CH 80

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“There are two sides to everything in the world. There are good and bad, but first you have to give up the bad  before you have a chance to get the good. The initiative is in your hand. If the other person is not worth it, you can’t settle for less. People do not live on love. If you fall into a love that forces you to experience harm and pull the other person from the 18th floor to the 1st floor, then you can choose not to fall in love and stay above ground alone.”

Ran Xing was stunned.

Shen Qingshu said calmly, “Have you ever had wisdom teeth? Lovers who betrayed themselves once are like wisdom teeth. Usually, they are not painful or itchy. You usually don’t notice them, but once you do, you will only feel pain. At that moment, you will think, it’s too painful, I must pull out this wisdom tooth. But when the pain is over, you will hesitate again. It’s not very painful and there will be  a hole in my gums after pulling it out, what should I do if my face becomes swollen?”

“So you hesitate, you’re tangled, you comfort yourself to forget it, don’t pull it out yet. After all, it hasn’t hurt for a long time, and maybe it won’t hurt in the future. At this time, you completely forget the pain when it acts up and you don’t realise it until the next time it acts up again. It hurts again, it hurts too much, you still have to pull it out.”

“One of the natural attributes of people is that they forget the pain when the scar is healed. But if you don’t pull out the wisdom tooth, it will always hurt you from time to time when you don’t notice it. Until one day, you finally make up your mind to pull out the wisdom tooth and you will never feel the pain again. You will find that maybe the tooth extraction doesn’t hurt as much as you think, and you will regret it. Why didn’t you pull out the wisdom tooth earlier? Why let it grow and even affect the good teeth next to it? Why didn’t you be decisive? “

“Even if hazardous waste is treated and turned into green waste through your unremitting efforts, it is also waste. Waste is waste. No matter how hard you try, it will not turn from waste into treasure. So why force yourself to be with waste? In this world, there is not only losing investment, but also timely preventing future losses. Giving up appropriately is the best example of preventing further losses.”

At the end of his defence, Shen Qingshu said gently: “China is a country with many traditional virtues. Most people have been taught since childhood to be tolerant and give others the opportunity to reflect. Coupled with the inherent goodness and softness of human nature, many people will choose to be silent and forgive when they are injured for the first time. Even if they are in pain and rage at that time, after calming down, they will once again be unable to help forgiving each other in consideration of previous feelings.”

“This is not to say that tolerance is wrong, but that many people don’t deserve your tolerance. Falling in love with someone who has betrayed you is like a gamble. You never know whether he will betray you for the second time, or whether he will really pay attention and treat you well. But I believe that the opponent debate friends, audience friends here and audience friends in the live broadcast room must have heard the saying of rejecting pornography, gambling and drugs since childhood. Gambling is an addictive thing, because what you lose is the so-called investment cost, so you always want to earn it back so that you can gain from what you invested. “

“But once you’re at the gambling table, how can everything go as planned? So don’t forgive and accept the person who betrayed you, don’t gamble on his conscience, you can only guarantee your conscience, you can never guarantee others’ conscience. Refuse gambling, repeat with me.”

[F*ck, he convinced me again!]

[No way, he said this in a very gentle tone, like a bosom brother, it’s too much.]

[I didn’t know how to reverse this argument before. Now I know. That’s it. Garbage is garbage. Don’t have gambler mentality and refuse pornography, gambling and drugs!]

[God dammit, refuse pornograghy, gambling and drugs. It’s funny that this sentence appears here.]

[Shen Qingshu is really powerful. The most charming voice, the most thorough truth, I love him so much!]

After an hour, Shen Qingshu’s team won again, and Shen Qingshu himself won the MVP again.

This episode was soon on the hot search, along with Sheng Qingshu’s debate clips, as well as his new style.

Everyone was laughing while sighing with emotion. Did he treat the debate program as a fashion show? At the same time, after listening to his speech, I liked him and became his fan!

“Remember girls, don’t turn back for scum men!”

“People live not for love, but for their own happiness. If your love can’t make you happy, why do you fall in love?”

“There must be a second time for betrayal. Girls are easy to be soft-hearted. Look at how hard hearted men are.”

“F*ck, I want to ask Shen Qingshu to be my love counsellor. He seem knowledgeable in this regard and he is especially good at persuading people.”

“Who doesn’t? Ying ying ying.”

Shen Qingshu finished the recording, had a meal with everyone and went back to the hotel.

Not long after he returned to his room, he suddenly heard a knock on the door. When he opened the door, he found it was Ran Xing.

Ran Xing’s eyes are a little red, but they are very clear. She looked at Shen Qingshu and whispered, “Thank you.”

In fact, Shen Qingshu had noticed that Ran Xing’s mood was not quite right in the second half. She was always asking questions and always had a new angle to debate for her team, but her hands trembled. She looked at him and didn’t seem to want to win over him, but wanted him to convince her and completely suppress her.

Shen Qingshu guessed that she should have encountered the situation of the debate. She probably wanted to forgive the other, or maybe she didn’t want to forgive the other.

“Of course I understand what I should do. I shouldn’t forgive him,” Ran Xing whispered. “But there’s no way to control my feelings. We’ve been together for three years, more than 1000 days and nights, spring, summer, autumn and winter. I can think of him when I close my eyes. I don’t want to forgive him, but I can’t let go.”

