Chapter 56
Learning Curve
Finn
âHere,â Ty says, digging in the front seat of his car for both a long-sleeved shirt and my cell and handing them to me on the third floor of Dickson Garage. The walk here was made in silence, and unlike Ty, Iâm not eager to break it. âAce gave me these.â
âI canât believe Ace called you,â I grit out, shoving my arms into the sleeves of my shirt and dropping my cell into my pocket. I know he was trying to help, but Iâm still fucking angry.
Ty shakes his head. âAce didnât call me. Thatch did.â
I nod but avoid Tyâs eyes as he holds open the door for me to get in his car, and I step away from the vehicle instead. Iâm not getting in, no matter how much he wants me to. Ty slams the door then, falling into step beside me as I walk. Everything about him is annoyingly sad and concerned, and I want to slap it right out of him.
âHow long have you known the truth?â he asks, matching his pace to mine as I walk down the garage ramp toward the second floor.
I donât have to ask for clarification to know what he means. There was only one shocked brother in that police station conference room at Jeffâs revelation, and we both know it wasnât me.
âToo fucking long,â I answer honestly. âYouâre the whole reason I came here, to Dickson. I wanted to see how the other half lived. To see what it was like to be one of the lucky Winslow kids who didnât have to grow up with the worldâs shittiest father.â
Tyâs head jerks slightly at my words, just enough for me to notice in my peripheral vision, but he doesnât stop meeting me step for step as we round a corner yet again, taking the ramp to the first floor.
âFinn, Iâm so sorry that youâve had to deal with him.â
âYouâre sorry?â I retort on a harsh laugh. âWell, that fixes everything, doesnât it? I guess I can forget all about watching Jeff beat my mom more times than I can count or defending my siblings when he gets rowdy at night. Because youâre sorry.â
âFinn.â Tyâs lips turn down at the corners into a stupid fucking frown. âYou and I both know thatâs not what I meant. I know how fortunate I am, and I know I canât take away your pain.â
Heâs so sanctimonious. So fucking magnanimous. I canât stand it. I stop in my tracks and spin to face him, putting a finger to his chest and letting it all fly.
âYou have no idea what my life has been like. You have no idea what my siblingsâ lives have been like,â I tell him harshly, and I can feel the blood pumping to my forehead and neck and ears. âThatâs right! Iâm not your only long-lost sibling from that fucking derelict drunk. Thereâs also Reece and Jack and Travis and Willow. Reece is in California, but Jack, Travis, and Willow? Theyâre still living under that son of bitchâs thumb every day. Right now, I have to worry about what heâs going to do when he gets home and takes this shit with me out on them!â
Tyâs green eyes fill with unease and pity, and my vision tunnels. All I want to do is punch the sympathy right off his stupid face.
Impulse control officially spent for the day, I wing a fist right at him, but he blocks it with a startlingly quick catch. My hand trapped in his, I canât move, and he pulls me into a bear hug that makes it impossible for me to push him away. My feet scramble, but he holds steady.
âGet the fuck off!â I shout as panic overcomes me, but Ty doesnât let go. He holds on tight as I thrash the two of us all over that damn garage, whispering in my ear the whole fucking time.
âYou can stop fighting, Finn. Iâve got you.â
âLet me fucking go!â
âIâve got you, Finn. Iâve got you. Youâre my brother now. Iâve got you.â
I let out a scream as the dam breaks on my emotion, and tears stream down my face. Ty tucks me even closer, rocking me back and forth and shushing me softly. âI, and the rest of the Winslow kids, am your family now. You hear me? Youâre not alone anymoreâweâre going to fight like hell for you.â
My whole life, all Iâve felt is that I was fighting for myself and my mom and my brothers and my sister. Fighting against a man who only wanted to make our lives a living hell. Fighting against all of the obstacles he purposely put in our way. Fighting. Fighting. Fighting.
Iâve never had someone to do it for me.
Tears still falling, I grip Tyâs sweatshirt with my fists as he pulls me close.
âItâs going to be all right, Finn. I promise.â When heâs confident Iâm pulling it together, he gives one hearty pat to my back and then steps away to give me space.
I step back and swipe a hand down my face. Thereâs a part of me that feels like a weak, pathetic fool for being so emotional, but deep down, I know thatâs just my father talking.
I have nineteen yearsâ worth of being told I am useless and pathetic and weak by my father. Nineteen years of trying to protect myself and my mother and my siblings from a man who is so sick and twisted, he smiles when he makes his wife and kids feel pain. Nineteen years of being broken down as a man.
That takes time to get over.
âYouâre my brother, Finn,â Ty says softly. âAnd everything youâve had to live with until now stops right here.â
An unexpected wave of relief washes over me, and I nod. Tyâs face swells with pride.
âOkay, you said Reece is in California, but Jack, Travis, and Willow are still in the house, right?â
I nod, panic at what theyâre about to face gripping my chest.
âOkay, first things first, we need to get them out,â Ty continues. âYour mom, too.â
âItâs not that easy. Iâve tried.â I run a hand through my hair. âBut he always ends up scaring or manipulating my mom into not pressing charges against him.â
Ty shakes his head. âDonât worry about that. Weâll find another way to pin down Jeff, but for now, letâs get our brothers and sister out of that house.â
Itâs a powerful statementâone I never dreamed would actually sound good. I canât believe how comforting it is not to be on my own.
He grabs his phone from his pocket and dials, putting it to his ear. âRem,â he says into the receiver. âEmergency family meeting. Meet me at Momâs, and call everyone else⦠Yeah, Iâm goodâ¦but we all need to talk and pronto.â
He hangs up without any obvious argument from Remington and meets my eyes. âGet on the phone with Jack, Travis, and Willow and tell them to get ready. Weâre getting them out of that house today.â
âBut heâll be back there any minute.â I shake my head. âAnd they donât even know. I havenât told anyone about thisââ
Ty grabs the tops of my biceps and forces me to focus. âYou donât need to worry about anything but telling them to get ready and make sure they pack stuff for your mom. I will handle everything else. You have my word.â He nods. âNow, Finn. Get on the phone with them now.â
My hands shake as I dial Jackâs number. Willow is the most likely to answer, but thereâs no way Iâm dropping the responsibility of this on her shoulders.
Jack finally answers on the fourth ring. ââLo?â Itâs still early for him, and his voice is filled with sleep.
But I donât have time to coddle him into waking up. I donât mince words. âJack, itâs Finn. I know this sounds crazy, but I need you to get as much of your shit together as you can in the next ten minutes. Get Trav and Willow, get Momâs stuff, too. Be ready to leave the house as soon as you possibly can. Leave and go to the park if no one is there in the next ten minutes to get you, and then call me.â
âFinney, dude, are you high?â
âNo!â I snap. âThis isnât a joke, Jack. Do what I said, and do it now.â
Jackâs voice shakes, but he still manages a pretty kick-ass, âIâm on it.â I donât blame him for being scared. Iâm scared too.
Tyâs smile is both loving and reassuring as I get off the phone, and he jerks his head in the direction we came. We both run back up the ramp toward his car.
Things are in motion, and thereâs no stopping now.