Chapter 58

Ellie's P.O.V

Hell. That's what the past year has been like. I can't be bothered anymore and I just want to leave this stupid mansion! I hate it here and I hate Kai! He's a dickhead and I never want to see him again! We have done nothing but fight and argue the past year and I'm fed up with it. I'm not sticking around here any longer and if he thinks I'm going to stay here and allow I'm to shout and scream at me Day in day out he has another thing coming.

I wipe my tears thinking about all the stupid arguments we have had lately, and all the serious ones. I'm laying on my bed in my old bedroom, I moved back in here a few months ago not wanting to sleep beside Kai anymore. I keep trying to think about all the good times but my head keeps wandering away from the good memories to the bad ones. I can't deal with this anymore!

With that last thought I stand up out of bed and go into my closet. I'm leaving this hell hole and going far away from here. It will be hard to be away from all my friends here but nothing is changing and no matter how hard I try to make things go back to the way they were it didn't work me and Kai don't work. I'll get over it eventually, it will be hard but not as hard as it is at the moment fighting with Kai all the time. He hit me the other day, slapped me in the face, it wasn't hard enough to leave a mark and it didn't hurt that bad but that's not the point. He lifted his hands onto me, he's been so angry it's almost as if he's on his period. He apologised repeatedly for hitting me and lashing out on me the way he did. He said he didn't mean it, maybe he didn't mean it but it doesn't change the fact that for the last year we haven't been the same, we have been fighting constantly and I'm sick and tired of fighting.

I don't know how I'm going to leave Rachel, I'll miss her so much and I'll miss Oscar, Lucas, Marcus, Savannah, little Ollie and all the other guys. Hell I'll probably miss Kai too but I need to focus on me and making me happy again. I'm not in a good place right now, it just seems like me and Kai are fighting 24/7 and I'm fed up.

"Elwiee" Ollie's cute little voice calls out, I step out of the closet and wipe the tears away before Ollie sees them. He's a smart kid for a one year old.

"Hey little guy" I smile, crouching down to his level and engulfing him in a hug. Kissing his cheek and ruffling his hair. He lets out an adorable giggle as I tickle his sides. "Where's your mummy?" I ask him

"Wiving room" he tells me

"Now how did you get up here all by yourself?" I ask him

"Unclwe Kai hewlped me" he says. At the mention of Kai's name tear rush to my eyes again, I remember the time when I used to love that man. A part of me still does but only a little part.

"Oh I see, and where is uncle Kai?" I ask the little bundle of joy

"His ooffics" he says, I felt myself relax knowing that he's no where near me. I'm not in the mood for arguing, especially in front of Ollie. Last time we were having a shouting match and Ollie walked into the room he was afraid of me for 3 days until I gave him ice cream. "Can you pway with me?" He asks with a bright smile on his face, bringing me out of my thoughts

"I'm a little busy right now, sorry" I say to him, his wee face drops and his eyes start to tear up

"Pwease?" He begs, he really has mastered the putty dog eyes. How could I say no to that face? You'd have to be heartless to upset such a cute innocent little kid like Ollie, he's definitely nothing like his mum or dad.

"Okay, come on then" I say picking him up and putting him on my shoulders. He lets out a surprised squeal mixed with a giggle. I make my way to his bedroom, it's covered in toys. He's got everything from toy cars, to toy army men. "What do you want to play with?" I ask him, bringing him down from my shoulder and setting him carefully on his bright blue carpet.

"Chop chooo!" He exclaims excitedly, running over to one of his toy boxes filled with all the Thomas trains and train tracks. As he was pouring out all the trains I check my phone feeling it vibrate from inside my pocket. I look at the screen to see that I had a text from Rachel.

'Hey, just checking to make sure you got Ollie okay? Kai brought him upstairs on his way to his office xx '

I give her a text back letting her know that me and Ollie are in his room playing trains.

She replies within minutes 'thank you! He just wouldn't stop saying that he wanted to play with you 😂 anyway how are you? Did you see Kai? Have you spoke to him lately?" She asks

'I'm fine, I've got something I need to tell you later, I want to say it in person so I'll talk to you once Ollie gets bored and wants to see you again 😂 no I never saw him, thank god and no I haven't spoke to him today at all and I don't plan to' I reply back to her

"Pway with me!" Ollie wines out trying to snatch my phone off of me

"Ah ah ah what have we said about snatching?" I scold him

"I'm sorwee" He says

"It's okay, just don't be snatching it's not nice" I tell him before putting my phone back in my pocket and playing trains with him.

