Chapter 61

Ellies P.O.V

It's been 3 weeks since I've broken up with Max, I miss him so much but I know it's for the best. Kai has been trying to phone me non stop, I keep ignoring his calls though. I'm surprised he hasn't came bursting through my front door demanding me to talk to him.

I dont know what I'm going to do with my life, I can't have a boyfriend because I'm afraid that he may end up at the bottom of the ocean dead where not even the fish can find him because that's how crazy Kai is.

I've been ignoring everyone for the past 3 weeks, I don't want to talk to anyone, I'm just not in the mood to socialize. Savannah and Rachel came over 2 days ago and the only thing I said was "could yous both please leave I'm not in the mood" They protested but after about 10 minutes of awkward silence they left.

I've got a bunch of missed calls and unopened messages from Max, I can't bring myself to answer and hear his voice, or read his texts. I feel awful for breaking up with him after what had happened. Everytime I think about it tears threaten to fall. I thought breaking up with him was for the best but that's not true, I mean sure it keeps him safe but it doesn't keep either one of us happy. However I'm not about to get back with him just to make myself happy again, he could get hurt and it would be my fault.

I have to do this, its better and safer for him.

Kai's P.O.V

Patience is one thing I've never really had, or have been good at keeping. everytime I phone Ellie and she doesn't answer makes it harder and harder to control my anger.

I miss Ellie like crazy and I'm sick and tired of her ignoring me.

I understand why she is, I shouldn't have acted the way I did but I was mad. If I'm being honest I was also a little hurt and upset that she had moved on and was happy with another boy. I would never admit that out loud though, I am a Mafia leader, and one of the strongest and most powerful there is. I shouldn't be feeling this way over a girl.

But that girl was my first love, I've never loved any other female other than my mother the way I loved Ellie. I realise now that I maybe didn't show it that well, especially at the start and towards the end of our relationship. I'll admit I screwed up. I shouldn't have gotten so angry at her and I shouldn't have hurt that stupid boy.

I screwed up quite a lot in my life and I know I've made some very bad mistakes, I don't regret any of them though. Life is too short to regret things, it's too short to think "what if I didn't do this"

I know I shouldn't have done some things and I also know that what I'm about to do I shouldn't and I might regret it but I might also regret it if I don't and that's a chance I'm willing to take.

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It's been a few hours and it's currently 8 O'clock, I go outside and get into my car. I start driving to my destination.

It's only about a half an hour drive and since it's late there shouldn't be much traffic. I couldn't wait to get there.

I drive up to some traffic lights, just as I get there the lights go red. I've got no time or patience to be waiting so I just ignore them and continue driving. I've waited too long and there is no point in wasting more time.

My patience is slowly starting to in thin. I miss her so much I don't know how I've went so long without having her. She's mine, she has been from the moment I met her. Tonight I'm going to her house, and getting her back. She's coming home with me today no matter what.

I can see her house in the distance, I can't wait to see her beautiful face. I haven't seen her in 3 weeks and even before that I barely even saw her.

Ellie's P.O.V

I was almost asleep when there was a knock on my door. I looked at the time, I wasn't expecting anyone and it was 20:35 Who in earth is at my door at this time? Groaning I got up out of my comfy bed and put my slippers on. As I was walking down the stairs the knocking wouldn't stop.

"I'm coming! Give me a flipping second" I shouted. I opened the door, as soon as I saw who it was I tried to slam the door shut again. Key word, tried. He pushed the door open and let himself in. "Please, come in" I said sarcastically closing the door behind him and turning around to face him.  "What do you want? It's late" I said crossing my arms

"It's 25 to 9 it's not late" he says

"Whatever what do you want?" I ask

"I've came to take you home" he says, my eyes widen.

"Uh I am home" I says trying to play it off

"No your not now come on we're leaving" he says trying to grab my arm, I pull it back out of his reach

"No" I say

"I said we're leaving!" He says starting to get angry, he took a step towards me making me take one back, however as soon as I did my back hit the door.

"I'm not going with you, you can't make me!" I said sternly.

His two hands came at either side of my face and he leans in. Our noses are almost touching and I'm leaving back hard into the door hoping that somehow I'd fall through it away from him. He moves his head and places it in my neck, leaving little kisses. I push him back but he doesn't move and continues kissing my neck. He grabs my wrists and pins them to the door. He kisses up my neck towards my ear.

"We can do this the easy way or the hard way, your choice" he whispers before nibbling on my earlobe

"G-get of me" I say

He stops biting my ear and pulls his face in front of me again. "Are you coming with me willingly or am I forcing you?" He asks

"I'm not going anywhere! I'm staying right here" I say stomping my foot

"Fine, this could have gone a whole other way but you leave me no choice" he says before grabbing my waist and throwing me over his shoulder. And opening my door. I grab onto the door.

"Put me down" I scream at him

"Shut up, there could be babies sleeping" he says jokingly, he pulls hard which causes my grip to losses on the door.

"Put. Me. Down." I shout

"I told you I'm taking you home, you choose the hard way so stop complaining" he says pulling me harder making me let go, he starts walking to his car.

"You think this is funny? I don't want to be with you Kai let me go!" I shout at him

He, not so gently, brings me of his shoulder pushing me up against his car. "Your mine Ellie! Your stuck with me for the rest of our lives. Whether you like it or not I love you and your mine!" He says

"Please Kai I never asked for this, you let me go! Now leave me be" I say, I could feel the tears threatening to fall from my stinging eyes.

Kai's P.O.V

Looking into her eyes made my heart break, seeing how much I was hurting her hurt me. The tears building up in her eyes somehow made me question if this is really what I wanted. How could I do this to her? How could I take her away if it hurts her? All I wanted was to make her happy. Love her and for her to love me.

"Please Ellie, just give me another chance" I beg her. I never beg, I don't know what this women is doing to me.

"Kai we cant keep going this" She whispers

"Please just get in the car, we can talk about this tomorrow" I try to persuade her

"There's nothing to talk about Kai, don't you get it? I don't want to be with you I want to be free and that's not something you can give me" she says

"Your right" I say, her eyes widen in shock. "I came her with one thing on my mind and that was to get you" I tell her

"Ka-" she starts cutting her off

"Your too scared to give me another chance, I'm a Mafia leader one of the strongest ones at that. I can't let some stupid feelings get in the way of that and make me feel weak. So fine, walk out of my life but DON'T come back. DON'T expect to come to the Mansion either, that's it we're done for good! I'm not going to beg you to be with me" I tell her before getting into my car and driving away without looking back once.

That's it we are done, she was my first love and she will be my last!

I'm not letting any other girl back into my life the way she did ever again!

End Of Stuck With The Mafia

EDIT - BOOK 2 IS OUT! There's another chapter after this and then there's a book 2

Okay so I've confused myself at this point 🤦🏼‍♀️😂 there is another chapter after this one i don't know why I said this was the end when it wasn't, maybe I forgot or maybe I decided to just write another chapter before making book 2 - I can't remember 🙈😂😂