CH 24
I Treat You as a Brother
Unexpectedly, before the two of them noticed, Yang Lin had already secretly taken a photo.
Because of the poor lighting and the movement of the people, the quality of the photo was not good, and even their figures could not be seen clearly. However, Fang Mo walked right into the trap, and was still wearing the same coat from the picture. Most college boys usually didnât pay much attention to what they wore, and in this kind of weather, they would usually wear a T-shirt, and few would wear a dress shirt outside.
Fang Mo was different, and always had to wear something special. Because the motion in the shot was very dynamic, the light-colored jacket on his body was decorated with a few long and short gradient-colored stripes that hung downward. It looked quite good but was very conspicuous.
Seeing Xu Xiran looking at him with surprise and disbelief, Fang Mo panicked.
This time, he really was wronged.
He was dumbfounded and didnât say a word, and Xu Xiran quickly twisted his brows together: âYou, you and Zou Shun⦠are actuallyâ¦â
âNo!â Fang Mo shouted.
In this state of emotion, he couldnât control his volume at all and startled Xu Xiran.
âThen why were you twoâ¦â Xu Xiran lowered his head and quickly glanced at the photo, then hurriedly looked away, unwilling to look at him directly.
âThe angle, itâs the angle!â Fang Mo felt wronged and angry, âThis person is sick! Purposely taking this photo is so weird! He was standing next to us, so he should know that we were not what we look like in the photo! This is deliberate slander! What a scumbag!â
Xu Xiran was persuaded by his tone and volume, but was still a little puzzled: âWhat kind of angle would make you two look soâ¦â
In a moment of desperation, Fang Mo acted before thinking, and without warning, he reached out his hands, took Xu Xiran into his arms, pressed him against his chest, and hugged him.
Xu Xiran panicked and was just about to struggle, but before he had time to move, he was quickly shaken by Fang Moâs force, âAt the time I was justâ¦â
âWhat are you doing! What are you doing!â Xu Xiran shouted and tried to break free.
After all, he was a little stronger than Zou Shun and struggled much more seriously than him, and would soon break free of Fang Moâs restraint.
âAt the time, he was acting like youâ¦â Fang Mo stopped halfway through his explanation.
This was because the closed bedroom door behind them opened a crack. Two pairs of eyes appeared in the crack, and there was a third personâs voice.
âLet me see, let me see!â
Fang Mo and Xu Xiran, whose upper bodies were still entangled together, turned their heads to look in their strange position.
âWhat are they doing?â The original pairs of eyes in the crack of the door were pressed down, and a third pair appeared at the top.
After the air was quiet for a few seconds, Fang Mo and Xu Xiran quickly bounced away from each other.
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âYou see,â Fang Mo smiled awkwardly at Xu Xiran, âArenât we now also chatting in this kind of place in the middle of the night, right? Itâs normal, itâs nothing strange.â
Xu Xiran was now in the position of where Fang Mo and Zou Shun had been before. He lowered his head and covered his face, looking like a pure girl who had just been robbed of her innocence by thugs.
ââ¦Iâm sorry,â Fang Mo felt guilty, so he was very sincere, âItâs my fault.â
Xu Xiran put his hand down and looked up at him: âDid you see their eyes just now?â
Fang Mo didnât dare to look at him, but his eyes wandered.
âThey definitely misunderstood,â Xu Xiran lamented, âNine out of ten that it canât be explained anymore.â
âAlthough itâs a bit out of place to say this nowâ¦â Fang Mo said cautiously, âbut your xuedi also misunderstood me and Zou Shun just like this.â
This example was too vivid and Xu Xiran believed him.
âFuck,â he cursed, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, âCouldnât you have just said it? Maybe even a warning wouldâve been nice!â
Fang Mo shrank his neck: âYou see, from being misunderstood by your roommate now, doesnât it make you anxious? When I was misunderstood, I was definitely anxious. If you put yourself in my shoes, do you understand how I feel?â
The examples were there and they all sounded reasonable. Xu Xiran felt extremely exasperated and let out a deep sigh.
âIâm sorry.â Fang Mo felt that he needed to repeat it again.
He did feel ashamed. But it was undeniable that this misunderstanding also made him a little happy. From a certain perspective, he really had to thank Yang Lin for that.
While in his thoughts, Xu Xiranâs phone vibrated again. Yang Lin had waited for a long time without a response and couldnât bear the silence anymore.
[âXuezhang, did you see the picture?â]
This kid had ulterior motives. He didnât receive feedback immediately after reporting the incident, and wanted to inquire about the situation.
Xu Xiran looked down at the phone and was silent.
But Fang Mo was no longer worried, and even had some expectations. He asked Xu Xiran, âArenât you going to quickly reply to him?â
It was reasonable to say that since Xu Xiran believed in him, he would definitely help him reply back. Something like, âyou donât need to worry about the things between usâ, or âI believe Fang Mo is not that kind of personâ. Since they already agreed to pretend to be a couple in front of certain people, they had to really act like it. How would a relationship simply fall apart this quickly?
When imagining Yang Linâs anger after seeing the reply, Fang Moâs heart felt satisfied.
But Xu Xiran had a different way of looking at this. He frowned and bitterly said: âWell now, I am not only seen as gay, but also misunderstood as a cuckold.â
Fang Mo froze.
