Julian’s Stand-In Wife By South Wind Dialect Chapter 369
Julian’s Stand-In Wife
Julianâs Stand-In Wife By South Wind Dialect Chapter 369 âYou have to remember to be sorry for me and also the babies. You have toâ¦â
Diana began to cry as she spoke. âNâNo. Itâs not your fault! I know that. The biggest responsibility for the babies leaving is still mine!â
As she said that, she reached out and snatched the bottle of wine fiercely from Julianâs hand and took a quick swig.
She could no longer taste the pungent taste of the alcohol. She only felt the pain in her heart ebbing away when the liquid rushed down her throat, and she could also forget the torment she had experienced in the past few days.
In her hallucination, Julian would stare at her with those extremely affectionate eyes. He would be sad when she was hurt, and happy when she was joyful.
But in reality, Julian was not like that.
He was a man who defended Kayla even after their babies died, and a manâ¦who Noel would want to continue serving.
Had Julian never thought about it? After what Mr. Carter and Kayla had done to her, how was Diana supposed to treat Noel like nothing had happened? How could he expect her not to want to rip Kayla to pieces?
But Julian had never given her a choice. He even acted as if none of those things had happened and ultimately blamed it on the poor development of the embryos, stating that there had been signs of miscarriage from the start.
It was her faultâ¦
It was all her fault!
âI shouldnât have loved you,â Diana slurred. âI shouldnât have taken that blow for you, much less sought you. out on that rainy dayâ¦â
Butâ¦
If she could go back in time, she would still do it all again without hesitation.
Oh⦠Just what should she do?
She was so ridiculous!
Diana laughed through her tears, exhaling a gust of alcoholic breath on Julianâs face as she laughed in his ear.
Julian was a clean freak, but didnât even twitch at her actions. Instead, he quietly crouched down and stared at her with his deep, mysterious eyes as he listened to her rambling.
Diana was also staring back at him.
Her hallucination this time seemed all too realâ¦
Suddenly, she flung the bottle away to the side and threw herself at him.
âSob, sob⦠Iâm so hopeless, arenât I? When we first married, did you know how happy I was? If I could do it all over, Iâd still love you and take that blow for you. Iâd still cross half the city to look for you on that rainy day when I couldnât reach youâ¦!â
But what about her babies?
Her babies would still pass away on that day.
She didnât want that to happen again!
âWhy couldnât we be a happy family together? Why couldnât I have been allowed to bring them into this world without any problems? Whyâ¦why do you refuse to love meâ¦â
Julian listened to her cries, feeling like a knife was stabbing into his heart and twisting ruthlessly at every word that spilled from her lips.
âI didnât refuse to love you.â
On the contrary, he loved her so very much.
He loved her so much that he even chose her over his savior, Kayla. He loved her so much that he felt suffocated at the thought of her leaving.
However, he had said he loved her so many times, yet she had never believed him.
And that was what made Julian feel the most powerless.
Dianaâs cries grew louder.
She refused to stop, no matter how much he tried to comfort or coax her. It was as if Diana wanted to flush out all the pain in her heart by crying it out.
Julianâs heart tightened painfully.
He had always been a man of a steel heart and didnât shed tears, but recently, he had consistently been walking around with reddened eyes.
Julianâs gaze gradually shifted to the headstone next to them. It looked unique as it was a soft yellow color instead of the usual dull gray, and it stood out in the darkness. The words on it were crooked, but the sincerity behind the carvings was obvious.
âAster⦠Starâ¦â
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