She looked at Shen Qingshu and cried silently, “My friends advised me, however they couldn’t convince me. I gave myself a hundred reasons to forgive him, but I actually want others to give me a hundred reasons to give up. So, thank you for giving me so many reasons, and I’ll make myself forget him.”

Shen Qingshu looked at her tears, and for a while, he only felt distressed.

In the tug of war of love, the more people pay, the more likely they are to be injured and suffer. In the debate field, the mouth moved and said the most rational words. However, love has never been rational.

Especially for girls who are naturally more emotional and softer.

He lowered his head, took a piece of tissue from his pocket and handed it to her.

Ran Xing took it and lowered her head to wipe her tears.

“Go to sleep,” Shen Qingshu said softly, “Then go have a good day, there are still many beautiful things in this world, and there are also many good men. I will introduce some to you later~”

Ran Xing snorted and burst into laughter, “Like you?”

Shen Qingshu said, “That won’t work. I like boys. If we’re together it’s called cheating marriage.

“Better than me.” Shen Qingshu said gently.

Ran Xing smiled and nodded.

Shen Qingshu patted her on the shoulder. “Do you want to have dinner? I’ll invite you and you can call others to join us.”

“No.” Ran Xing looked at him. “I just came to say thank you. After that, I should go. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

Ran Xing smiled again and walked back with her head down.

Shen Qingshu closed the door and sighed.

Is this love? Shen Qingshu wondered if his love would be like this. Although he felt that his heart was still strong, he would be very upset if he really encountered this kind of thing in the future.

After all, being betrayed is disgusting in itself.

He shook his head helplessly and walked inside.

Cui Hao sat in front of the computer and looked at the live room in which the live broadcast had already ended. It was a long time before he turned off the live broadcast.

Xie Yan came out after taking a bath and saw him sitting at his desk with a thoughtful face and staring at the computer in a daze.

“What are you thinking?”

Cui Hao looked back at him, hesitated and said, “Mr. Xie, I want to discuss something with you.”

“What?”

“That show, what if I don’t want to be champion?”

Xie Yan wiped his hair and said, “Why?”

“My strength is not enough. Now there are stronger and more popular players on the field. If I win the championship at this time, I won’t attract, but recruit sun spots instead. This is not what I want. “

Xie Yan sniffed, “obstacles are always inevitable on the road to success. If I were you, I would choose to remove these unnecessary obstacles.”

“But Mr. Xie, you are not me.” Cui Hao said calmly, “In this circle, everyone wants to be popular, so they are trying to show themselves and hope to climb up. He just seized the opportunity and showed his attractive side. It’s not his fault. He shouldn’t be hurt inexplicably because of this.”

“So you choose to give up this opportunity?”

“I’m not suitable. I’m sorry to waste your time and energy, but fortunately for you, this sponsorship is at least profitable and not a loss. Therefore, I hope you can agree.”

Xie Yan looked at him indifferently. Cui Hao sat in a chair not far from him and looked at him quietly.

“People like you deserve to be unsuccessful.” He said cruelly.

Cui Hao doesn’t refute either. He said the truth and there was nothing to refute.

“Let me ask you again, do you really want to give up the champion to others? If you don’t want to, I can help you clean up the obstacles in front of you.”

Cui Hao shook his head. “I don’t want to. I think he is more suitable as this season’s champion than me.”

Xie Yan laughed sarcastically and lowered his head.

Cui Hao looked at him and felt that he probably wouldn’t see him again.

After all, a proud son of heaven like Xie Yan can’t understand an ordinary person like him.

He or Shen Qingshu are just little stars to him. He can clean up at any time as long as he likes. Therefore, he doesn’t understand why people need to give in.

“Come here.” He heard Xie Yan say.

Cui Hao stood up and walked over. Xie Yan handed over the towel. Cui Hao took it and wiped his hair obediently.

“So, is it really okay?” He asked in a low voice.

“Don’t you need it urgently. It’s rare for me to give an opportunity to you, you’re going to hand it to others?” Xie Yan squinted at him.

“Thank you.” Cui Hao said respectfully.

“Then you really should thank me,” Xie Yan said calmly. “Tonight, work hard.”

Cui Hao was a little flustered for a moment, and his face burned inexplicably. He bowed his head and “en” after a long time.

Xie Yan listened to his quiet response and looked back at him. Seeing his ashamed expression, he smiled again.

“Do you know how to work hard? Master the rhythm yourself, okay?”

Cui Hao: …

Cui Hao’s face was very hot, but he didn’t dare to refute it. He could only nod obediently.

Xie Yan liked to see him so embarrassed, he turned his head in satisfaction, closed his eyes and let him continue to wipe his hair.

Shen Qingshu was surprised when he received Cui Hao’s call. He looked at the caller ID and wondered, “What can I do for you?”

Cui Hao came straight to the point, “You should know the agreement between me and the program team.”

“I know a little.”

“So let me tell you. I changed my mind. At that time, the jury will fairly judge the champion of this season. It should be you, no accident.”

Shen Qingshu was shocked. “Are you serious?”