âIf I told him not to meddle in our business, what would he think of me?â said Xu Xiran.
âEhâ¦â
The evidence of his loverâs infidelity was right in front of him, which was not only green1, but also stupid. He could practically hear people cry2.
Xu Xiran held his forehead: âThis is humiliating.â
Fang Mo felt increasingly more ashamed. He squatted in front of Xu Xiran and tilted his head up, sincerely saying, âIâm sorryâ¦â
Xu Xiran propped his forehead with one hand, and stared at him for a while with one eye between his fingers, then softly sighed. He sat up straight and flicked Fang Moâs forehead: âTreat me to dinner!â
Fang Mo hurriedly agreed while shrinking back: âYes, whatever you want to eat, itâs all up to you.â
Xu Xiran shook his head and sighed, picked up the phone, and thought hard about how to reply so that he could dismiss Yang Lin without losing too much face. After thinking about it for a while, he suddenly raised his head and asked an irrelevant question.
âWhy were you holding Zou Shun like that?â
Fang Moâs heart skipped a beat.
Because you said you were willing to pretend to be a couple with me, so I carelessly felt high. How could he possibly tell this kind of truth to Xu Xiran?
âHe⦠he was feeling down,â Fang Mo began to build his story, âI wonât say more on the details, since after all, itâs his own personal life. I only wanted to comfort him, but he wouldnât listen to me, so I just went in and hugged him and shook him a few times, and said something like, âDonât be sad, cheer upâ.â
This answer sounded somewhat reasonable, but after hearing this, Xu Xiran slowly shook his head: âThis really⦠this canât be good, can it?â
âAh? Why? Canât I comfort him?â Fang Mo was puzzled.
Xu Xiran sighed, reached out and pulled him to his side and let him sit down: âDonât you think this kind of gesture is a bit too intimate?â
âIs it?â Fang Mo said, his heart suddenly moved slightly, âYou and I often have our arms around each otherâs shoulders. Weâre both guys, so whatâs the problem?â
Xu Xiran raised his hand and lightly tapped on his head: âStupid! Heâs different from us.â
Fang Mo felt that he was very smart, but sooner or later, he really would be made stupid by him.
ââ¦Arenât you non-discriminatory?â He felt a little uncomfortable, âI have such a good relationship with him, thereâs no need to deliberately treat him differently because of his orientation.â
âSo thatâs why I say youâre stupid,â Xu Xiran said. âTo you, it doesnât matter if everyone is a boy, but to him, the lines can be unclear.â
Fang Mo frowned and looked at him.
âYou have to think about it from his point of view,â Xu Xiran said with a serious face, âSince you know that he likes boys, keeping a proper distance is a basic courtesy, do you understand?â
Fang Mo was stunned for a while, then quickly nodded: âOh!â
It was true that he had always been unable to accept physical contact between normal male friends, and even the slightest intimacy would make him uncomfortable. He was willing to be arm to arm with Xu Xiran, simply because he liked him.
As for Zou Shun, Xu Xiran had a blind spot. Although they were both male, they were the same model3. Moreover, they have known each other for too long and were too familiar with each other, and so they were completely unable to produce any chemistry with each other, and have completely ignored each other as options that could be pursued.
âYouâre frank with him, but what if he overthinks it?â Xu Xiran continued.
âNo, no,â Fang Mo waved his hands dismissively, âHe has someone he likes, thatâs why he came to find me.â
Xu Xiran hesitated, and finally sighed: âI guess so, but even then, you should still pay more attention.â
Fang Mo nodded vigorously: âMn, I know.â
He secretly thought in his heart that he now had richer responses to the questions Zou Shun had asked him before. He liked Xu Xiranâs gentleness and appropriateness in such strange little details.
He had seen many straight men react differently towards gay men. Some people would mock, some people would directly detour, some people would deliberately act ambiguous to prove their charm, and some people wonât say anything on the surface, but they resist them inside and secretly distance themselves. Xu Xiran was different. He would treat the other party as an ordinary person, but knew to keep a sense of propriety to not embarrass the other party.
This man was a good person.
Fang Moâs heart emitted little pink bubbles. However, Xu Xiran had other thoughts: âHave you ever met the person he likes?â
Just as Fang Mo was about to nod, Xu Xiranâs phone vibrated again.
Yang Lin was ignored again, and unwilling to be lonely, persisted on sending him messages. He seemed to have had a major misunderstanding of the reason why Xu Xiran didnât reply.
[âI understand that this must be difficult for xuezhang to accept. Iâm sorry for letting you know about this, but I think itâs better than being kept in the dark. After all, itâs better to just get the pain over with than prolong the agony. Thereâs actually one more thing that I hesitated for a long time on whether I should to tell you. I have been holding back because I didnât want to make you upset, but now that I think about it, I should have said it to you a long time ago.â]
âWhat is this?â Fang Mo asked, craning his neck to see.
Xu Xiran was as curious as he was, and despite the long silence up until now, he immediately sent a question mark.
Yang Lin immediately sent a reply.
[âLast time when we went to eat mala soup together, he touched me under the table. At that time, I thought I was thinking too much, but now it seems that I actually thought too little.â]
Xu Xiran spit out on the spot.
Fang Mo couldnât help but roll his eyes.
Xiao Yang, I used this move 800 years ago, you still want to fight me?
Slang for a cheater
Meaning that this situation was just too sad
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