you.â
Mother Hua informed Miaomiao of Zhou Yuanâs message. Mother Hua thought that Miaomiao would feel forlorn, so she comforted her, âZhouzhou was probably busy today, but he wonât be busy tomorrow. You can see him when you go to school tomorrow.â
Miaomiao wasnât crestfallen or upset. She had been staring at the tablet and waited for Zhouzhou to give her a reply, but she thought that Zhouzhou was also busy shopping for vegetables.
Since she was under the assumption that Zhouzhou had also gone outside to shop for groceries, she was waiting for a reply from him. But since he didnât reply yet, she began to conjecture that perhaps he didnât go out shopping at all. She feared that a kidnapper had taken Zhouzhou away.
Zhouzhou is so smart and talented. Many people will surely like him. A few might even like him enough to kidnap him.
Panic began to engulf her as she thought about this. Since Miaomiao found out about Zhouzhouâs message, she heaved a sigh of relief and hugged her mother.
Mother Hua bathed her and rubbed the cream that palliated the scars on her skin. They used up almost all of their medicine, and Mother Hua was considering buying some more.
Once again, Miaomiao became as fragrant as a strawberry. She could not resist smelling herself.
She exuded a faint, sweet smell that was redolent of fruit.
This smell of fruit makes me feel comfortable.
Miaomiaoâs act of smelling herself made Mother Hua laugh.
Then, she picked her up and put her into the quilt. Mother Hua was by her side and asked, âDad was working overtime. Do you want to meet him?â
This was considered normal since Father Hua had to work every day in the past, which made it difficult for Father Hua and Mother Hua to spend time together.
Mother Hua wasnât sure what the word âfatherâ meant to Miaomiao, so she asked about it today.
Miaomiao was a little nervous, so she squeezed her motherâs pajamas. She knew her mother wasnât telling the truth. She knew that her father wasnât working overtime, but he couldnât live with them.
She lowered her head and whispered, âDoes Mom miss Dad?â
Mother Hua wasnât expecting Miaomiao to ask her a question in return. Caressing Miaomiaoâs head, she began falling into her thoughts. It had been more than 20 years since she first knew him, and it had been more than 10 years since she had fallen in love with him.
The weight of time was enough to cause somebody to regard the other person like air, which was very important but was also easily ignored.
Mother Hua had no idea what to say when she processed Miaomiaoâs words. After some time, she slowly said, âA little bit.â
Miaomiao hugged her mother. She felt so sad for her. Throughout this hard time, she tried to ignore this matter, but in reality, she kept it hidden somewhere in her heart.
Mom and dad are like this because of me. Itâs all my fault.
Miaomiao was sad and despondent. She didnât know what to say.
Looking at her, Mother Hua sighed.
The Hua family was scheming. They wanted them to divorce and have Father Hua marry someone else and have a child later on.
Mother Hua recalled the scornful looks on the faces of the Hua family members. She felt that she should get divorced so that she could rid herself of all of these people, but now Father Hua didnât want to go through with it, so everything became very complicated.
Miaomiao grasped Mother Huaâs hand. She actually missed her father.
If dad is here, then mom doesnât have to work as hard. She would be much happier.
Slowly, Miaomiao drifted off to sleep.
When she arrived at school the next day, she discovered that Zhou Yuan hadnât arrived yet.
Usually, Zhou Yuan arrived earlier than Miaomiao, but he didnât today.
Miaomiao placed the yogurt bottle on Zhou Yuanâs desk.
Then, she noticed Jingjing and Deng Feng entering the classroom. Other students also began to arrive one by one, but Zhou Yuan still did not arrive.
Miaomiao turned her head and looked at Jingjing with a look of concern. She looked as if she wanted to ask her why Zhouzhou didnât come.
Jingjing didnât know why Zhou Yuan was absent today.
Jingjing said, âMaybe, he just got up late.â
Jingjing knew many things and told Miaomiao, âThe teacher probably knows why Zhou Yuan didnât come to school. When I was sick, I had to contact the teacher to let her know that I couldnât come to school.â
After clenching the corner of her dress, Miaomiao departed from the classroom and went to the teacherâs office. She hesitated for a while and stood before the door. She kept vacillating between her decisions. On one hand, she wanted to enter, but on the other, her shyness besieged her, which caused her to become fixed at the door. In the end, her curiosity to find out what happened to Zhou Yuan overtook her shyness, and she entered the office.
The only time she came to the office was when her mother brought her here to enroll.
Miaomiao remembered what her mother did at that time, so she knocked on the door.
âCome inâ, the teacher said from inside.
There were several teachers talking loudly and laughing in the office. As a result, Miaomiaoâs legs became a little tremulous.
Despite that, she continued to walk. Teacher Li was surprised to find out that it was Miaomiao who was coming up to her. The teacher asked softly, âIs there anything wrong with Miaomiao?â
Miaomiao practiced what she wanted to say, then she whispered, âZhou Yuan, why didnât the teacher come to school todayâ¦â
She realized that she had made a mistake after she finished talking. A soft, incarnadine red tinged her cheeks due to the embarrassment.
Teacher Li understood what she was trying to ask. She held back her laughter as she declared, âStudent Zhou Yuan asked for a leave today. He got an allergic reaction to mango, which was rather serious. Heâs resting at home today.â
Miaomiao was incognizant of what allergic reactions were, but just coming to ask about Zhou Yuanâs absence caused Miaomiao to exhaust all of her energy.
Even though she didnât understand what mango allergies were, she understood that it was something serious. When Miaomiao walked back, she lapsed into a state of confusion.
Serious, how serious is it? It must be painful.
An expression of sadness adorned Miaomiaoâs face when she returned to the classroom. She looked like she was about to burst into tears.
Jingjing quickly asked, âWhatâs the matter? Is he sick? Is it serious?â
Deng Feng also leaned over anxiously. He awaited an answer from Miaomiao.
Miaomiao was still very tense. When she heard her two friends ask these questions, she couldnât suppress her tears and cried, âItâs very serious.â
Before, she had overheard people say that she was injured severely, and she imagined that Zhou Yuan was in a similar situation.
Miaomiao couldnât hold back her tears and thought about how much Zhou Yuan would have to suffer.
The more she thought about it, the more her sadness assailed her.