Chapter 1: Memories

As soon as Theseus left me I gave out a stressful sign. According to the memories of Evyterr it was this moment that in the novel narrate the mess Evyterr stirred up on a tea party.

That was two days ago! He punch two other kids on the party. Saying that it's Evyterr who started the fight. That was a big mess, you villain! The accident spreads making the people think how violent and spoiled Evyterr was.

He just beat up the kids into pulp making their faces unrecognizable! Just imagine how furious and mad their parents are and when I came home I was greeted by brothers disappointment and repugnance on their faces.

Another one thing from the recollection of my Evyterr's memories is the trauma he got on staying at the Count Beren place.

My body would tremble in fear whenever I think about it. It's just too cruel. Like I was in my first lifetime.

Evyterr who just like me experienced abuse and mistreated. I didn't expect that the dukedom doesn't know about this!

It was started when Evyterr was adopted by the Duke of Glastieve. Evyterr was 8 years old. Due to the Dukes busy work he doesn't have a time for his sons neither Evyterr's. Because of the Duke's work that involves on going out on the capital he can't eye on Evyterr.

The Duke is cold-blooded, stoic, distant man. He doesn't care about the situations his sons has as long as it doesn't tainted the name of Glastieve.

He doesn't care about Evyterr and his spoiled behavior since he's just a beggar he took in like what the book states.

And that's when the Count Beren came into the picture. He took advantage of the Duke's affectionless towards Evyterr and made a suggestion. That he will take Evyterr in his manor, so that the child could have a better environment.

Because it was then that Evyterr started to act spoiled and onerous. Yet, in Evyterr's memories it was revealed that he was just misunderstood and people in the dukedom wants him to look bad. Just because he was a dirty, indecent, vulgar bastard the Duke happened to adopt.

The rumors about his cruel actions towards his attendants and servants was true. Knowing that they just want to hurt him and vituperative him. Evyterr wants to at least protect himself even though it would cause a scurrilous attack on him. He doesn't want people to get near him only to torment him. And discriminate his background.

The problem was he didn't even bother to clear his name up or try to defend his self to those people who offended him so badly and no tried to help him! Evyterr was just a victim of hatred and obloquy. Ah, poor kid.

When the Count Beren suggest to take Evyterr to his manor out of his great concern the Duke without a second thought agreed.

Gentlemen! The kid was just 8 years old! Yes, Evyterr was just 8 year old when the Count take him. Goodness! The years he endure in the hands of the cruel man. Evyterr could only go back home every two months giving him one week and two days to stay. As the Duke said.

The duke is really a dumbass. He's being greatly irresponsible father! And the thing is Evyterr can't bring his self to hate him. I didn't know why but soon because my memories are hazy and it brings a lot of pain when it slowly came back.

Damn stress.

I aggressively shut my eyes making my left hand support my head. Evyterr's body is extremely weak and fragile consequential to the years of abuse and ill-treatment to him by the Count. Just stressing by overthinking makes my head hurts and made my heart rampantly beat.

Furthermore, my reminiscence of this body's memories continues the moment Evyterr step in the Count's manor. He didn't know what's come ahead. It was torture. The Count's demeanor change into disgusting face making the child run in confusion.

The count started to talk harshly towards him and went extremes by physically and verbally abuse him. As expected no one tried to help him. Because of the count's hatred and abhorrence towards directly to the Duke and the child he trap the child on a small spaced cabinet.

It happened when Evyterr accidentally talk back to the count resulting making the count mad and abuse Evyterr again by whipping him on the back 30 times. Hitting his arms and legs by a rope with sharp objects making his flesh bleeds and cut deep for 15 times.

No wonder Evyterr's behavior was like that. Too emotionless and like-a-bastard attitude.

The worse above all is trapping Evyterr on a small spaced cabinet with a electric shock. He was just an 8 years old for him to suffer greatly like this. Because Evyterr suffered claustrophobia and astraphobia.

Evyterr's claustrophobia worsen when the count prisoned him on that cabinet without any light to see. He could see how Evyterr beg and cry until his mouth no longer can produce voice and eyes no longer can produce tears. If he go near or touch he will electrically shock. It made him feel hopeless.

He was really scared. He trembled on that cold place alone. Even though he tried plead to let him out no one tried to rescue him. His fear consume him taking his both arms surrending on his head to help him calm his fear but it was not successful. There in that cabinet, a child stare at the dark blankly, shivering in fear and horror, endless tears streaming, and enduring the pain of slashes and bleeding in his body.

He knew his body and mind can't take it. He's just a child. But, more even when he's astraphobia strikes. The cabinet was exposed outside the manor, so when it thundering or lightning it can be heard. Another wave of tremendous fear overwhelmed him. He has phobias that can't even stay still.

Evyterr cries again, again and again. Begging, sobbing, and praying. His cries and screams became earsplitting when a loud thunder strikes. Again and again. He hug his body even though his eyes were terrifically trembled.

Afraid, terrified, horrified, lost, depressed, petrified, and helpless, is all he can feel right now. He felt noting. He was in starvation for a week when the count decided to check him up.

He look awfully thin, pale, and miserable. The count only laugh at him like some joke. The years went by only treating Evyterr like a rag shit. The routine for years will always be like that. Evyterr really wants to break down and give up but he didn't have a force to do so. So, he endured his painful torturous years for almost a half seven years.

Half seven years? He endured that? That spoiled bastard villain?? Seeing how he went for years of struggles makes anyone cry for his agony.

Seeing how he tremble in fear of his phobias makes me want to cry hard too. Because like him I suffered same phobias too. Both claustrophobia and astraphobia. I can feel his pain. In every memory, in every slashes, I feel what he feels. It hurts. Really hurts. Yet, no one help him or sympathize him.

Evyterr's breaking apart and no one knew. I laugh sarcastically. Now I remember, tomorrow will be my doom too.

I shiver in fear when realization hit me. Tomorrow a carriage owned by Count Beren will take me back to their manor. I can feel my body won't stop quivering. I'm going back there again!?

No, no! I don't want to! I give up! Stop! I don't there! I want here! I mentally screamed because I know I can't voice it out.

No one knew what exactly is happening to me in that place. All my light wounds inflicted by the abuse is healed, however, the deep ones turned into big visible scars.

That's why Evyterr, 6 months ago, didn't let Theseus see his body full of scars. And also wears long sleeves and pants. Also a gloves on additional.

Evyterr wears gloves even when sleeping. It's not a habit but it was necessary because of Theseus and other people on the dukedom.

I think Theseus grew suspicious on why even though at bed I wear gloves. Good thing is he didn't mind speaking it up. It's going to be a hectic day tomorrow.

Maybe I'll just go back to sleep. My body is mentally and physically used to starvation. Starving myself for one day is I can handle but I'll get a thinner.

Oh, Evyterr, how I wish could live peacefully with your body.

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(´;︵;')Sorry, baby Evyterr, Mommy is sorry you have to go through that kind of life. It's mommy's fault, baby!!

It's just the fragments of our baby villain Evyterr's memories. So, Descendants, stay tuned!!

Claustrophobia — the fear of being in closed or small spaces.

Astraphobia — the fear of thunder and lightning.

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