Chapter 23

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Bryson's Pov

Brian and I are watching the movie;The Equalizer. I'm secretly in love with Denzel Washington. Yes I know I should have know I'm gay from me drooling over Denzel, but I didn't know that I was gay; until Owen show me that I am gay, or I might be bi. No... that bitch had to laugh at me and called me gay. Now I'm pregnant I have to be gay...if I'm attracted to a guy...no two guys; they are twin brothers. Man... I am fucked. I can't tell anyone about this...not even their sister. I could see now. ' oh...Lane, I'm attracted to both your bothers; Dillon and Brian makes my heart skip a beat. Do you think they like me too'. Lane probably kick my ass and tell them and they too kick my ass. I want to be their friends like I'm with their sister, but my heart and body don't want to listen to my head. God I'm getting hot sitting by Brian; watching the movie. I even have butterflies in my stomach. I really want to hold Brian's big hand...and to kiss him. God help me...please; I've never had felt strong about anyone than I do with Brian and Dillon Miller. I feel like this with Dillon too; wanting to kiss him.

"Bryson, are you okay? You look sick. Do you still have morning sickness?" "No I'm fine I don't have....." What did he said morning sickness still; like he knows I am pregnant. I jumped out of the seat and try to get away from Brian, but he too had followed me out. "Bryson, please talk to me? You are freaking out; you need to breath and calm down ," Brian said. I did as I was told and tried to calm down to asked,"How do you know...about me?" "Oh...I'm sorry....Bryson I've shouldn't asked you that. I should have told this sooner I'm too have the XY XX chromosomes. I was at the clinic to refill my birth control pills; as my mother is Dr.Miller. I overheard you talking to June. I told Dillon too; that you are pregnant. He's happy to hear that; as Dill can't have his own kids," Brian said happily. "Okay...why is that good for me to know that. Why don't you tell your sister or the whole town;the news you told Dill, without me knowing it. It wasn't your place to tell anyone," I said. I was angry that Brian would share a news that he shouldn't had known in the first place. "Bryson, you see that Dillon and I had fell in love with you; at first sight. Dillon and I had share some lovers, but they didn't last long. They wanted to spend more time with one of us than the other. Some wanted us to have sex together too; saying it will be hot to see brothers fucking each other. They never had the same feeling for us; like we did with them. It had hurt us to know that we was toys for them," Brian said with a hit of hate in his voice.

"But you had a boyfriend a guy named Travis; Lene told me, but she didn't say anything about you had share him with Dillon," I said. "No, Bryson,I didn't share Travis with Dill; he was mine boyfriend. We are both bi, well...I'm more into guys than women. Dill like the women more, but he did fell in love with a guy named Jordan Tanner; that was a real bastard. Jordan wanted Dill to get him pregnant; to have a family. Dill told him he couldn't and Jordan walked out on Dillon. Three years later he had come back and what the one who told; Travis that we are fucking each other. Travis had believe that lie and broken up with me," Brian said.

I stand there in shock to hear that; someone would do that to them. Not known the Miller brothers long; I could tell that they have a close relationship with each other. Their love for each other is more brotherly love than lovers love. "Bryson, please, say something?" "Did he say that both Dillon and him fell in love with...Me too. "I-I-I would never do that to you guys. I know that you love each other, but not into each other. But I don't understand why you two want...Me...to...be...your...both boyfriend."

Brian looked confuse," what are you talking about Bryson? I thought you are gay...that your boyfriend; didn't t like you being pregnant or is it your parents...." My eyes went wide with tears in my eyes. "Oh...my...God you were raped." Brian pulled me into a hug," I'm sorry, Bryson."

He walked us outside; to his car, but we didn't get in the car.

"I-I-I never had a boyfriend; only a girlfriend...who I slept with once. She laughs at me saying I wasn't good in bed; that I'm gay and I shouldn't be the one fucking. I should have not date her; we been together for eight months. I've been a virgin and she was the school slut. I was a fool to thing she was in love with me; as I was with Her. I went to a party with my friends; she was there and I still remembering her laughing at me replaying in my head and with her words. I didn't want to believe I was gay, I drank and I met him...the guy was gay and older than me. Owen told me that he could show me if I'm gay. We kissed and I liked it more than I kissed any girl. I know I was drunk and Owen wasn't, but I know that he was gentle with me....as I could remember that much; I know he wasn't the one who raped me."

"So...you was rape afther him?" Brian asked. "Yes...by my best friend, he...he came into the room after Owen; I had just passed out after the sex I had with Owen Kyle came into the room and raped me...I thought I was dreaming I was having sex with him, but didn't know that I was. Weeks later I was sick and I went to the doctor; found out I was pregnant and I told Kyle...he called me a freak and a faggot. Knowing that his brother is bi and one of our friends is too. He's words hurted more than that bitch did,"I cried.

Brian pulled me close to him; he hugged me tighter. I turned into his neck as my nose touch his bare skin; I inhale his musky cologne. "Oh...god I want to kiss you, Bryson." "Yes, me too." I pulled away from his neck and lean in to kiss him; as our lips touch, I moaned and Brian goan. We made out for a while until I need air; we pull apart and breathing hard. "Bry, please tell me that you want...us...Dill and I would make you happy...making you feel loved and well taken care of; you and you babies. We'll be the best fathers to them," Brian said. I push him away from me "Wait!? You want to be what?" "Bry, I-I-I-thought that you want to be my....and Dill's boyfriends? We kissed...I thought that meant you had agreed to be...ours?" "You talking about fatherhood; I'm only seventeen years old! I have ten more months, before I turned eighteen. I-I-I-need to think about this....you are going to fast for me to...to....just please, take me home; I'm tired."

I get into the car; so did Brian, and he had tears in his eyes," I'm sorry that I made you feel that I'm pressuring you," Brian said as he pulled out of the parking lot and went back onto the road. I put my hand on top of Brian's," Brian? You and Dillon is older than me...you two well...soon be twenty years old; you has school and jobs. How could you two could take care of me and my babies; as well still be in school." "Dill and I have more money than we could handled. I have a few classes, and Dill has a good job and goes to night classes. We'll was planning on moving out of our parents house...soon. I know we are moving fast, but we want you to be ours forever," Brian said still had tears in his eyes.

"I have to think about it...I'm just scared," I said. Brian stopped the car," Bry, why are you scared about? Your grandparents knows everything about us. We'll never hurt you, Bryson. If your parents are the problem, then we will work hard to proof to them that we are in love with you and you and the babies are our top priority. We'll take good care of you," Brian said. "No, I shouldn't be your top priority; you need to think about yourself than me. What if us three don't work out," I said. "Bryson?" "No! Brian you think that now, but in time you see you are wrong. Now, please take me home," I said.

Brian stated back the car and he drive us back to the house. I still have my hand in his. We pulled into the diverway and I saw my Mom's car. I got out and ran straight in the house. Mom was sitting on the couch crying," Mommy?" She looked up at me," Oh...my baby boy. I lost the baby," Mom cried. I ran to her and hugged her," Mommy I'm sorry." "It's not your fault, baby boy. It's mine fault."

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