Girls Night 3am

{this chapter auto uploaded before I even noticed. Thank you all for 50k 🥺

please please please give me a toxic summer fling. That's all.

Ok just kidding,

Have you all watched Am I Ok on hbo yet (sry max) I'm currently watching it and I'm slightly obsessed

Also I read this great book a few years back called We Are Okay and I definitely recommend it. I forget the authors name. It has nothing to do with the movie but the titles are similar}

3 am:

"Jessie" I whisper

"What?" She whispers back. I knew she was still awake. I could see the phone light reflecting off her face.

The rest of girl's night went well. After a few more glasses of wine, face masks, and a game of Monopoly we didn't finish everyone fell asleep around 1 am.

"Come to my room," I say.

We walk up the stairs as quietly as possible. We were still feeling the effects of the alcohol so it probably wasn't too quiet. I don't think we woke anyone up. We go into my room and lie in my bed. I cuddle into her.

"Can I take you out on a date tomorrow?" I ask.

"I don't know why you're asking. I'll go anywhere you want"

"I have something in mind. It's going to be a surprise" I say.

I honestly have nothing in mind. I'm gonna let Elle plan the whole thing.

"I can't wait to find out," She says and plants a tiny kiss on the top of my head. She lets her cheek rest there. "Do you like sneaking around with your friends close by?" She asks.

"I like the thrill of it," I say.

"I can tell. You're very affectionate when we could be caught at any moment."

"I told Elle about us tonight"

"You're telling you're friends about me?" She teases me and takes her cheek off my head.

"You did too"

"What did she say?" She asks.

"She already knew. She said we made it obvious"

"You made it obvious" She corrects.

"Are you ever going to tell me what went down in NY?" I know Elle told me she'll tell me when she's ready but I want to know now.

"Not right now. I don't want to ruin your night"

Did she hook up with someone while she was there? Did she meet someone? She was only there for a week. There is no way she would meet someone that quickly after living there for sixteen years and not meeting anyone. She also wouldn't have a one-night stand. We're technically aren't official and I haven't been exclusive towards her throughout this entire thing so I have no right to be upset.

"Can I hold you now?" I ask. It probably has nothing to do with her love life. I'm just overthinking it. The least I can do is comfort her.

We switch positions so I am holding her. I twirl a strand of hair next to her face with my finger.

"I don't want them to come back from Orlando" Same bestie same. "Do you think you can evict your mom?"

I laugh. "If I could I would. Maybe renting my own place will be easier"

"Maybe a hotel room for a night would be the easiest"

"A hotel room for a night or an apartment for a month?" I question.

"You're right," She says.

"We could always go to my dads. He wouldn't care. He already knows"

"You told your dad?" She asks.

"Yeah, I was flipping my shit after the breakup. I spilled everything to him"

"Yeah I couldn't do that with my dad"

"Maybe with your mom"

"Ok it's time to go downstairs" She sits up.

She turns to face me and kisses me then stands up and leaves the room. I watch her leave and then wait a couple of minutes to go back down.