Chapter 49 Chapter 49
Finding Forgiveness
As we neared the door to the office, I tried my best to free myself from
Andrea.
"What, Blanca?" he asked. "You're afraid of him?"
"Andrea please-" I began
"Don't bother,â he said with a short laugh before opening the door and
pushing me in.
I had hoped I was going insane. But my eyes were met with exactly
what I had dreaded. Maybe I'm hallucinating now?
"It's not possible," I whispered as I scanned his body. It seemed very
real and extremely alive.
"You're dead."
The man stifled a laugh and turned the swivel chair he was sat
comfortably in a few degrees to the left, "Is that what your Alpha told
you?"
"He killed you," I said surely.
"Yet here I am," he shrugged, a sly smile tugging at his lips.
He then stood up and stepped forward slowly until he was a mere few
centimetres from me. He examined me, and picked up a strand of my
hair and felt it between his fingers before dropping it back down and
his hand finding it's way to my chin. Using the tips of his fingers, he
lifted my head so I had no choice to look him in the eye.
"Nice to see you again, my dear little cousin,â he said. "It's been a
while.â
âLuciano,â I said, his name filling me with more hatred and loathing
than you could imagine.
He smiled in that cold, emotionless way before turning my head to the
side.
"Yikes," he said running his finger along my cheek, which was still
bruised from when Andrea hit me a couple of days prior. "That's gotta
hurt.â
I couldn't bring myself to give him the satisfaction of a response so I
just kept my mouth shut.
"I see Martinez is finally giving you the treatment you deserve,â he
replied. "Because Alpha dearest is out of the picture? I also hear you're
not quite so brave without the threat of him around?â
I scowled which only amused him more.
"How are you still alive?" I asked, my curiosity itching like a nasty rash.
He sat back down and put his hands behind his neck, "Do you want to
tell her or should 1?" he said to Andrea.
"The honour is yours," Andrea said with a grin.
"Your Alpha lied to you, sweetheart," Luciano said. "He let me live."
"After everything you did, why would he do that?" I asked, refusing to
believe it.
"Looks like you aren't the only one Leonardo has a soft spot for,â
Andrea replied.
"Even Alpha Leonardo Loren couldn't bring himself to murder his
childhood bestie, so we came to an agreement,â Luciano replied picking
up a pen from the desk and twizzling it in his thumb. "He let me live so
long as I went back to the Italian mafia, spied on them, fed information
back to him and most importantly, stayed the fuck away from his Luna
and family.â
"Then what are you doing here?"
"Because I don't keep my promises. You know that better than most,â
he replied. "So when Andrea Martinez showed up in the doorway to my
house offering me a deal that interested me far more, what do you
think I did?"
"You see, Blanca," Andrea said. "All that information you gave me on âa
dead manâ was all I needed to find the best weapon against your Alpha
of all time."
I looked back to Luciano, panic taking hold.
âLeonardo is as good as dead,â Luciano said, his lips curling up at the
sides. "All I have to do is get him to trust me again and then lure him to
his death like a puppy on a leash.â
"He will never trust you again,â I spat.
"Watch your tone, my love,â he warned. "He's not here to protect you
anymore."
"He will not trust you," I repeated, this time much quieter.
"Oh, he will. By now he's probably so desperate to get you back that
he'd recruit the devil himself for help and besides, let's not forget that
time and time again he makes the mistake of thinking he can trust me.
It's his fatal flaw."
"I should have requested to kill you myself," I hissed.
At that I felt Andrea seize my arm, "Ella, that's no way to speak to our
guest,â he snarled in my ear. "Apologise.â
I stared into Luciano's eyes, longing to rip the smirk from his lips.
When I didn't reply, Andrea wrapped his hand around my throat and
repeated his order, "Do it."
Despite being unable to breathe, my stubbornness didn't allow me to
apologise to such a piece of shit.
"No," I croaked.
Andrea let out a short sigh and turned to Luciano, "Would you please
give us a moment?â
"Take all the time you need," Luciano replied in an amused tone before
Andrea dragged me out of the office.
The first thing Andrea did was hit me...again.
"Do as you are fucking told," he hissed.
