Chapter 81 Chapter 81
Finding Forgiveness
The bombs were heard all over the territory. The fires were visible for
miles and the fallen ash settled on the ground even in the most far
fetched corners.
The soldiers flocked to the army centre and now I was stood amongst a
crowd of thousands of whispering men awaiting an explanation.
I held my hand up, ordering a silence which instantly swept over the
entire army.
âI'm sure all of you heard the explosions. And before rumours spread
and the truth is distorted, I better inform you of the truth,â I began,
speaking loudly so all could hear, "Tonight at quarter past midnight,
bombs planted by Andrea Martinez were detonated in the homes of
Commanders Eduardo Siciliano, Paulo Salvatore, Mario Rossi, Emiliano
Fruili and Rafaello Carlucci. They and their families were all killed.â
I had every single set of eyes on me as a deadly silence took hold. Only
the crackling of the distant fires and cries of wild animals trapped in the
flames could be heard.
"And whilst this is a huge tragedy for the Stella pack and those men will
not be forgotten, we have no time to grieve. We have already lost too
many lives at the hands of Andrea Martinez and for now the mourning
and funerals will have to wait. We will honour the deaths in another
way: by taking him down once. By protecting our civilians, our children,
our mates, our elderly and our sick.
There was a cheer of support throughout the army.
"Martinez has shown us tonight that he wants to play dirty," I
continued, "So fine. We will do this his way. That means we will show no
mercy, we will take no prisoners, there will be no rules and no tactics
will be considered too brutal. This will be like no war we have ever
fought before but we will carry the same Stella strength, bravery,
resistance and resilience that has taken us to victory time and time and
time again. We have never been defeated before and if Martinez thinks
his bombs and machine guns can, he is gravely mistaken. That fucker is
a dead man. He has been since he first set eyes on my Luna all those
months ago and his inevitable fate is long overdue.â
There was another cheer. This time louder and more passionate.
"We may have lost our head commanders,â I added, "Five strong,
skilled, intelligent, cunning warriors. But it's going to take far more than
that to bring the Stella pack down and I'm sure their deputies will do
them proud in stepping up to fill their roles and lead our squadrons to
victory. So arm up, soldiers and prepare for battle. Your seniors will
deliver your first orders shortly."
With that, they all disbanded, with lary shouts and applause.
But I couldn't bring myself to smile and cheer like they did. My speech
had been a success. I needed to keep up the morale if we are to stand a
chance but with the sky still aglow with the blaze of the explosions, the
victory I talked of wasn't in sight. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
I marched over to Blair who stood briefing the five deputy head
commanders, now just the head commanders. Their faces were all
paled, probably the shock of losing their bosses or maybe the immense
pressure they suddenly had on their soldiers.
But Blair and I had devised a plan for each of the five divisions they
commanded. All they needed to do was carry out my orders.
"So in summary,â Blair began, "Division one: border defence. Bombs on
the roads, machine guns hidden in the trees, Patrols covering every
single possible entrance. That includes Seattle and the airport.
Division two: base defence. The fortification is nearly complete. There
are towers to position snipers and machine guns. Soldiers on patrolling
the walls are to be unarmed with additional hand grenades. Scouts with
communication devices are to be position a mile around the base ready
to feedback information and stop them before they get anywhere near
the civilians.
Division three: targetting Martinez. Your job is simple. Track the bastard
down and kill him. But simple doesn't mean easy. He's sly and cunning.
We know heâs not easy to find. But the men in division three are the
only soldiers permitted to delay the deaths of Martinez's men. Get
information out of them. They are weak-willed, disloyal and will spill
without much effort. That's Martinez's greatest weakness and you will
exploit the fuck out of it. Some of them won't know a word of English
but you have recording devices and a system to send files back to
translators. Use it.
Division four: Second line of defence. You will be between the borders
and the base hunting down and killing Martinez's soldiers by any
means you can. Explosives, machine guns, snipers, hand grenades. You
have free reign over the armoury.
Division five: For now you will join division four. But as the situation
develops and we know more about Martinez's tactics, your role will
become more apparent. You are crucial to the plan to adapt to
whatever Martinez hits us with. Remember we are going into this with
very little information. We have no idea what to expect.â
They all nodded.
"Anything to add Alpha?" Blair asked turning to me.
"Division three. If you have the chance, make his death as slow and
painful as possible,â I said, "Make him suffer.â
"But I assume that means that an opportunity to kill him shouldn't be
missed on the grounds of being too merciful,â Blair said.
"No," I said through gritted teeth, "His heart stopping is your priority. If
that means he doesn't suffer before it beats for the last time, I will at
least take some satisfaction in knowing he will still suffer in hell."
Half an hour later, I was watching as the divisions disbanded to fulfil
their allocated roles.
