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"Noel"

A month is really a short amount of time when you think about it. It felt like just yesterday that we were in the hospital and just like that he had moved his stuff into the apartment and I had informed our caseworker that he would be staying at the house. There was no word on his brothers but Austin figured they had to go back home for the harvest. The only issue with Austin moving in was Amar and him being huge football fans. They wore Eagles gear and had me make them some hot dogs and burgers for dinner. I personally hated hotdogs after living in a foster home where the mother only knew how to prepare cold cuts and hot dogs.

"GO FOR IT, AYYYYYYYYYY," Austin shouted at the top of his lungs while I was sitting beside him bored out of my mind, head rested in my palm. Amar was eating his fourth hot dog without any condiments since I forgot to get ketchup and he hated mustard and mayonnaise. I would have told him to stop but it was a good sign that he was eating healthy. Plus I didn't want to spoil the good mood after his last successful checkup with Dr. Houdeck. I personally only watched sports during the Olympics otherwise I hated seeing the extremely overpaid grown men and women playing children's games.

"Dad can I get some juice," Amar said looking at Austin. If Austin was anyone else it would have scared the hell out of me seeing Amar bond with him so close but I knew he wasn't going anywhere especially with the thing still hidden in his mint container. He couldn't whisper or hide things well so I had to prepare to be surprised when he finally decided to ask me. The answer would definitely be a yes, in the nine months we had been together I think I'd grown more than I had in the past five years. I loved him and Amar loved him along with my siblings. JoJo might not have loved him but he was kind to him on the phone and when they came to visit with Toni.

"I think you've had enough for today how about some water," Austin told him.

"Daddy can you get me some water, I don't want to miss the blitz," Amar asked looking at me. I wasn't sure what blitz meant or if he used that correctly but I was happy to not be looking at the screen. I walked into the kitchen and got some water for him and Austin then walked by just as the last play happened.

"Woohoo," I said as they celebrated their team winning. I handed them both a water and began to clean up.

"Amar time for bed you have class in the morning," I told him and he immediately became low energy. I enrolled him in basic classes to get him up to speed before the school year. He liked it because he was making friends but hated that he had a bedtime during the summer.

"Hey no frowns go get ready for bed and I'll read to you," Austin said and started running water for dishes.

"Go take a bath or something I got this," Austin told me and I didn't really need to be told twice. I was tired from studying and could use a soak. I walked into our room which was recently decorated to fit both of our styles which did cause our first argument but we came to a compromise.

I walked to the bathroom and stripped throwing my clothes in the hamper then turning the faucet on and watched as the tub filled with water. I tossed some bath salts Chloe had gave me and the room smelled of roses. Slowly I sank into the water when the tub was three-quarters of the way full and let the water submerge me. It was so relaxing to just sit down and not do anything instead of worrying if the humidifier was working to keep the air moist enough to keep Amar from having a nosebleed or worrying about classes. Luckily I didn't have it as bad as some of my classmates since I had credits for a good bit of the classes already covered or credited based on my work history and certificates. Just laying there in the dim light I let my worries wash away for the moment.

"Mind if I Join you," I looked up startled at Austin's voice. Then as I took him in I was even more startled since he was completely naked, this being the first time I had seen him naked. It was odd how we lived together but hadn't seen each other nude. I gave credit to Austin for keeping with my boundaries.

"I don't mind... Yeah," I said trying to keep my eyes above his waistline. He got into the tub behind me and I was immediately aware of his member.

"Amar's asleep, he went down hard and made sure the humidifier was on in his room."

"Thank you," Austin said to me. I felt him spin me around so that I was facing him and his hands began roaming my body.

"I love you so much," he said before he began the most passionate kiss I've ever had. I could feel both of us getting aroused.

