Chapter 21 Chapter 21 (Part 2)
Finding Forgiveness
PART 2
One week later,
"Cato where are your shoes?" Leo called from the hallway.
The chaos of the school run had begun and Leo and I had the unwieldy
task of getting eight kids fed, dressed and ready to leave the house.
"Cato!" Leo repeated.
Of course, Cato was far too busy tackling Mathias on the living room
floor to reply.
"Where are his fucking shoes?" I heard Leo mumble to himself. "Jesus
Christ."
I stifled a laugh before realising that those were shouts of pain rather
than squeals of laughter coming from Mathias.
"Cato, get off your brother. You're hurting him," I said as I tried to
juggle Zacharias and his bottle in one hand and cutting Lili's toast in
half with the other.
"Sorry," Cato said hugging Mathias
"Are you alright, sweetie?" I asked as Cato wiped his tears.
"Look, Mathy," Cato said realising his attempts to comfort him weren't
working. "You can borrow my dinosaur for the WHOLE week!"
He held out his favourite toy dinosaur to Mathias who's face instantly lit
up.
Crisis averted.
"Mommy, I don't want to go to school today,â Silas complained as he
appeared sullen faced in the kitchen.
"You have to go to school, Si," Leo replied. "We've had this discussion
many times in the last few months.â
"I thought you loved school,â I said rubbing his shoulder.
âNot anymore, Mama," he groaned climbing up onto the table and
lying on it face down. "I hate it. There are so many rules!"
"There are rules here too," I said. "And one of them is no climbing on
the kitchen table. Come on, find your bag and we'll talk about this
later."
He dragged himself away to find his bag. Despite being a fairly trivial
matter, it saddened me that I hadn't been around to be there for him if
this had been going on for months. I had been completely unaware of
it.
I didn't have much time to dwell on the subject though before the twins
appeared in the doorway.
"Oh girls," I said noticing what they were wearing. "They're Mommy and
Daddy's clothes, aren't they? You can't go to school like that.â
"Why not?" Marie asked.
"Because you'll trip on that skirt,â I said looking at the skirt which
dragged along the floor behind her. "And Frannie you can't even see
with that hood,â I adding looking at the hoody of Leo's she was wearing
that covered her from head to toe.
At that point Leo came back into the kitchen, looking exasperated from
trying to find Catoâs shoes and set his eyes on the twins. He smiled and
rolled his eyes.
"Come on you two," he said picking them up, one in each arm. "It's not
fancy dress day."
They laughed and giggled as their Dad picked them up into the air and
as far as I could hear they didn't object to changing. What made Leo
such a great father was his ability to make anything fun which always
led to far fewer tantrums and arguments.
Ten minutes later, six children were lined up in the hall. One didn't have
any shoes on, one had peanut butter all over her face, another had a
plastic dinosaur toy in his hand, another was brooding and frowning
and the final two were already on their second outfit of the day.
"Cato where are your shoes?" I asked in desperation as I strapped the
youngest two Lorens into the stroller.
"I don't know mama,â he replied.
"Where did you take them off?" Leo asked.
"Oh yeh! I remember!" he shouted before running out of the front
door.
I exchanged looks with Leo and sighed.
It rained last night.
Another ten minutes later and we were finally ready. Catoâs shoes left
by the heater to dry and on his feet, his only other pair of shoes: his
sandals which due to the fact that it was cold outside, he wore with
socks.
"Looking good, bambino,â Leo said as we left.
"Grazie, Papa,â he replied with delight.
"Oh shit," I cursed as Zacharias projectile vomited all over himself from
the pram and promptly began to screech. "We're going to be late.â
I lifted Zacharias out and began rushing upstairs.
"Leo, you'll have to take them. I'll stay here with Lili, Zach and Stefano,â
I said.
"Are you sure you'll be alright?" he asked.
I nodded, "Come on Lils, you're staying with Mama."
"I'l be back in twenty minutes,â he said before herding the eldest five
of the flock out and closing the door.
Since I returned, Leo hadn't been working much to stay at home with
me and make sure I wasn't having to ever struggle with all the kids
alone. We spent more time as a family than we ever had before too
including numerous trips to the park, movie nights and baking. The kids
were happy again and fortunately didn't seem too damaged by the fact
that I disappeared for months and then when they thought they had
me back, I went again.
Many people visited me during the times where Leo did have to do
some work including Max, my Mum, Rosa, all of Leo's brothers and
sisters and when he had earnt Leo's trust back, Luca. I even went one
day to see my Dad who was delighted to hear about his old friend
José's part in my rescue.
Everything was back to normal and life was good. That evening as we
had dinner as a family and watched the kids play afterwards, I didn't
find myself thinking about Andrea once.
Well, that was until there was a thud-like knock on the door and
everything came gushing back up to the surface