Chapter 240
Strings of Fate
Aaron 4- Talking and teasing âI wasnât sure it was you at first, but I donât know anyone else who falls asleep in a club.â Penelope says. My eyes fly open as I feel her dropping down onto the couch beside me. Sheâs sweating a little from the stage lights but she still smells like the ocean. I have to fight not to sniff at her. I always liked the beach. Tonight her hair is in a braid resting over her left shoulder. I nod to confirm my identity and she snorts out a laugh.
âI was right, just as quiet as a person. Although I guess maybe you donât mind my company since youâre not a cat today?â She adds, her words a question. I give a slight nod. Can she tell how awkward I feel right now? Iâm usually fairly comfortable with my silence, but something about Penelope makes me feel like I should be trying harder to answer.
âThatâs great. I was worried Iâve been bothering you. My teachers always told me I donât know when to keep my mouth shut and leave well enough alone.â I raise an eyebrow and she just laughs.
âYeah, I know. She told me to talk less so I went out and decided to make a living with my voice. I always did like to be contrary.â She jokes. Penelope chatters at me for a while longer, telling me about her music and how she hopes she can make a proper living with it one day. She admits that she struggles a bit right now and that she occasionally has to borrow money from her parents to cover her bills.
âThankfully theyâre really supportive and donât mind that Iâm a bit of a mess.â She concludes.
âYouâre not a mess.â I mutter quietly.
âHe speaks! And here I was starting to think you really didnât talk.â She says with a smile. Her face falls as she glances at her phone.
âI should probably be heading home though. I drove here at least. I used to take the bus and that was the worst.â She adds. My protective streak flares up. She used to take the bus this. late at night?
Alone? That canât be safe! She stands to leave and I find myself getting to my feet as well. Penelope looks at me strangely for a minute.
âYou look kind of upset.â She says slowly. Then shakes her head.
Aaron 4- Talking and teasing âNo, wait. Not upset. Worried. Are you worried about me Aaron?â She asks and I nod.
âOh, well thatâs real sweet of you. Iâm fine though. Iâm parked right out front.â She promises. I stare flatly at her and offer her my arm. Iâm about to drop it when I remember that she probably doesnât know what the gesture means to Shifters, but before I get the chance, she places her hand on my arm.
âAre you going to walk me to my car? What a gentleman!â She says cheerfully. We head out. together, Penelope waves and says goodbye to all the staff as we leave. James waggles his eyebrows at us on the way out. She rolls her eyes.
âIgnore him. He likes to tease everyone. I think he enjoys his job far too much.â She complains. We stop at an old looking silver car. Itâs small but seems serviceable enough. Penelope squeezes my arm gently, thanks me, then gets in her vehicle and drives away, leaving me to stare after her.
Just like the previous week, Sunday night I have a little more energy since Iâve had a couple nights rest. I manage to stay awake for Penelopeâs entire performance, although once again people try to approach me. I end up closing my eyes while I listen just so that people wonât. try to talk with me. I could come in my feline form but I donât want to. I suppose there is ONE person I donât want to drive away.
âHello again sleepyhead.â Penelope greets me after the show. My eyes fly open but I donât bother to or react her assumption that I was sleeping. Does it really matter if she knows if Iâm awake or not? It doesnât seem to affect whether she approaches me or not. I give her a nod as a greeting then internally kick myself. Is it really that hard to just say hello? At very least I could try to smile or give some kind of encouraging sign. I know Iâm fairly unapproachable, but I should be capable of at least that much! She drops into the seat beside me.
âSo, I was wondering what kind of job you have that has you so tired all the time.â She prompts me curiously. I try to think of the best way to describe my job that would make sense to a nonâShifter.
âPersonal security.â Is the answer I end up going with. Penelope raises an eyebrow and looks.
at me speculatively.
âThat does seem like something youâd be good at. Who do you do security for? Or am I not Aaron 4- Talking and teasing allowed to ask that?â She asks curiously.
âAlpha Ryann.â I respond. I donât know if she even knows who that is but at least itâs an answer.
âHm, I donât know a lot about Shifters, but I know your Alphas are super important right? So I guess your job is super important too. I bet youâre good at it, they wouldnât pick you if you werenât.â She thinks aloud. I shrug.
âVolunteered.â I comment.
âYou picked your assignment? Thatâs nice. I guess that means you like your job, or at least. you have some goal in choosing it.â She falls silent for a minute and seems to be thinking something through.
âIâve heard a lot of weird stories about Shifter packs in the past. Whatâs that like? Oh, I hope Iâm not annoying you. You donât have to answer if you donât want to. Although something tells me you never talk unless you actually want to.â Ah, so she is taking a page out of Alpha Ryannâs book and asking questions I canât answer with a nod. Oddly enough I find I donât mind answering Penelope. I try to think of an accurate answer. Itâs sweet that sheâs concerned about my pack given all the rumours she probably hears about Shifters, we ARE pretty private. But I think back to Alpha Ryann force feeding me cake and pestering me into relaxing whenever possible and how Alpha Kane dotes on her, his sister and their adopted child Kiara. They treat me like I belong there, like my own family does. I donât want her to think poorly of them.
âA large, noisy family.â I conclude and she smiles brightly at me.
âThat actually sounds kind of nice. I donât have any siblings, just my parents. My house was always really quiet. Hey if your work isnât the problem then why are you so tired all the time?â She continues her interrogation. Iâm not sure I know the answer to that question. myself so I just shrug.
âInsomnia?â I answer, although it comes out like a question. Penelope laughs..
suppose thatâs as good an.explanation as any.â She bites her lip for a second before continuing.
ens provaury wants to get nome and get some rest. I didnât mean to keep her.
âIâll walk you to your car.â I get to my feet and offer my arm to her. She looks oddly disappointed.
âI meant⦠Well, I suppose it doesnât matter. Thanks, that would be nice.â She lingers at her car, not unlocking it right away.
âI didnât mean I wanted to ditch our conversation.â She comments, hesitating. I donât know what she wants, but she said she was hungry, She should go.
âGo. Eat.â I insist. She nods but her shoulders fall and I know Iâve somehow said the wrong thing. Shit, I need to fix this. I donât know what to do, but as she gives me a slight smile goodbye I let a small smile of my own slip out. Hers grows in response and she seems to straighten up again.
âIâll see you next time!â I stand and stare after her car for entirely too long after she has. driven away.
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