Chapter 55 Chapter 55
Finding Forgiveness
It was hard to think with the panic screaming inside my head. Thoughts
flooded into my mind in their thousands, charging aimlessly around,
blockading my reason, making it near impossible to think straight.
Andrea was right there and in his hand the weapon that could
potentially kill somebody I love. But I was frozen right beside him,
paralysed by the fear.
Pull yourself together Ella. A little voice in my head hissed. She sounded
a lot like me but a version of myself I had lost weeks ago. You're
stronger than this. Don't you dare let a man make you feel weak.
To hear the sharp, assured tone of her voice was refreshing.
Somewhere, although deep inside, she was still there.
And she was right. What had become of me?
At that moment I felt the powerful effect of my own persuasion or
maybe simply just a surge of adrenaline. Either way, it brought me to
my feet and to turning to the forest.
I wasn't weak but I couldn't beat Andrea. The fact was simple. But
distract him? I could certainly do that.
"Blanca," he growled. "Get your arse back here."
He grabbed my wrist but for once I didn't listen to his order and I didn't
let him drag me back.
"Get the hell off me," I growled in the darkest tone I'd ever heard my
self use.
Even Andrea seemed taken aback for a second. He stared at me
dumbstruck for half a second before his face hardened again.
He pulled my wrist down hard so that I slammed forwards into his chest
and was firmly in his grasp.
"Speak to me like that one more time, I dare you," he said, squeezing
my hands in an excruciating grip.
I hesitated and he smirked before turning back out to watch the
clearing and repositioning his gun
Distract him.
"Get. The. Hell. Off. Me," I repeated this time even more intensely deep
and clear.
The surprise in Andrea's eyes satisfied me. I didn't so much enjoy the
slap in the face a few seconds later but at least his hand was now on
me not the trigger.
My eyes began to water from the impact but I wasn't going to cry. I
held a straight face and glared up at him as he grabbed my cheeks in
his hand and glared at me with his dark eyes.
There was a sheer layer of sweat across his forehead and he squinted
his long eyelashes a little as the sun poured through the branches
above us but it didn't make him any more human. He was as cold and
psychotic as ever.
"I don't know what's given you this sudden burst of confidence but you
better get rid of it. I'm not gonna tolerate this," he replied, every word
slashing across his lips.
I slapped his hand off me and pushed his chest as hard as I could, "And
I'm not going to tolerate you treating me like shit anymore.â
He raised an eyebrow but I'm wasn't going to back down.
"You're challenging me, Blanca?" he asked. "Again? Do you not
remember what happened last time you tried this?"
Alessio was murdered. That's what happened.
"You plan to murder my people anyway," I hissed. "That's why we are
here. What difference does it make?"
He let out a short frustrated breath, "You're getting brave, huh?"
I didn't break the eye contact.
"Is it because you know Mr Alpha is near and you think he might
protect you?" he scorned. "Because he won't. All he's going to do is fall
to the ground with a bullet in his head, leaving you hopelessly with me
forever. So unless you want the rest of your life to be hellish, I suggest
you shut up and sit down.â
He then began pulling me back to the ground but I launched my knee
into his stomach. He didn't even flinch and bar the slight exhale of air,
was entirely unaffected.
He hit me again but I only hit him back across the face. I went to kick
him too but this time he caught my leg and pushed me to the ground,
straddling me in the process.
He brought his hand to his lip and dabbed it with his fingers. My slap
had somehow inflicted a cut across his bottom lip that oozed blood.
He stared down at his now bloody fingers and his eyes snapped down
to me. I was trapped underneath his weight, unable to move and my
heart beat fast. Not with fear or anticipation anymore though. But
instead with the pure fury that had unknowingly been building up in
me for weeks to which I had now opened the lid to and was now all
pouring out.
"You are so done for," he growled.
I didn't care. His hands were no longer on the gun and his eyes well
distracted from the clearing.
"What are you going to do?" I hissed, trying my best to provoke him
more. "What if I'm not scared of you anymore?"
"Then I'd be concerned that you've finally lost your mind," he replied.
"You should be scared because you know what I'm capable of."
"You certainly have a lot of confidence,â I stated. "You think that you
and your army of rogues can beat Alpha Loren? You've already lost to
him in a challenge once, what makes you think you stand a chance, you
arrogant twat!"
He suddenly grabbed hold of his gun again and held it straight to my
head, "Don't say another word," he snarled.
"Or what?" I spat in response.
His finger snapped onto the trigger. I don't know if he would have
pulled it. His anger was certainly high enough for murder and I wasn't
taking any chances so I reached my hand up and shoved the barrel off
my head, causing his finger to slip on the trigger in the process and to
shoot the ground. The shot sound alone was tremendous even without
the squawks of a million birds as they fled the forest.
A few seconds later, Luciano's voice came through on the walky talky,
"Andrea, they heard that shot. Looks like they're coming in prepared.
"You've blown our cover,â he hissed getting immediately to his feet and
hauling me with him.
He then shouted something out in Spanish and all the men fled their
stations and into the forest.
"Abort!" he shouted into his walky talky and a few minutes later the
trucks were back.
"Congratulations," Andrea said shoving me into one of the trucks. "You
won this time. But your Leonardo's time will come.â