Chapter 91
Learning Curve
Scottie
âI love you,â he tells me again. âIâm here. And whatever obstacles and challenges and hard times lie ahead, Iâm here. Itâs me and you against the world. Thatâs how I see it. Thatâs how Iâll always see it.â
He kisses me again, harder this time, more passionate, and the rain mingles with our tears and tongues.
And I kiss him back. I donât stop kissing him until the urge to say I love you is too much.
âI love you, Finn,â I whisper against his lips. âI love you. Period. End of story,â I repeat his words, and he leans back to meet my eyes.
âMe and you?â
I nod. âMe and you.â
He kisses me again, and I wrap my arms around his shoulders to savor the feel of it.
Weâve been through hell. Weâve been through ups and downs. Weâve been through a lot of shit. But each time we face something, it makes us stronger. And even when we tried to fight against this thing between us, this all-consuming love thatâs grown, it didnât matter because we always ended up right back here.
Us. Together.
âHow about I get you back inside before your nurses end up calling the cops?â he asks, leaning back again to meet my eyes.
âPretty sure the cops wouldnât be too fussed,â I answer with a smile. âI mean, how hard is it to find a girl in a wheelchair?â
Finn laughs and shakes his head. But he also presses another kiss to my lips before grabbing my wheelchair off the sidewalk and heading back toward the hospital. His strong frame carrying both me and my chair without any issue.
By the time weâre through the automatic doors, a question pops into my mind.
âWhen did you get that tattoo?â
âAbout a week ago.â He smirks down at me. âAnd donât laugh, but Aceâs dad is the one who did it.â
âWhat?â I blurt out on a shocked laugh. âAceâs dad gave you that tattoo?â
âYeah.â Finn grins. âNot only is he the financial king of New York, but heâs also a certified tattoo artist.â
âHoly smokes.â I giggle. âThat family is, hands down, the craziest bunch of people Iâve ever met.â
Finn doesnât say anything, but he doesnât have to. Itâs facts.
Once weâre out of the elevator and Finn gives my nurse Amanda a moment to see that Iâm okay, he carries me back into my room.
Once inside, he sets me on the bed and grabs a fresh pair of clothes from the small dresser that has all my belongings in it.
âI can get dressed myself,â I tell him on a laugh, slapping his hands away.
But he shakes his head. âThis isnât for you,â he says and starts to remove my socks and shoes. âThis is for me.â
I stare down at him, completely incredulous.
âAll Iâve wanted to do is be here for you. For days and weeks, Iâve sat in hospital waiting rooms just so I could be close to you, and now I finally am,â he answers like it makes total sense. âI need this right now. I need to help my girl get out of her wet clothes and get dressed, and because you love me, youâre going to let me.â
Itâs almost reverent, the way that he removes my jeans and underwear and bra and T-shirt. And his touch is gentle and affectionate, and it urges more emotion to spill onto my cheeks.
But I donât stop him. Instead, I lie there and let him help me.
I let him put fresh clothes on me. I let him brush my hair. And after my nurse Amanda drops off a pair of scrubs for Finn to change into, he climbs into bed with me and pulls my body close to his chest.
âI love you,â he whispers into my ear, and I donât hesitate to respond.
âI love you too.â
We fall asleep like that. Finnâs body wrapped around mine.
And for once, my heart and mind agree.
Itâs taken us forever to get here, but itâs an amazing feeling to know that nothing could ever be big enough or wrong enough to make us leave.
Weâve already been through it all, and, together, weâve come out the other sideâthis is love.