Chapter 230
Strings of Fate
Megan 2- Pushing and prodding After my failed attempt during lunch time to get Bellamy and Ryann to talk out their argument from last night, I spend the afternoon with p looking at wedding stuff. I take care to make a separate note of anything that she particularly likes. I mean, I want to plan her wedding one day, even if it isnât with my idiot brother, although I suspect it will be. Itâs a nice afternoon even if Ryann is clearly a little distracted at times. Itâs just getting dark when Ryann comments that she should head home and I convince her to stay over. I know Bellamy wonât mind. Things might be awkward right now but I know he likes having her nearby.
âSo, I was wondering somethingâ¦â Ryann comments. She looks nervous but Iâm not sure why.
I thought she had gotten over her shyness with me.
âTristan, I donât know a lot about him, and you donât really talk about him all that much. Whatâs he like?â
She asks. Oh, thatâs not what I was expecting. I smile and quickly answer her the same way I did everyone at my engagement party. I feel like I Iâve given this same speech. a dozen times by now.
âHeâs perfect. He always says the right thing and we never fight or disagree about anything.â He really is good to me. The whole relationship has just been so easy.
âHuh, thatâs nice I guess.â Ryann answers. She doesnât sound convinced. But then again, she hasnât spent much time with him so she wouldnât know. Besides, her sortâof relationship is way more chaotic than mine! Itâs probably a little mean of me but I canât resist a subtle jab at her.
âSo, now itâs my turn to ask a question. Howâs the hunt for Bellamyâs future mate going?â I ask casually.
Ryann keeps her face neutral but I can see the flush around her cheeks. She just shrugs at me.
âNothing has changed.â She answers mildly. I raise an eyebrow. Is she really still trying to deny it after last night?
âReally? Are you sure? You havenât found her yet?â I push and she shakes ger head i denial.
âI havenât found her.â She insists, but she looks guilty. There is no way she isnât lying to me.
Megan 2- Pushing and prodding âYou really havenât found her? Practically every female feline Shifter in town was at my engagement party. So itâs odd that you didnât pick up anything.â I really want her to admit it. I think it would be good for her to talk about it. Maybe I can help. So I continue to put the pressure on.
âItâs very weird, maybe you need to look harder? Or maybe we should invite over some. Shifters from other cities?â Finally Ryannâs control snaps as I knew it would.
âWould you just STOP! I havenât found her. I donât know if Iâll ever find her. But thereâs no need to rush fate!â I cross my arms over my chest. Seriously? Why wonât she just TELL me!? Thatâs it, Iâm done being subtle.
âYou donât know if youâll ever find her? That seems like a lie to me Ry because as far as I can. tell you already have!â I snap at her, daring her to lie to me again. Ryann stares back at me with wide eyes.
She tries to deny it a little longer but Iâm not having any of it. Finally I give her one last chance to be honest with me.
Ryann Gale, stop lying to me. Am I your friend or not?â I demand.
âOf course youâre my friend.â She rushes to reassure me. I nod, happy that she can be honest about THAT at least.
âGood, so tell me the truth. Are you my brotherâs mate?â 1 stare at her and she studies her own hands before whispering her answer.
âYes, weâre fated.â My bedroom door swings open with a bang as it hits the wall. My brother is staring at us and he looks hurt and sort of pissed off. Damn. He turns and leaves and it jolts me into action.
âWhat are you doing? Go after him!â I try to push Ryann to go after him but she refuses. She is shaking heavily like sheâs the one who just had a big shock.
âI canât.â She really does seem frozen in place. I think I messed up. I should have made sure we had privacy before making her admit anything.
âOh Ryann, Iâm so sorry. I didnât know he was there. I swear.â I wipe tears off of my friendâs cheek.
Megan 2- Pushing and prodding âHow did you know? What gave it away?â She asks. Is it wrong to answer that I got jealous of how close theyâre becoming? I give a slightly different response, although itâs still true.
âIâve known the whole time. Itâs partly why I started treating you as a sister. No one else fights with him like you do. Heâs always happier when youâre around and heâs incredibly worried about you when you arenât nearby. What really confirmed it for me though is that heâs stopped sleeping. He spent a couple evenings with you and now he canât seem to sleep without you. Heâs never had that problem before.
Youâre the same, although you seem to be getting on a little better. Probably because you arenât a Shifter.â Ryann is still crying and I just donât know what to do. Why did he have to run off like that?!
âHe was a jerk to me at first, so I didnât say anything. Then it was too late. I couldnât say anything. I didnât want to ruin everything by trying to rush fate. What if he was horrified? Or worse, went along with it because he needs a mate to make the Alphas happy or because he feels obligated to me somehow.
And I donât even know how I feel. Itâs all just happened too fast.â I hug her tight to my chest. Oh the poor thing. She is barely keeping up with her own emotions and sheâs trying to be considerate of his too. She doesnât know how to trust anyone. so she is just carrying on as best as she can while burdened with knowledge that most people donât have. I thought knowing that kind of thing would make life easier but I can see that itâs not always the case.
âOh sweetie, he would never.â I promise her. I know my brother and he would never use someone like that, no matter how grumpy he is.
âHow can you say that? You saw what just happened. He hates me.â He doesnât hate her. Iâm sure of it, but I donât think she will believe me. Bellamy needs to be the one who tells her, not me.
Ryann insists on heading home, once again trying to be considerate of Bellamy by leaving his space.
She might be too good for him. She calls Darrien to take her home. When did they get so close? It feels like I blinked and they were best friends all of a sudden. What do they even have in common? We meet him downstairs and I watch as he comforts my friend.
âWhat happened?â He asks as Ryann sobs.
âBellamy found out.â
Megan 2- Pushing and prodding âI made her admit it to me. I didnât know he was listening.â I admit guiltily. Darrien continues. trying to soothe Ryann when I realise something.
âWait⦠you knew?â Damn, I thought I was the only one who noticed. Is he had all the same information as me.
âThe signs were there.â Is all he says. Before she leaves, Ryann tells me to call Bellamy and tell him itâs safe to come home. I donât think that he or I are going to.enjoy that particular conversation.
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