"He doesn't deserve an apology,â I replied trying to get my wrist out of
his hand. "I don't see him trying to say sorry for all the shit he's put me
through. I have never done anything wrong to him. He hates me for no
reason.â
"I don't give a shit about your little family feud,â Andrea replied. "You
will go in there and you will apologise for disrespecting him. Your Alpha
is no longer in charge, I am and I will not tolerate this.â
"Fuck. You," I replied pushing him away from me.
"Fuck me?" he asked with a sly smile, totally unphased by my efforts to
hurt him. "That can be arranged for tonight but first you are going to
make up with your cousin.â
I fought against him as he dragged me back to the office. His ability to
manhandle was as good as ever but this time I had the fuel from a
seven-year feud to fight with. Somehow, I was able to free my leg and
kick him hard right where it hurts the most.
His knees buckled and he collapsed to the floor grimacing in pain. In
doing so, he lost his grip entirely on me and I was able to race back
down the hall. I'm not sure where I was going except for away from
him. The kitchen was empty, Chico was nowhere to be seen and the
back door was wide open leaving the vast jungle in my grasp.
Without hesitation, I legged it out into the backyard and across the
terrace. As I sprinted over the grass towards the jungle I heard Andrea
thunder out of the house. I was sure that if I could get into the dense
vegetation, I stood a chance of losing him. I was small and agile whilst
he was fast but big and would certainly get tangled in the branches and
vines. It was just a matter of getting there before he could stop me. My
lungs burnt not really from exercise, the lawn was only about 200m
long, but from adrenaline and pure terror. Andrea's footsteps were
nearing me quicker than the forest fringe was.
I soon felt my feet wipe out from underneath me and my back come
into contact with the solid ground. My entire body pounded as the fear
shot through me in paralysing pulses.
"Thought you could escape me, huh?" Andrea growled pinning my
arms to the ground as he straddled me.
He was breathing heavily and shaking with fury. His fingers curled
around my wrist were cutting the blood supply off and I struggled to
breathe under his weight.
"Huh?" he questioned bringing his lips to my ear.
"No, but it was worth a try," I replied. "Anything is worth a try."
A smile crept onto his lips as he looked down on me struggling.
"Oh, Blanca," he said maliciously stroking my hair. "You have no idea. I
wasn't even going to let him hurt you. Becoming my wife earned you
privileges,â he continued pulling me to my feet. "Privileges that you just
lost."
I closed my eyes preparing for him to hit me and I wasn't disappointed.
I felt a searing pain across my cheek and a warm trickle from my nose.
He then pulled me to my feet and began dragging me back to the
house.
"You have disobeyed my orders, embarrassed me in earshot of our
guest, tried to escape from me and killed my future children. You know
that I don't tolerate disrespect, and frankly, this is humiliating.
Ordinarily, I would kill a person for causing me so much trouble but
unfortunately, I need you alive. However, I am not going to fucking let
this slip, Blanca. I will not be shown up by a woman..."
He then suddenly ground to a halt and pulled my ear to his mouth
"So as your husband, I see it as my duty to show you the consequences
of pulling stunts like this and ensure that you get in line. I can assure
you that you will think twice next time," he whispered sinisterly before
continuing to drag me.
I couldn't actually think of anything he could do that he hadn't already
done so I just let him drag me expecting him to lead me into the office
back to Luciano. But he didn't. He dragged me past and through the
door that leads to the basement.
He flicked on the light to reveal to figures. Chico, who I had been
wondering the location of, was one. He was sat on a hard stool
watching intently another figure that was sat tied to a chair with a sack
over his head. I recognised the second's scent but I couldn't remember
what from. It had been so long since I left this house and my nose was
not in tune.
"Now, I believe you know this man,â Andrea said forcing me into the
cold basement. "Chico, remove the hood."
Chico stood up and briefly made eye contact with me before pulling
the sack off the man's head. He squinted at the brightness of the light
and his face was sad and drained but I could still recognise his kind
eyes and gentle features. Alessio.
His eyes looked me up and down. At the bruise on my cheek, the cut
above my eye, the tears rolling down my cheeks.
"He is just one of many Stella soldiers in our captivity all of which are of
no use to us. I don't like to compliment him but your Alpha trains them
well, they don't give up a single word... not even the most gruesome of
torture,â Andrea said gripping my arm. "So in other words, they are very
disposable and ideal for teaching disobedient little bitches a lesson.â
"Andrea no," I protested looking at the solider with a pained expression
as I tried to hold back the tears. "Donât do this."