"Can I," he asked pulling away from the kiss and I bit my lip before nodding. That was all he needed before he pulled me onto his lap and began palming my butt. Slowly he raised both of us out of the water and stepped over the tub walking us to the bed even though our bodies were still dripping wet. He gently placed me on the bed and continued to kiss me. My legs slowly wrapped around his body and he began grinding into me. After a few minutes of kissing, he pulled away from my lips and began leaving a trail of kisses to the center or my chest. I looked down at him as he stared at my already hard nipples due to me being cold and then took one into his mouth. I let out a gasp as waves of pleasure rattled my body causing my member to become fully erect. My hand went to the back of his head trying to keep him there but he pulled off and went to the other one causing the same reaction. He looked up at me and smiled before continuing to trail kisses down my tummy down to the base of my erect manhood. He licked his lips wetting them before he placed his mouth on the head causing me to hold in a breath. The next thing I knew he was licking me with his tongue which made me writhe with pleasure.

"You like that," he asked me pulling off just as I felt a release. I didn't trust myself to speak so I nodded.

"Good it's all about you tonight, after all, it's your birthday in two hours," he said with a smile then began lifting my legs. I was feeling a little insecure about having sex for the first time especially since I had a little stubble from not shaving in a week. That didn't seem to stop Austin who dived in. I couldn't really describe the sensations that he was causing. I couldn't stop the high breath moans from leaving my lips. I kept trying to move away from the amazing feeling that was giving me sensory overload but Austin kept pulling me back to him.

"Don't run baby I got you," he said finally letting my legs down. He pushed me to the center of the bed then climbed on top of me and began rubbing his large thick member across my virgin hole.

"Are you sure about this baby, once I take it I can't give it back and it's going to hurt at first," he said before leaving down and sucking on my neck.

"Yeah," I struggled to get out.

"Alright don't try to fight it, J promise I'll go slow," Austin said and pressed his head to my entrance. I felt him apply pressure and my eyes went wide and did my best to not push him away. He leaned down and went back to kissing me while slowly pushing inside of me. It took a solid ten minutes for him to work the head into me without me running away but after that, he could slowly get all of himself inside of me. I was in a tremendous amount of pain so I did some controlled breathing hoping for my body to get used to being stretched as it was being.

"Alright, I'm in baby, I'll keep going slow," he said as he slowly pulled out of me a little then went back in. I kept moaning and gasping while he slowly built his pace with each stroke becoming less painful and causing a lot more pleasure.

"You feel amazing baby," he told me as he stroked me. Every time he went deep I felt this wave of pleasure which only increased when I wrapped my legs around him and his abs pressed against my manhood causing a ton of friction. I knew that I wouldn't last much longer and I was waiting for the release.

"Quicker," I said in a breathy tone I'd never used before. He didn't ask any questions he just picked up his pace gradually building up more and more friction until my eyes rolled back into my head and my body began to shake as I shot multiple spurts between. Our naked bodies. Austin grunted and I felt this warmth inside of me while I released. When it finally past I was dead tired and this new connection with Austin that I knew I'd never have with anyone else.

"Damn Noel you feel amazing," Austin said as I felt his now limp member being pulled out of me. I was already sore but I wanted to shower and get back to bed.

"I love you," I told him getting out of the bed and walking to the bathroom.

"I love you too," he said following behind me. We showered together for the first time taking the time to wash each other's bodies before we got out and dried off and made our way back to the bedroom. I looked through the dresser and found a pair of underwear to sleep in and slipped them on. I turned to go to bed and was so happy that I was genuinely surprised at the moment as Austin was on one knee with a band in his hand.

"I know you knew about this ring for a while now and I was waiting for the right time to give it to you and couldn't think of a better moment. An hour before your birthday after our first time together. Noel, I can't express in words how much I love and adore you. You make the days worth getting through and you're a constant part of my dreams. I don't think I could ever find a love like the one you and I share. I want to be an official family with you an Amar so I'm asking you will you marry me?"

I don't know when I started to cry but I could feel tears rolling down my face as I nodded yes to his proposal. He smiled standing up still completely naked before kissed me then pulled away to place the ring on my finger. He held my hand for a long time and just looked into my eyes. I kissed him before climbing into bed waiting for him to put his underwear on and climb in behind me.

"I want us to adopt Amar together. I want him to be ours alone without the possibility of him being taken away," Austin said in my ear.

"Of course I want to adopt we're his dad's and he's our son," I responded turning to him wondering what would have happened if I never met him.