Chapter 23
Broken (Manhattan Ruthless Book 1)
Nathan flashes an arrogant grin. Did I really just agree to this?
Yes. Yes, I did. Because the way he stormed in here a few moments ago calling me his wife, despite being possessive and asshole-ish, was spectacularly hot. And this thing between us has been brewing for weeks. Weâre going to have to have sex eventually if weâre going to have kids, and if Iâm honest, I assumed he would have pushed for it before now.
But this ⦠this feels all about me. I can count on two fingers the number of guys who were patient enough to make me climax, but if Nathan James does sex like he does everything else in his life, Iâm willing to bet heâll refuse to give in until he makes it happen.
âHow do you prefer your orgasms, Mrs. James?â He asks the question so casually while he rolls up his sleeves like he means business. The sight of his thick forearms render me mute until he tips my chin up with his forefinger. âWell?â
I blink at him. âWhat?â
âWould you like me to use my fingers? My mouth? Both?â
Holy shitballs. âI have no preference.â Thatâs a lie. I absolutely do have a preference, and it involves that wickedly sinful mouth of his, but admitting that is too embarrassing, plus I havenât showered since this morning. âYour call.â
He hums appreciatively and rubs a hand over his jaw, his dark eyes sparking with devious intent. âWell, I definitely have a preference.â He grabs me by my hips and lifts me onto the island. My breath stutters, and heâs removing my pajama pants before I can form any kind of rational thought. Iâm not wearing panties, so my lower half is bare, making me feel vulnerable and embarrassed. My skin flames with heat. This is Nathan James, and heâs about to ⦠I really didnât think this through at all. Heâs dated the most beautiful women in the world. I bet they all waxed weekly and had beautifully landscaped lady gardens. Mine isnât exactly overgrown, but I am due an appointment.
Nathan grabs the stool beside him and, to my mortification, sits down between my spread thighs. He inches forward, his broad shoulders spreading my legs wider, then lifts my pajama top and trails his fingertips down my abdomen to the space between my thighs, his hungry gaze following in their wake.
Holy crap. âI havenât showered since this morning,â I blurt out. âTyler picked me up after work and I was so hungry and we were chatting and I just threw on my comfy pajamas andââ
âJesus, Mel,â he growls, before sucking on his lip and closing his eyes. I stare at him open-mouthed. Is this bad? Or good? âLie back for me.â
Heat floods my core so rapidly that my head spins. He places a hand between my breasts, gently pushing me backward, and I drop onto my elbows, my eyes still fixed on his face. But he doesnât meet my gaze. His focus remains locked on the spot between my legs like itâs the most fascinating thing in the world. Iâm hyperaware of how wet I already am, of how my arousal seeps out of me despite the fact that he hasnât even touched me yet.
âI have a waxing appointment next week,â I whisper, my cheeks burning hotter than the sun.
He runs a fingertip through my center. âYour cunt is perfect.â
Oh god, my what? Ordinarily I hate that word, but from his lips it sounds wicked and sinful and so hot I want to melt into the countertop. He slides his warm hands up my inner thighs, and they tremble beneath his expert touch.
He glances up at me. âLie back and relax, Mel,â he commands.
Itâs kind of hard to relax with your face inches from the most intimate part of me, Nathan. Thatâs what I want to say, but instead I obey his command and lie down.
He growls. âThatâs my girl.â
A whimper slips out of me, and Iâm sure I hear him laugh. He presses my thighs down flat to the counter, and I actually feel a drop of arousal trickle out of me. I suck in a breath, torn between wanting to die from embarrassment and wanting to grind myself on his face. What is he waiting for?
âI can practically hear you overthinking,â he says, and the way his warm breath dances over my wet flesh makes me shiver.
âI canât help it.â
He presses a kiss to the top of my thigh. âWhat are you worried about?â
âI told you I havenât showered,â I croak.
He kisses my other thigh. âI prefer it that way. I want to taste how your dayâs been.â
Oh dear God in heaven. âWhat if I ⦠smell?â
He kisses me again, this time closer to my center. âYou smell fucking incredible. My cock is hard just thinking about tasting you.â
âMost guys Iâve been with have never made me come. It takes too long.â
Iâm rewarded with another soft kiss, and this time his nose brushes over my lips. âEating pussy is one of the greatest pleasures in life, Mel. The longer I get to spend eating yours, the better.â
Molten heat sears my core. âI need a wax.â
âYour cunt is beautiful and pink and inviting. Iâd put a picture of it on my desk in my office, but that would mean someone else might see it, and this â¦â He trails his warm tongue from my opening to my clit, and my back arches off the countertop. âIs all mine.â
âNathan!â I pant, so desperate for more of what he just gave me, Iâm pretty sure Iâd do anything he asked me to right now.
He hums, and the sound vibrates through my flesh, shooting pleasure through my veins. âJesus, you taste fucking delicious too, corazón.â He flicks his tongue over me again, lapping leisurely at my wet center.
I can only moan as my thighs tingle and I inhale deep, soul-cleansing breaths.
He slides his hands around the backs of my thighs, pulling me closer, and although what he was doing already felt incredible, he takes it up a gear. He licks and sucks on my hypersensitive flesh, working his way from my entrance to the swollen bud of my clit, repeatedly bringing me to heights of dizzying ecstasy and then easing me back down before he does it all over again. And each time my need to come grows stronger. More urgent.
White-hot pleasure screeches around my body, searching for release. My head spins and my eyes roll back as I lose all sense of rational thought. I writhe on the countertop, begging and pleading with him to let me come, but the Iceman with the hottest, most incredible mouth I have ever known refuses to take pity on me. His murmured words of praise and encouragement only draw out my agony and pleasure into one long, seemingly everlasting moment.
I pant heavily as he eases me back down from the crest of another wave, knowing that Iâm going to die when he finally lets me come. My soul is going to leave my body and forget its way back.
âPlease, Nate!â I take one last shot at begging, but Iâm unable to form the two syllables of his entire name.
He grunts, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of my thighs as he pulls me closer to his face, pressing me deeper into his eager mouth. Groaning, he feasts on me, sealing his lips over my clit, sucking hard and flicking the swollen bud of flesh with the tip of his tongue.
My entire body trembles. Every cell hangs on the precipice of an almighty explosion. I buck my hips, and Nathan keeps a firm grip on me, pinning me in place. Iâm going to lose my mind.
Intense pressure builds in my core, snaking in my center and spreading between my thighs. I scream out a word thatâs unintelligible even to my own ears. When he grazes me with his teeth, I lose it. One explosion after another ricochets through me until they reach my aching center. And then something unfamiliar and euphoric happensâif I wasnât so high off this soul-altering, life-affirming orgasm, I might be mortified. My release rushes out of me like a river that broke its dam, soaking Nathan and the countertop and spattering onto the marble floor below.
âJesus fuck.â Nathan groans against my skin as he goes on sucking and licking me.
I shake from head to toe. My head is spinning. I feel like I just rode every rollercoaster at Six Flags on repeat for infinity. Warm pleasure settles into my bones like an old friend. I gasp for breath, trying to suck in much-needed oxygen before I pass out.
And when I have the strength to lift my head, Nathan lifts his too. His fiery eyes burn into mine, and something passes between us. A connection that goes so much deeper than any Iâve shared with anyone else. Like it canât be broken.
Until he breaks it.
He wipes his glistening jaw, cleaning me off his skin. âTold you, Spitfire.â Then he pushes back his stool, presses a single kiss on my abdomen, and walks out of the room.
I drop my head back, wincing as it hits the countertop with a dull thud. What the hell just happened?