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After a few hours of playing with trains, planes, dinosaurs and farm animals it was time for Ollie to have a nap. I put him to bed, making sure he was asleep and then made my way downstairs to the living room where I thought Rachel was going to be however when I entered no one was there. The tv was switched off. I made my way into the kitchen and found Rachel sitting there eating what looks like scrambled eggs and talking to Oscar. I make my way over and sit down beside Rachel. Just as I was about to speak an angry voice echoed throughout the house.

"ELLIE!" I instantly recognised the angry voice as Kai's

"Great what have I done now" I sigh as I hear loud footsteps storming down the stairs, Oscar and Rachel give me looks of sympathy. Everyone knows that me and Kai just haven't been the same.

Kai enters the kitchen, his face hold many emotions. The most clear one off course is anger, something that's very common with him that it may as well be the only emotion he shows. As obvious as it is that he's angry he also looks hurt, confused and betrayed?

"Care to explain why you have your suitcases out and your clothes are over the floor in your closet?" He asks, his tone isn't as harsh and annoyed at He looks but you can still tell he's pissed.

"What were you even doing in my closet?" I ask

"Don't you dare change the subject! Where the hell do you think your going?" He growls out

"I'm leaving" I shrug as if it's nothing, completely forgetting that Rachel is in the room

"WHAT?!" Rachel exclaims loudly, making me jump a little

"Your not going anywhere!" Kai shouts

"Mummy what's gowing on?" Ollie's scared little voice makes everyone's head snap in the direction of the door

"Great look what you did, you woke Ollie up and scared him!" I whisper shout angrily at Kai giving him a death glare as well, let me tell you if looks could kill he's be 6 feet under for scaring my nephew!

""Nothings wrong baby, Auntie El and and Uncle Kai are just having a disagreement, come on let's get you back to bed" Rachel says picking up her son and walking out of the room.

"So where were you playing on going anyway?" Kai asks still annoyed

"Anywhere but here" I answer him truthfully

"Your not leaving me" He says

"That's not your decision" I tell him

"Are you forgetting who's the boss around here? What I say goes and I say your not going anywhere!" He shouts at me

"I'm just going to... leave!" Oscar says awkwardly before rushing out of the kitchen

"I'm not arguing with you about this, I've made my decision!" I tell him

"It's funny how you think you have a choice, your MINE! Your not going anywhere!!"

"Who do you think you are Kai? Just because your some rich Mafia man doesn't mean that I'm going to listen to you! Sure we had something good going on but it's over! We are over! I don't love you anymore! We are constantly fighting and I'm sick of it! This is not how I want to spend my life, screaming and shouting everyday! I'm breaking up with you and I'm leaving!" I scream at him and try to leave the kitchen. Key word, try. I'm pulled back roughly and pushed up against the island in the middle of the room

"YOU. ARE. NOT. GOING. ANYWHERE!" He shouts at me through clenched teeth, his grip on my side is deathly as if I'm going to disappear any minute. Let me tell you if I could I would!

"Why not? What's the point of staying here for to be shouted at everyday? I want to have a happy life with someone I love not stay here fighting with you 24 hours a day!"

"Maybe if you behaved and done as your told we wouldn't fight everyday" he growls out

"Oh yeah because it's all my fault isn't it! If you weren't such a controlling obnoxious prick then we wouldn't be having this problem! And who do you think you are speaking to me like that? Your not my dad! I'm not some child or dog you can just boss around, I'm not just going to submit to you and let you walk all over me!" I shout

"What did you just call me?" He threatens

"You heard me" I snap

"That's it!" He shouts grabbing me and throwing me over his shoulder

"Put me down right now!" I scream banging my hands on his back. It off course doesn't faze him and he just ignores me carrying me to god knows where

"I'm sick of you acting like this all the time! Your not the boss! I AM, YOUR MINE AND YOU WILL LISTEN TO ME!" He says throwing me down on a bed, we are in his bedroom. He storms out and locks the door from the outside. Great! God knows when he'll let me out of here!

End Of Chapter 57

I've decided how I want this story to end, I can't wait to end it as I feel it's been dragged out for too long. I'm sorry if you like this book, don't worry though it's still got a few more chapters!

You see I just feel as though my chapters are boring, and I'm thankful that so many people don't agree and have voted and showed support on my story, it really does mean a lot.

Lately I just haven't felt encouraged to write but I feel pressured into posting something for all yous as I know how annoying it can be waiting ages on a new chapter. I feel like getting this story out of the way, taking a break and focusing on my other stories will be a good thing.

Anyways thanks for reading and if you actually read everything in bold THANK YOU SO MUCH AND SORRY FOR WASTING YOUR TIME! 😂😂

Sorry for the large time gap, I know they can be annoying I personally don't like them but I felt like this story needed one!