Chapter 32: You're Special

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Andrea's pov:

His hands are in my hair. I don't know what's happening but I just know one thing that,

I'm not letting him go away now.

I'm not going to leave him alone. Ever. Not in this life. Cause maybe I've given my heart to him. To his ocean blue eyes. And I'm afraid if I'm ever going to take it back from him.

But this kiss. It's everything to me. But before doing mistakes, I've to ask him. So I did.

"You're not going to tell me in the morning to forget all of this, are you?", I looked into his eyes, searching for answers.

"Never", he whispered. "I'm never going to tell you this cause- I think you already know what I meant what I told you I'm yours and I've given my heart to you. I think you know".

Oh god. Please clear everything, Kavinsky. I want to hear what you actually meant. But before I could say anything, he kissed my neck and I gasped. I slided my hand under his shirt. My hand reached to his scars.

I will drew stars in your scars.

It's said by Taylor Swift tho but I really mean it, Kavinsky. I reached for his upper back. His muscles are stretching under my arms. He got up and started unbuttoning his shirt as he pulled out my dress too.

"I fucking love you", he whispered, gasping. I saw desperation in his eyes and I maybe heard something wrong so I uttered,

"What?"

"I said I fucking love you, Andrea Handerson".

"Andrew Kavinsky", I whispered his name back matching his tone. It felt weird when I said his name cause I call him Kavinsky only. Never Andrew.

He flashed the most beautiful smile in the world. It's the smile I have been finding in someone's face in this world of fake emotions and pretending shit. I think my heart's going to BLOW UP.

He again kissed my neck and slowly he unhooked my bra as he pulled it out and threw it somewhere. And believe me- I'm nervous. So fucking nervous that I'm feeling paralyzed.

He's shirtless. I'm laying without my dress too. His bare chest is pressed onto and I've forgotten how to breathe. I feel like someone has snatched away my lungs.

I gasped hard when Kavinsky kissed my soft spot. "Oh GOD. Kavins-"

His tongue rolled around and I'm clutching the sheet so tightly. My eyes are closed. He pulled back and stared into my eyes. Stared at my lips. And this time, I was the one who kissed first.

We rolled as it made me fall on the top of him. My knee is bent both at the side of his waist. He's tugging me towards him. I kissed him roughly, letting all of my anger on that kiss. I felt so nice. So warm. So satisfying.

And maybe-

I have

F A L L E N

Too.

I woke up as I blinked few times before adjusting to the light which was coming into the room. I rolled around and smiled, thinking about last night. But I didn't see him by my side. So my smile vanished.

I got up and sat still, and leaned my chest forward, focusing on the sheets. But then Kavinsky entered with a soft smile on smeared on his lips as he sat down beside me.

He cupped my cheeks. "Hey", his morning voice spoke and bye. His voice is the most sexiest thing ever. I'm done and I'm dead.

"Hi", I said back, looking down, letting my hairs fall infront of me. He put a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"Well- here's coffee for you", he said handling me a slate coloured cup which has a small knife drawn on it. But I'm flabbergasted.

I mean, really? He bought cup of coffee for me? Isn't that so weird, so inauspicious, so shocking and- I don't know. I don't have any words or adjectives to explain this.

"Maybe the sun has risen from the north", I said, partly shuting my eyes as hold the cup.

He laughed. "What? Why?"

"Cause you bought me a cup of freakin' coffee and it's so weird-"

He pecked my lips and I was going to kiss him back cause I thought I'd a recieve a kiss. But it was a peck.

"You think alot for real. Just drink it. No poison added. I just- I just want to do everything for you", he looked down and then again at my lips.

My cheeks turned hot. I took a sip from the hot coffee. My cheeks are so hot so hot so hot that this coffee is nothing compared to it.

"Last night..", he spoke. Oh please.

"Yeah. Last night- yeah. Last night?"

"I'm so happy that it happened. Like- I can't explain it but it feels everything to me and I'll cherish that memory forever".

Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. God.

Hearing such sweet sweet words from a ruthless mafia is eerie for me. But I still managed to talk.

"Yeah. I'm happy too".

"So what are we?"

What are we?  I also asked the same thing some weeks ago. I just want to shout those words he said to me. I was so hurt. I wanna scream, WE ARE FRIENDS. WE ARE ROOMMATES. FORGET ABOUT IT.

But I couldn't. So I said, "Don't know. We had-"

"Are you my girlfriend?"

He's looking like a baby now who asks uncanny questions to his mother. I looked into his eyes and I saw universe. And I wanna live in this universe.

Still, I chuckled. "Girlfriend? That's too soon plus we didn't have sex or something-"

"But that was already so cute to me. Okay- not me imagining we're having sex"

"Wha-"

He took the cup away from the hand the kept it on the nightstand as he made me lay on the bed.

"I'm saying that, I'm goddamn addicted to you".

He said and kissed. And it was a long kiss. But I opened my eyes and pushed him back lightly. I jumped out of the bed and stood up. He's staring at me with confusion.

"What's wrong?", He asked. I'm sorry that I ruined the mood.

"I- damn. Felt something"

"What?"

"I got my fucking period".

Andrew's pov:

I haven't any idea about this. Really. So I called Lia only. And, now she's crumbling like a ball on the bed for the pain. Lia said, she's having cramps and it's totally normal.

Haha. But obviously I'm so fucking worried. So I didn't have any other choice but to relieve the pain. So I kept searching how to do that.

"So, what to do when a girl is in her period?", I asked Duke.

"Sir, I'm gay-"

"Stop right there. Do something about it. I suggested you many things about boys, didn't I? You gotta help me too".

He sat infront of me, chuckling and I had to turn my gaze away. "What?", I grumbled.

"You love her so much. Don't you?"

Bro is spilling facts.

"I- well... Do your work! And tell me what to do!"

Andrea's pov:

This is embarrassing as hell I swear. Ugh! Nobody cares about my cramps tho but here Lia is standing beside me while I've a fucking hotbag on my belly.

"You may go now, Lia. I'm okay-"

"Andrea, it's okay. I know how it feels okay? I'm here-"

The door opened as I saw its Kavinsky carrying two bags with him. He threw it on the bed. Oh god.

"Eat as much you want", he said.

"WHA-"

"It's okay. Go on. There's chocolates, burgers, pizza, I got everything you need-"

"Oh god! Who told you to do that?"

"Lia go", he ordered her as she left. Kavinsky sat beside me, caressing my cheeks.

"Baby. It's so painful right? I searched all over internet. They say dark chocolates helps in period cramps".

I just stared at him being astonished and completely speechless. He's doing what? I mean, nobody- no fucking body was this much concerned about me.

"Billy"

I felt his soft lips on my lips. He smiled.

"Vivi. You're so special", he paused. A second time his lips on my lips. "And I'm fucking willing to do any shit for you. Cause, you're special".