"See, Blanca. You should have thought about this before you decided to
anger me again. Beating you doesn't seem to do the trick anymore so
you leave me very little choice.â
The soldier looked back at me with eyes that remained sympathetic to
me despite his own situation. I hadn't known him well but it was clear
within minutes that he had empathy beyond most.
"I'l do anything, please,â I begged.
"Give me a good reason why I shouldn't,â Andrea ordered as Chico
removed a knife from his pocket.
"He has a mate and young children,â I said quickly. "A little boy born
only a month or so ago.â
Alessio smiled meekly at me and gave me a silent reassuring nod as if
to say it was okay. As if to say that he was happy to have done his duty.
Andrea stifled a laugh.
"Not good enough, Babes," he said as Chico brought the knife to
Alessioâs throat.
"No!" I screeched, lurching forward only to be caught by Andrea's huge
hands that brought me back to his side as he laughed like he was
deriving some kind of sadistic pleasure from this.
"Luna, please turn away," Alessio said in a hoarse but courageous voice.
"I am so so sorry," I sobbed before Andrea nodded and I watched as
blood poured from his throat.
I let out a howl of pain as I pressed my head into Andrea's side, the
image still flashing across my hand.
"Look at the consequences of your actions, Blanca,â Andrea said coldly
as he seized my hair and lifted my head to look at Alessioâs body. "A
young, healthy life wasted because you didn't feel like cooperating
today. Don't think that I will not do this again and again until you learn
because I will. Do you understand me?"
I nodded as my eyes brimmed with water.
"So now you have a choice. You either come with me easily to the office
where you will apologise to Luciano...or I kill another.â
I looked up hoping to see even a glint of remorse but there was
nothing. Just hard, cold, emotionless eyes.
"I'l come,â I said quietly.
"Good decision," he replied throwing me over his shoulder and carrying
me out of the basement. I tried not to watch Chico drag Alessio's body
across the floor and I tried not to heed the puddle of pooling blood but
it was hard to avoid.
He was dead because of me. His mate alone. His children fatherless. All
because of me.
I was soon back in the office in front of Luciano who grinned at my
state. I could hardly stop my tears long enough to speak but I managed
to choke out a sorry.
"Apology accepted,â he said wiping my cheek with his thumb. "Perhaps
we can put our history behind us.â
I looked up at him and saw that his face was even more insincere than
expected. He smirked down at me and raised an eyebrow, "So?"
I glanced over to Andrea who was stood with his arms folded with a
pissed off expression still on his face before I nodded slowly.
"Brilliant," Luciano chirped. "Give me a hug, cuz.â
His face looked so much like my other cousin Max's. The features were
the same, his hair, the colour of his eyes. Even his height and body. But
his temperament was dark and as he wrapped his arms around me,
instead of comfort, I felt trapped.
He rested his head in the crook of my neck and took in my scent before
kissing my cheek and finally letting me go.
"Good girl," Andrea said with an approving nod. "Now go upstairs
whilst I discuss the finer details of our partnership with your cousin. I
will be up in the evening.â
Relieved to get away from Luciano, I headed towards the door
immediately. I felt Lucianoâs glare on me until I was out of sight and
only then did I allow myself to crumble.
I ran upstairs, tears streaming again until I got to the bedroom where I
slid down the wall into a crying heap on the floor.
Life had once again thrown more hell at me, just when I thought it
couldn't get any worse. Alessio was dead, Luciano was back in my life
and Leo was in danger. What could possibly be next?
A few minutes later, there was a knock at the door. It was quiet and
gentle but I quickly wiped my tears a few seconds before Chico
appeared.
"I shouldn't be here," he said. "But I wanted to check on you."
"I'm fine," I replied unable to look him in the eye. "Just leave me alone.â
I couldn't blame him for Alessioâs death. He was as much trapped in the
situation as I was and if he had resisted Andrea's orders, they both
probably would have ended up dead.
"Everything is worse alone,â he said.
I tilted my head back and screwed up my eyes as another wave of tears
came my way. Without hesitation, Chico slipped next to me and put a
gentle hand on my knee.
I looked at him for a moment, taken aback by his action before I
couldn't keep the tears away any longer and rested my head on his
shoulder.
He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and simply did what he does
best and sat quietly with me. It provided comfort. Comfort in a primitive
form but comfort all the same and I was grateful for at least any
attempt.
It was more than what anyone else was doing.