"Elena, Maria, Allison,â I said calling over my sisters and their best
friend.
Since the war against Haden's pack years ago, they'd stayed members
of the army and trained alongside our brothers. They were incredible
soldiers, just like the other one hundred women that had been
recruited in the last few years since the policy changed to allow any
woman who can pass the physical tests to join. They were still a
minority and Ella still considered the tests unfair on the female body
but they are there to ensure a soldier is up to standard and ultimately
to ensure their safety. I wasn't going to let anyone I didn't think was
strong enough fight. Same goes for the men. And they are welcome to
train hard as they like in the civilian training centre until they can pass
the tests.
They responded to my call and approached me.
Maria's bows and arrows had been replaced by a sniper and bullets.
Elena gripped a gun as long as her arm whilst Allison carried a box of
explosives.
"I know you don't like being coddled or treated differently to any other
soldiers on the grounds of being women or my sisters but..." I began,
"You know what happened to Ella. You know these men have no morals.
Keep your guards up.â
Elena nodded, "Don't worry, Leo. If you thought Maria was dangerous
with that bow you should see her with a sniper.â
I smiled, "I know. I certainly wouldn't mess with you three. But just be
careful and look out for each other," I said.
They nodded before Elena and Maria gave me a quick hug before
continuing with their preparations.
I then spotted Max over by the armoury.
"Ella, Milly and the kids are in the vault I trust?" I asked as I stood next
to him.
"Locked and bolted," he confirmed.
I nodded and sighed a slight sigh of relief, "Were they okay?" I asked.
âThere was some tears and worried faces from the kids. But Ella held it
together,â he replied, "She's amazing like that. No matter how hard
things are for her, she'll do whatever she must for those little kids."
I smiled, "She sure is amazing. And she has a huge heart too. She feels
terrible about what happened with Milly. She'd change it in an instant if
she could.â
Max nodded before he looked up to me, "I know... but she can't."
I sighed.
"And do you regret it?" he asked, "Because we all know at the end of
the day it didn't matter whether Ella supported it or not, it was your
decision as Alpha to test Milly's powers. So do you regret it?"
I paused for a second, "No. I am sorry that it turned out this way but I
am not sorry for clasping at what could have been an opportunity to
save this pack from certain doom.â
I quickly bit my tongue and looked around. The soldiers were all still
busy and I had fortunately not managed to turn any heads.
"Certain doom huh?" he asked, "You think we're fucked?"
"I'm not willing to underestimate Martinez for a piece of mind,â I
replied. "Now push your spite for me out of your mind and focus on at
least trying to win this war. If by some miracle we succeed, you can
leave with your sister and never have to look at me again. And keep
your mouth shut. I need morale to stay high.â
I knew Max was entitled to be mad about Milly but he certainly had a
way of pissing me off when I was already on edge. As I walked away
from him, another man was approaching me.
Haden.
Just what I needed.
"Is it important?â I snapped as he began to follow me.
"Last time you had to lead anything of this scale on home turf it was
against Ayas," he said, "It's an honour to fight alongside the great Alpha
Loren rather than against you.â
"Fuck of Haden," I replied, "I don't have time for your pointless
wittering.â
"I just wanted to let you know you have my full support,â he said.
I stopped walking and turned to face him. Having once been a powerful
Alpha, he was nearly as tall as me and still stood with the posture and
nerve of the man he once was.
In the years since the end of our official feud, Lia had forced us into
many failed attempts to get along. Whilst he had no choice but to
comply to my orders, he had hardly ever been the submissive type and
done everything with the most resent and reluctance possible. He
irritated me beyond measure and much to Lia's dismay, any endeavours
for civility and peaceful âfamily time' only ever ended with arguments.
So to hear him give me his "full supportâ was something I never thought
I'd experience.
"I don't like you, Loren," he said bluntly. "But I don't like Martinez more.
He kidnapped my nephew and he poses a threat to my own family too.
So I will fight for you to take him down."
"You are a member of my army and you don't have a choice..but I
appreciate it. Thank you, Haden," I said with a half-smile, "Now get back
to your division before I am forced to discipline you.â
He nodded and finally left me alone.
I spent the next half an hour, watching over my men as they prepared. I
helped them load up their trucks, buckle up their bulletproof vests,
hand out helmets and package emergency first aid kits.
There were apprehension, nerves and tensions but these men certainly
didn't lack courage. They were hardened, experienced soldiers. And
they were ready to lay down their lives to protect this fight and they
certainly weren't scared of Andrea Martinez.
"Alpha," Blair said approaching me as I stood in the middle of the
facility, "Everything's ready. Shall we give go ahead?â
I nodded and waved my hand to the drivers of the trucks and the
patrols ready to file out, "Let's do this."